When I wake, my body aches exquisitely. My hand flies to my neck, where Sinclairโs mark is seared into my skin. Being claimed was the most intense experience of my life, and it feels as though Sinclair and I are no longer separate people, but two halves of a whole. His large body is wrapped around me as he dozes, and Iโm amazed to realize I can sense his inner wolfโs pride and satisfaction, even in his sleep.
I canโt explain the bond. In some ways, itโs like my bond with the baby, except instead of hazy flashes of emotion, I constantly sense Sinclairโs feelingsโa deep empathy thatโs both confusing and overwhelming. Our hearts beat in perfect sync, and I know we can communicate telepathically, though we havenโt tested it yet. So far, weโve only made love. In fact, my new mate woke me three times during the night, and my poor sex is so swollen and sensitive that Iโm afraid Sinclair will wake and lavish more attention on my exhausted body.
I try to sneak out of bed, but his powerful arms tighten around me, and a low rumble sounds in my ear. โAnd just where do you think youโre going?โ
โJust to the bathroom,โ I lie, immediately realizing my mistake. If I can sense his feelings, he can certainly sense mine.
โTsk, tsk,โ he clucks, rolling me onto my back and looming over me. His voice is stern, but his eyes hold only love, amusement, and desire. As soon as I see these emotions, I feel them too, blended with my own yet distinct.
โLying to your new mate already, trouble?โ Sinclair teases, caressing my cheek. โAnd trying to sneak away from me?โ
โI thought youโd try to be intimate if I woke you,โ I explain, slightly sulky.
โBe intimate?โ Sinclair repeats, a devilish glint in his emerald eyes. โYou mean you thought Iโd try to rut your sweet pussy again?โ I blush and shiver, certain Iโll never get used to his language. It scandalizes and excites me simultaneously, and I know thatโs why he does it. If only I could hide my reactionโbut thatโs impossible now. โWell, was I wrong?โ I demand indignantly. โIโm too sore for more of your wolfโs affection, Dominic.โ
Sinclairโs brow furrows, and he sits up. โBaby, why didnโt you say so?โ He moves between my legs, and a gentle rumble greets my attempt to clench them shut. โCome on, let me see, sweetheart.โ
I distrust the sly wolfโs intentions. When I try to sense his emotions through our bond to decipher whether this is a trick or genuine concern, I canโt. โHow are you doing that?โ I ask, intrigued by the possibility of shielding my feelings from my mate.
โYou can learn to withhold some things, but it takes practice,โ Sinclair answers huskily, easily prying my thighs apart. โThough Iโm not sure I want to teach you how,โ he adds wryly.
I clamp my hand over my genitals, my suspicions rising. โAnd why are you hiding your feelings from me now?โ I ask, convinced this is a scheme.
A rush of worry assails me, and I relax slightly. โItโs an old habit,โ Sinclair admits reluctantly. โItโs not in my nature to let others feel my anxiety, especially not my mate.โ He tenderly pulls my hand away to examine my abused flesh, purring and crooning sympathetically at its redness and swelling. โPoor little wolf.โ
He murmurs, carefully spreading my labia to examine them more closely. โIโve been too rough with you, havenโt I?โ
โNo!โ my wolf exclaims, and Sinclairโs smirk confirms my telepathic communication. I roll my eyes at the silly canine, who loves his dominance too much to go easy on us. I sassily add, โThis is what happens when you try to shove a battering ram into a keyhole.โ
Sinclair chuckles, his hot breath fluttering over my exposed skin. Poor, mistreated mate, his voice sounds in my head, cursed with an Alpha too well endowed for your little body to take. Amusement is heavy in his voice, and he arches a brow. Though I didnโt hear you complaining when you were coming all over me last night.
I giggle. Heโs right, and we both know it. I love how small and delicate I feel beside Sinclair, even if those values are misplaced by the human society that raised me, and Iโve certainly enjoyed myself with him. My thoughts are interrupted when Sinclair moves his mouth dangerously close. โHere, angel, let me kiss it better.โ
Alarms blare in my brain, but itโs too late. Sinclairโs tongue expertly explores the length of my vulva, lapping up the wetness and flicking over the clitoris. โDominic, noโohhh,โ I exclaim, sighing as heat consumes me. A moment ago, I thought my clitoris might fall off, but the pain is edged with a pleasure I donโt understand. I realize the worry heโd shared is gone, replaced by cunning and triumph. With his mouth occupied, my mate uses our mind link. His dark laughter fills my head, followed by the words, I wasnโt lying about sharing my worries, but perhaps I left out the fact that you can also learn to project things that arenโt there, or only reveal some feelings while keeping others hidden.
I pant, my fingers tangled in his hair, confused, needy whimpers escaping my lips. Still, his words penetrate the haze of lust and disorientation, and I feel relief. Iโm glad Iโll still be able to surprise and trick my mate, just as heโs done to me.
Another rumbling laugh echoes in my thoughts. Youโve got a long way to go before youโll be able to pull one over on me, mate. But Iโd be lying if I said Iโm not excited to see you try.
โYou just want an excuse to spank me again,โ I answer, failing to sound offended.
Sinclair pauses, looking up at me, his eyes glinting with lethal hunger. โDamned straight.โ
When Sinclair is finished, I leap out of bed and grab my robe, putting as much distance between myself and the bed as possible. Sinclair blinks, realizing Iโm no longer sprawled over him, then narrows his eyes. โI donโt recall giving you permission to leave my arms, little one.โ
โYou stay away from me,โ I order, pointing at him, trying to sound firm. โMy body is off-limits until itโs recovered, is that clear?โ
Sinclair smirks. Iโve challenged him. He rises and prowls toward me. โIs that so?โ
โDominic, Iโm serious,โ I say earnestly. โIโm exhausted. I havenโt gotten out of bed all day, and I need a nap. Think of the baby.โ
Sinclair searches my face, then softens. He reaches for me, and I hesitantly go to him. โIโm sorry, my love,โ he purrs, snuggling me close. โMy wolf just finds it difficult not to get carried away with you. Have a lie down, and Iโll bring you something to eat.โ
My stomach growls, and I detect a pulse of guilt from Sinclair. He feels heโs been neglecting me, and as pleased as I am that my body is safe, I canโt stand this. I send every bit of denial back at him. โDominic, I canโt thank you enough for everything youโve done. You saved my life, you took care of me through the worst day of my lifeโthe worst emotional and physical pain Iโve ever known. You forgave me even when we thought Iโd killed our baby.โ My voice breaks as I recall that pain. โYouโve done the opposite of neglecting me. I love you so much, and Iโve been in heaven the last twenty-four hours, I just need a break.โ
Sinclair cuddles me closer. โThank you, sweetheart,โ he says tenderly. โBut thereโs one thing we need to get straight. I love our pup more than life itself, but if I had to choose to save one of you over the other, it wouldnโt even be a question. We can make another baby, but I canโt make another you.โ
My heart swells, and some of the guilt fades. Iโd been afraid of losing Sinclair for trying to save my own life, especially after weโd started our relationship deeply opposed over my consideration of an abortion. Something cracks open inside me, and I cry out all the pain and fearโthe trauma and the joy. Sinclair purrs and rocks me, and I realize heโs crying too. The last few days have been a gauntlet for us both, and we desperately need this catharsis.
Unfortunately, our healing is cut short when Hugo walks in a little while later, a grim expression on his face. โWeโve got a problem.โ