Accidental Surrogate for Alpha-Chapter 144
Posted on January 28, 2025 ยท 1 mins read
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When I wake, my body aches exquisitely. My hand flies to my neck, where Sinclairโ€™s mark is seared into my skin. Being claimed was the most intense experience of my life, and it feels as though Sinclair and I are no longer separate people, but two halves of a whole. His large body is wrapped around me as he dozes, and Iโ€™m amazed to realize I can sense his inner wolfโ€™s pride and satisfaction, even in his sleep.

I canโ€™t explain the bond. In some ways, itโ€™s like my bond with the baby, except instead of hazy flashes of emotion, I constantly sense Sinclairโ€™s feelingsโ€”a deep empathy thatโ€™s both confusing and overwhelming. Our hearts beat in perfect sync, and I know we can communicate telepathically, though we havenโ€™t tested it yet. So far, weโ€™ve only made love. In fact, my new mate woke me three times during the night, and my poor sex is so swollen and sensitive that Iโ€™m afraid Sinclair will wake and lavish more attention on my exhausted body.

I try to sneak out of bed, but his powerful arms tighten around me, and a low rumble sounds in my ear. โ€œAnd just where do you think youโ€™re going?โ€

โ€œJust to the bathroom,โ€ I lie, immediately realizing my mistake. If I can sense his feelings, he can certainly sense mine.

โ€œTsk, tsk,โ€ he clucks, rolling me onto my back and looming over me. His voice is stern, but his eyes hold only love, amusement, and desire. As soon as I see these emotions, I feel them too, blended with my own yet distinct.

โ€œLying to your new mate already, trouble?โ€ Sinclair teases, caressing my cheek. โ€œAnd trying to sneak away from me?โ€

โ€œI thought youโ€™d try to be intimate if I woke you,โ€ I explain, slightly sulky.

โ€œBe intimate?โ€ Sinclair repeats, a devilish glint in his emerald eyes. โ€œYou mean you thought Iโ€™d try to rut your sweet pussy again?โ€ I blush and shiver, certain Iโ€™ll never get used to his language. It scandalizes and excites me simultaneously, and I know thatโ€™s why he does it. If only I could hide my reactionโ€”but thatโ€™s impossible now. โ€œWell, was I wrong?โ€ I demand indignantly. โ€œIโ€™m too sore for more of your wolfโ€™s affection, Dominic.โ€

Sinclairโ€™s brow furrows, and he sits up. โ€œBaby, why didnโ€™t you say so?โ€ He moves between my legs, and a gentle rumble greets my attempt to clench them shut. โ€œCome on, let me see, sweetheart.โ€

I distrust the sly wolfโ€™s intentions. When I try to sense his emotions through our bond to decipher whether this is a trick or genuine concern, I canโ€™t. โ€œHow are you doing that?โ€ I ask, intrigued by the possibility of shielding my feelings from my mate.

โ€œYou can learn to withhold some things, but it takes practice,โ€ Sinclair answers huskily, easily prying my thighs apart. โ€œThough Iโ€™m not sure I want to teach you how,โ€ he adds wryly.

I clamp my hand over my genitals, my suspicions rising. โ€œAnd why are you hiding your feelings from me now?โ€ I ask, convinced this is a scheme.

A rush of worry assails me, and I relax slightly. โ€œItโ€™s an old habit,โ€ Sinclair admits reluctantly. โ€œItโ€™s not in my nature to let others feel my anxiety, especially not my mate.โ€ He tenderly pulls my hand away to examine my abused flesh, purring and crooning sympathetically at its redness and swelling. โ€œPoor little wolf.โ€

He murmurs, carefully spreading my labia to examine them more closely. โ€œIโ€™ve been too rough with you, havenโ€™t I?โ€

โ€œNo!โ€ my wolf exclaims, and Sinclairโ€™s smirk confirms my telepathic communication. I roll my eyes at the silly canine, who loves his dominance too much to go easy on us. I sassily add, โ€œThis is what happens when you try to shove a battering ram into a keyhole.โ€

Sinclair chuckles, his hot breath fluttering over my exposed skin. Poor, mistreated mate, his voice sounds in my head, cursed with an Alpha too well endowed for your little body to take. Amusement is heavy in his voice, and he arches a brow. Though I didnโ€™t hear you complaining when you were coming all over me last night.

I giggle. Heโ€™s right, and we both know it. I love how small and delicate I feel beside Sinclair, even if those values are misplaced by the human society that raised me, and Iโ€™ve certainly enjoyed myself with him. My thoughts are interrupted when Sinclair moves his mouth dangerously close. โ€œHere, angel, let me kiss it better.โ€

Alarms blare in my brain, but itโ€™s too late. Sinclairโ€™s tongue expertly explores the length of my vulva, lapping up the wetness and flicking over the clitoris. โ€œDominic, noโ€”ohhh,โ€ I exclaim, sighing as heat consumes me. A moment ago, I thought my clitoris might fall off, but the pain is edged with a pleasure I donโ€™t understand. I realize the worry heโ€™d shared is gone, replaced by cunning and triumph. With his mouth occupied, my mate uses our mind link. His dark laughter fills my head, followed by the words, I wasnโ€™t lying about sharing my worries, but perhaps I left out the fact that you can also learn to project things that arenโ€™t there, or only reveal some feelings while keeping others hidden.

I pant, my fingers tangled in his hair, confused, needy whimpers escaping my lips. Still, his words penetrate the haze of lust and disorientation, and I feel relief. Iโ€™m glad Iโ€™ll still be able to surprise and trick my mate, just as heโ€™s done to me.

Another rumbling laugh echoes in my thoughts. Youโ€™ve got a long way to go before youโ€™ll be able to pull one over on me, mate. But Iโ€™d be lying if I said Iโ€™m not excited to see you try.

โ€œYou just want an excuse to spank me again,โ€ I answer, failing to sound offended.

Sinclair pauses, looking up at me, his eyes glinting with lethal hunger. โ€œDamned straight.โ€

When Sinclair is finished, I leap out of bed and grab my robe, putting as much distance between myself and the bed as possible. Sinclair blinks, realizing Iโ€™m no longer sprawled over him, then narrows his eyes. โ€œI donโ€™t recall giving you permission to leave my arms, little one.โ€

โ€œYou stay away from me,โ€ I order, pointing at him, trying to sound firm. โ€œMy body is off-limits until itโ€™s recovered, is that clear?โ€

Sinclair smirks. Iโ€™ve challenged him. He rises and prowls toward me. โ€œIs that so?โ€

โ€œDominic, Iโ€™m serious,โ€ I say earnestly. โ€œIโ€™m exhausted. I havenโ€™t gotten out of bed all day, and I need a nap. Think of the baby.โ€

Sinclair searches my face, then softens. He reaches for me, and I hesitantly go to him. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, my love,โ€ he purrs, snuggling me close. โ€œMy wolf just finds it difficult not to get carried away with you. Have a lie down, and Iโ€™ll bring you something to eat.โ€

My stomach growls, and I detect a pulse of guilt from Sinclair. He feels heโ€™s been neglecting me, and as pleased as I am that my body is safe, I canโ€™t stand this. I send every bit of denial back at him. โ€œDominic, I canโ€™t thank you enough for everything youโ€™ve done. You saved my life, you took care of me through the worst day of my lifeโ€”the worst emotional and physical pain Iโ€™ve ever known. You forgave me even when we thought Iโ€™d killed our baby.โ€ My voice breaks as I recall that pain. โ€œYouโ€™ve done the opposite of neglecting me. I love you so much, and Iโ€™ve been in heaven the last twenty-four hours, I just need a break.โ€

Sinclair cuddles me closer. โ€œThank you, sweetheart,โ€ he says tenderly. โ€œBut thereโ€™s one thing we need to get straight. I love our pup more than life itself, but if I had to choose to save one of you over the other, it wouldnโ€™t even be a question. We can make another baby, but I canโ€™t make another you.โ€

My heart swells, and some of the guilt fades. Iโ€™d been afraid of losing Sinclair for trying to save my own life, especially after weโ€™d started our relationship deeply opposed over my consideration of an abortion. Something cracks open inside me, and I cry out all the pain and fearโ€”the trauma and the joy. Sinclair purrs and rocks me, and I realize heโ€™s crying too. The last few days have been a gauntlet for us both, and we desperately need this catharsis.

Unfortunately, our healing is cut short when Hugo walks in a little while later, a grim expression on his face. โ€œWeโ€™ve got a problem.โ€


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