Accidental Surrogate for Alpha-Accidental Surrogate For Alpha Novel Chapter 23
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I must have misheard him. He canโ€™t truly mean he wants me to move into his rooms. Does he really think Iโ€™m that much of a baby, needing constant watching?

โ€œBut it was only one dream,โ€ I protested, my voice still shaky. โ€œI swear itโ€™s not a big deal.โ€

Sinclair purred again, and I felt my insides melting against my will. โ€œMaybe it is, maybe it isnโ€™t. I just want you to sleep easily.โ€ Before I could stop him, he lifted me into his arms.

โ€œSinclairโ€”โ€ He interrupted me with a growl, and I quickly amended myself. โ€œDominic, this really isnโ€™t necessary. I can sleep on my own.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sure you can,โ€ he conceded. โ€œBut I want you close.โ€

โ€œAnd what about what I want?โ€ The words slipped out before I could stop them, and Sinclair paused, looking down at me with an appraising gaze.

โ€œAnd what do you want, Ella?โ€ he asked huskily, his deep voice reverberating down my spine.

I opened my mouth to tell him I wanted to be alone, in my own space, and without his intimidating presence. However, I couldnโ€™t make the words come. Why couldnโ€™t I seem to stop myself from speaking when I didnโ€™t want to, then couldnโ€™t make myself talk when I did? What was this man doing to me?

Sinclair smirked. โ€œYou know the problem, donโ€™t you?โ€ he taunted. I could only shake my head in reply. โ€œYou canโ€™t lie to me. The pup is making you more and more like a wolf, and wolves canโ€™t lie to their Alpha, not directly, at least.โ€

The breath seemed to evaporate from my lungs. I couldnโ€™t lie to him? My eyes widened as I realized the implications, and I wanted to protest that such a thing wasnโ€™t fairโ€”people are entitled to their secrets!

โ€œBut youโ€™re not my Alpha,โ€ I finally protested, my voice sounding very small.

Sinclair cocked a brow. โ€œArenโ€™t I?โ€ After a beat, he continued toward the door, as if this settled the matter. I didnโ€™t know why I didnโ€™t object furtherโ€”maybe because heโ€™d clearly made up his mind, maybe because I didnโ€™t really want him to change it. I let him carry me out into the hall, flushing scarlet when I saw so many guards waiting outside my room. Had all these men heard me screaming like a baby? Surely I hadnโ€™t spoken while unconscious?

โ€œDo you always have this many guards posted at night?โ€ I squeaked.

โ€œThis pup is the most important thing to me in the world,โ€ Sinclair responded simply. โ€œYou can expect lots of guards to be around from now on.โ€

Of course, I thought. Itโ€™s all for the pup. Iโ€™m just an afterthought. Will I ever be anything more?

I didnโ€™t need to ask Sinclair to know the answerโ€”it was already painfully obvious: no. In a world of mystically powerful beings like wolves, a human like me could never be anything but an afterthought. The only reason he was putting up with me was the pregnancy. And honestly, the only reason I was putting up with him was our arrangementโ€ฆ so why did it hurt so much?

The next morning, I woke to find a maid setting down a room service tray by my bedside, stacked high with my favorite foods. At first, the smell of fruit and oatmeal had my stomach growling, but before I could so much as raise a spoon to my lips, a wave of nausea overtook me. I rushed to the bathroom and retched, groaning pitifully.

When I finally finished with the joys of pregnancy, I returned to Sinclairโ€™s sprawling king-sized bed. The food, which had looked so appetizing a moment ago, now made my stomach churn. However, I noticed a folded note on the tray. My name was scrawled across the front in the swooping handwriting I now recognized as Sinclairโ€™s.

Ella,

Iโ€™ve arranged an interview for you this morning, with the leading news outlets in the area. Weโ€™ve been getting a lot of requests, and the reporter promised you would only have to answer questions I approved. Call me if you have any questions. Iโ€™ll see you tonight.

Yours,

Dominic

An interview?! Iโ€™d never given an interview in my life! And this wouldnโ€™t even be an interview as myself; this would be an undercover interview, pretending to be a completely different person, a completely different species! What kind of questions were they going to ask? What on earth was I going to say to them? What was I going to wear?

Two hours later, I was seated in front of an intimidating man in a sharp-looking suit, feeling very small and out of place. A camera was poised on my face, and I was trying to look sereneโ€”rather than panicked. I found a pretty sweater dress in the wardrobe Sinclair had procured for me and decided that simple elegance was the best approach. Now I wondered if Iโ€™d miscalculated. The reporter was watching me with sharp eyes, and I could already feel myself blushing.

โ€œSo, Ella, it will come as no surprise to you that many shifters in the Moon Valley Pack and beyond are very curious about you,โ€ he began obliquely. โ€œWith you by his side, the Alpha is poised to become our next King, yet no one knows anything about you.โ€

โ€œI can understand how that might worry some pack members,โ€ I smiled gently, trying to appear confident and self-assured.

โ€œHow did you and Dominic meet?โ€ he pressed. โ€œWhen did it happen? Iโ€™d love to hear the whole story.โ€

Sinclair and I had discussed this at length, even before this interview arose. โ€œWell, it will be obvious to all those in the know that we arenโ€™t fated, but I canโ€™t help thinking that the Goddess didnโ€™t play a hand in our meeting. For years, my family in the Shadow Pack insisted we had no other relationsโ€”apparently my parents cut ties with the Moon Valley before I was even born. It wasnโ€™t until they passed away that I learned about my cousins hereโ€”including Aileen Corentin.โ€

Weโ€™d decided the story should be as close to the truth as possible, so my fake identity was an orphan, just like I am in reality. โ€œI came to visit her after making contact, and of course, sheโ€™s the wife of Beta Hugo. One day, I was having lunch with Aileen and Hugo, and Dominic walked inโ€ฆ and the rest is history.โ€

โ€œBut you havenโ€™t known each other very long, is that correct?โ€ the reporter inquired.

โ€œYes,โ€ I confirmed. โ€œBut when itโ€™s true love, it doesnโ€™t take long for the heart to recognize its mate. And then we were blessed with a pup without even trying.โ€

โ€œSome pack members might be worried that you come from such a humble background; you have no experience leading,โ€ the reporter stated bluntly. โ€œHow would you respond to their fears?โ€

This was a question Sinclair hadnโ€™t prepared me for in our earlier discussions regarding our cover. Weโ€™d decided what we would tell people about how we met, nothing more. โ€œI would say that great leaders come from all kinds of backgrounds, and in fact, my humble origins give me insight into the needs of everyday shifters in a way that an aristocratic upbringing would not. Iโ€™m in touch with what regular people want and need, and I can speak for them with empathy and understanding, representing their voices in a forum where theyโ€™re often left out.โ€

The reporter arched his brows, and I knew Iโ€™d impressed him. Take that! I thought triumphantly. People always assumed I didnโ€™t have a brain in my head because Iโ€™m young and attractive, not to mention I chose to work caring for children. But Iโ€™m no fool, and hopefully, this will help the shifters see that.

โ€œAnd what do you think our society needs most at this time in history? What is the biggest issue the future King and Queen need to address?โ€ he asked.

I navigated his questions with more or less difficulty for the next half hour, feeling better about some responses than others, and praying that I hadnโ€™t put my foot in my mouth. I thought Iโ€™d done well, but I was completely exhausted. At first, part of me was excited to pretend to be someone other than myselfโ€”almost like playing dress-up or make-believe. However, that initial interest disappeared very quickly when I realized just how stressful it is to constantly be acting.

I know what itโ€™s like to put up walls around myself, but this was the first time Iโ€™d ever been forced to blatantly lie to those around me, to try to pass myself off as someone else. All at once, the gravity of this deal Iโ€™d struck slammed into me. If I was exhausted now, how was I going to feel when Iโ€™d been doing this for months? Years? Could I really do this for the rest of my life? What would happen if the truth came out? What would people do when they learned I was a fraud?

Because, I realized, thatโ€™s what I am. This wasnโ€™t just a game or a play we were performing; I was actively deceiving people. I was campaigning for a public office and lying every step of the way. Guilt and worry assailed me in a tidal wave. This is wrong! I thought frantically. I have to talk to Sinclair.


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