Slowly, I breathed through my contractions, taking deep breaths in through my nose and exhaling through my mouth. The pain wasโฆ well, unlike anything Iโd ever felt before. Not after all Iโd been through in the past five months. But it was incredible, the way it radiated through my body, making me grit my teeth.
I could feel my body moving, changing with each contraction. The pain in my pelvis, in particular, was excruciating, as the bones shifted to make room for the baby. My eyes flashed open during one particularly intense contraction, and I cried out. God, I would have thought being a wolf would make this easierโwolves seem to have whole litters of pups without much trouble, all by themselves in the woods.
I briefly considered shifting into my wolf form.
But then, Sinclair burst into the room, rushing to my side.
โWhat?โ he gasped, nearly skidding, scanning me for injuries. โWhat is it, Ella? I heard you screamโโ
โNo,โ I gasped, as the contraction subsided. โItโs just a contractionโGod, Dominic, these are awful.โ
He shook his head, still panicked, kneeling beside the bed and taking my hand. โCora is coming; sheโs close,โ he murmured. โSheโll be allowed in.โ
โAnd Hank?โ I asked, looking at my mate. โAnd Roger?โ
โRoger?โ Sinclair asked, confused. โYes, Dominic! Roger! I want him here, too!โ
โWhy?โ Sinclairโs eyes widened.
โBecause!โ I smacked his shoulder. โHeโs the childโs uncle and godfather! He should be here! I canโt believe you didnโt call him!โ
โElla,โ Sinclair sighed, reaching for his phone as I leaned back against the pillows. โI canโt believe youโre worried about propriety while youโre giving birth with insurgents outsideโโ
โThis is going to be as perfect as I can make it for Rafe!โ I snapped, determined. โAnd if I have to give birth in a war zone without an epidural, then Roger can damn well get out of bed and come greet his nephew!โ
โOkayโฆโ Sinclair said softly, giving in. I heard him typing on his phone, then he stood and leaned over me. Frowning, he grabbed a pillow, ripped a strip from the pillowcase, and folded it.
โYou know you donโt need to do the linens thing and boil water; thatโs just in the movies. Iโm sure Cora will bring something to sterilize any instruments.โ
โItโs not for that,โ he murmured, leaning down to wipe the sweat from my brow with the folded pillowcase. โHow are you, love? How do you feel?โ
I relaxed as much as possible. The next contraction hadnโt started yet. โI feelโฆdetermined,โ I said, gazing up at him. โRafe is ready. He told me so. Weโre both ready.โ
โThatโs my girl,โ Sinclair said softly, cupping my chin. โSo strong.โ
I nodded, willing myself to believe itโthat I was strong, even though I was scared and in pain. I was strong. For him, for Rafe, and for myself. I could be strong.
โOooh,โ I moaned, closing my eyes. My handsโฆ
Sinclair knelt beside me, steady and tense. Then, as I started to breathe the way Cora had taught me, he breathed with me. He was there with me, every step of the way.
Time passed quickly, with long stretches of pain followed by a few minutes of respite. Unfortunately, those minutes were getting shorter and shorter. My labor was progressing rapidly, and I had no control over it. If I could just wait, hold him in until Cora arrivedโฆ
But no, it seemed Rafe and my body had other plans.
Sinclair talked softly to me between contractions, helping me change into a cotton nightgown. He brought me two cool cups of waterโone for drinking, the other for cooling my forehead. My mate was completely attentive and supportive.
But beneath that, I saw the worry and guilt on his faceโthe guilt of not getting me to the hospital. I held his gaze whenever I could, letting him know silently that we would be all right. We would make it.
I donโt know how much time had passed when the door burst open. Cora rushed in, panting, her medical bag slung over her shoulder. I almost spilled my water when she burst in.
โElla,โ she gasped, rushing to my side to assess my condition. She almost knocked Sinclair over.
โSteady,โ Sinclair murmured, slightly frustrated, steadying himself. Cora ignored him.
โElla, love,โ she murmured, her eyes sweeping over me. โTell me whatโs going on.โ She put a hand on my stomach. โHeโs lowโฆโ she murmured as I told her about my contractionsโthree minutes apart nowโand the pain.
โEverything sounds normal, Ella,โ she said calmly, meeting my gaze. I heard Sinclair sigh with relief, but I kept my eyes on my sister. She broke my gaze and started to peel back the sheets. โI need to take a look. Can you lie back?โ
I did as she said, and she examined me. I looked up at Sinclair, who took my hand.
โWell,โ Cora said quietly after a few minutes. โI donโt have all the tools Iโd like, but,โ she sat up and grinned. โElla, youโve progressed remarkably fast. Youโre ten centimeters dilated and ready to push.โ
Her grin widened. โAre you ready to have this baby, sis?โ she asked, taking my other hand.
โReally?โ I gasped, my eyes widening. I looked between my sister and my mate. โNo wayโitโs too soon!โ
โItโs time,โ she said. โBelieve it or not, but itโs time.โ
โBut,โ I struggled to sit up, Sinclair offering a hand. โHank isnโt here yetโneither is Roger.โ
โRoger,โ Cora snapped, frowning slightly. โWhy is he coming?โ
โWhat is with you two?โ I asked, baffled. โWhy is everyone so shocked that I want the babyโs uncle here when heโs born?โ
โWe just didnโt think of it, love,โ Sinclair responded, brushing my hair from my forehead. โOur focus was on you.โ
I opened my mouth to respond, but a sudden surge of pain hit me, and I groaned, turning my attention to my belly. โOoooh,โ I moaned, hunching my shoulders. โOh, itโs a big one.โ
โTheyโre all going to be big now,โ Cora said, perhaps a little too cheerfully. โCome on, Ella. Itโs time to push.โ