Accidental Surrogate for Alpha-Accidental Surrogate For Alpha Novel Chapter 40
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โ€œWhat?โ€ I squeak, my voice catching in my throat. The moment the words left Sinclairโ€™s mouth, my blood ran cold, and I felt as though I might topple over. I must have misheard him; surely he didnโ€™t mean what I think he does.

โ€œThat night you heard someone growling in your bathroom?โ€ Sinclair explained, stepping forward as though he wanted to reach for me, but stopping short when I flinched away. โ€œI told you I didnโ€™t smell anythingโ€ฆ but I lied. There was someone in your rooms, I just didnโ€™t want to scare you.โ€

โ€œAnd you let me go back there, knowing thereโ€™d been an intruder?โ€ I demanded, indignation swirling amidst my fear, surprise, and sorrow.

โ€œSweetheart, I had the guards do a thorough search of the grounds immediately. They were long gone, and Iโ€™ve had you sleeping in my rooms ever since. I also increased the guards during the day when I knew youโ€™d be back there,โ€ he said. โ€œTrust me, Iโ€™ve done everything possible to ensure your safety.โ€

โ€œExcept tell me that I was in danger!โ€ I cried. โ€œItโ€™s no wonder you flipped out when I went to see your father! And you blamed me as if I was supposed to know about the threat!โ€

โ€œEllaโ€”โ€ He began placatingly.

โ€œNo!โ€ I cut him off, stomping my foot in pure wrath. โ€œHow am I supposed to know itโ€™s dangerous if you donโ€™t tell me, Dominic?โ€ I exclaimed. โ€œYou didnโ€™t even tell me about the rogue attack, and that had nothing to do with me! All this time I thought you were being overbearing and overprotective, but I had no clue what was happening in my own life!โ€ Too late, I realized my earlier desire to leave before crying was a lost cause. Tears slid down my cheeks as I continued. โ€œHow could you do that! You know what I went through with Mike. I spent years thinking I knew my situation, when it was all liesโ€”and you turned around and did the exact same thing!โ€

Dominicโ€™s usually golden skin paled. โ€œGoddess Ella, I never even thought about it that way,โ€ he admitted. โ€œI was just trying to protect you and the pup. I didnโ€™t want you to be afraid.โ€

โ€œWell, all you actually did was make a fool of me,โ€ I informed him stiffly. โ€œAnd for the record, you also made me more vulnerable to danger. Do you think I would have ever considered sneaking away without guards if I knew someone might actually be after me? Do you believe I would ever risk my baby that way?โ€

โ€œElla, Iโ€™m sorry,โ€ Sinclair professed, and I was amazed to see how earnest he looked. Gone was the bossy alpha who ordered everyone about and laid down the law when they defied him, replaced by a man truly humbled. โ€œIโ€™m truly, truly sorry. I was inconsiderate and patronizingโ€”I assumed I knew what was best and never consulted youโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve been a hypocrite; Iโ€™ve been going on about being a team, but Iโ€™ve been acting like a tyrant,โ€ he continued. โ€œYou were right, and thatโ€™s not the kind of parent I want to be.โ€

Despite my simmering anger, I was completely aghast. I never expected a man as powerful as Sinclair to admit a mistakeโ€”or any fault, for that matter. I thoroughly believed that people of his ilk never took responsibility for their actions because they had the privilege of passing it off onto someone else. Even men without means, like Mike, often couldnโ€™t admit when they were wrong. In fact, as a woman, the number of times Iโ€™ve heard any man tell me Iโ€™m right in a disagreement isโ€ฆ well, I think this is the first time.

โ€œCan you ever forgive me?โ€ Sinclair continued, coming forward to brush the hair back from my face and look deep into my eyes.

I crossed my arms over my chest, tilted my chin up, and gave him a haughty sniff to hide my amazement. โ€œAs long as you promise never to do it again.โ€

โ€œI promise that Iโ€™ll try to do better,โ€ Sinclair vowed, taking hold of my arms. โ€œIโ€™m still an alpha, and hopefully a king. Itโ€™s in my nature to protect at all costs, and those instincts are strongest when it comes to she-wolves and pups. When I think about you in danger, my wolf fairly loses his mind, and I am truly concerned about this pregnancy. Youโ€™re high-risk as a human, and the longer your blood pressure stays elevated, the more likely you are to become high-risk in shifter terms, too.โ€

His words sent a frisson of fear through me. Iโ€™d been trying to tell myself all this worry was his overprotectiveness gone mad, but when he put it in these terms, I realized my baby and I might have a harder road ahead than I realized. I hadnโ€™t considered myself high-risk simply because Iโ€™m a human carrying a shifter pup, but it makes sense. Again, I recalled the doctorโ€™s warnings about the size of the fetus, the spotting incident, and now my persistent stress. I really donโ€™t mind if I suffer, but the idea of my baby being at risk was enough to bowl me over.

โ€œSo I canโ€™t say for certain that Iโ€™ll never slip up again,โ€ Sinclair forged ahead, massaging my arms with the pads of his thumbs, โ€œbut I promise to always consider your perspective and consult you whenever I can.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ I murmured, leaning into his warmth.

He nodded and kissed the top of my head, wrapping his strong arms around me. โ€œDo you still want to sleep in your rooms?โ€

โ€œWould you let me?โ€ I inquired, already testing his resolve.

Sinclair offered a wolfish grin. โ€œAs long as you let me post enough guards at the door.โ€

I chuckled and shook my head. โ€œI want to stay with you.โ€

His muscles untensed slightly, and he purred in contentment. โ€œGood. Itโ€™s been a very long night.โ€

โ€œYou can say that again,โ€ I agreed, wriggling out of his hold to retrieve a nightdress from my designated drawer in his dresser.

A little while later, we were curled beneath the plush covers of his king-sized bed. Sinclair always slept shirtlessโ€”not that Iโ€™m complainingโ€”so he was stretched out on his back as I rested my uninjured cheek on his bare chest, immediately soothed by his intoxicating scent. I once asked him why I find smelling him so soothing, and he explained itโ€™s just the pup. Still, I couldnโ€™t help thinking that I would have loved his scent even if I werenโ€™t โ€œbreeding,โ€ as he calls it.

โ€œAre you sure youโ€™re alright?โ€ Sinclair asked, tracing his fingers in soothing patterns down my back. โ€œAfter the attack, I mean.โ€

I nodded, brushing my cheek over the fine hairs on his chest, tickling my nose. โ€œIt was nothing.โ€

A loud rumble vibrated against my cheek. โ€œNot to me,โ€ Sinclair growled.

My hand rested on the hard contours of his abs, and I found myself caressing his soft skin, hoping to soothe him as he so often soothes me. โ€œHonestly, the most shocking part of the whole ordeal was seeing them shiftโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve never seen anything like it. I still canโ€™t believe it.โ€ In fact, that might go a long way to explaining why the entire ordeal still doesnโ€™t quite feel real to me.

โ€œWere you very afraid?โ€ Sinclair pressed, taking advantage of my sudden willingness to talk.

โ€œI was more afraid for the baby than anything else,โ€ I confessed. โ€œThatโ€™s what hurt more than anything, when I thought that my brashness might have cost it, instead of just me.โ€

A low purr rumbled in Sinclairโ€™s chest. โ€œNothing they did or would have done was caused by you, Ella.โ€

I huffed a laugh. โ€œIt seems like there are an awful lot of people telling me things arenโ€™t my fault lately,โ€ I mused aloud. โ€œBut at a certain point, one has to think the common denominator is common for a reason.โ€


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