โAre you ready?โ Sinclair asked, standing behind me in the mirror. I had to stop myself from staring at him. He was dressed down from his standard suit, but somehow looked even more gorgeous and intimidating than usual. In sleek black slacks and a simple white dress shirt, rolled up to his elbows and unbuttoned to his sternum, he looked powerful and relaxed at once.
โThat depends. What do you think?โ I replied, extending my arms to show him my dress. I was wearing a sleek velvet dress in ink-bottle green. When the dressmaker suggested velvet, I was skeptical, but now that I saw the finished product, I could fully appreciate her vision. It was simple but sophisticated, not to mention incredibly cozy.
โHmm,โ Sinclair replied, striding closer. โI think youโre missing something.โ
โLike what?โ I asked, turning back to the mirror. My makeup and hair were done; Iโd found matching heels despite the challenges of matching uncommon dress colors, and I would wrap myself in my new coat (courtesy of Sinclair) before we left.
โLike this.โ He beamed, pulling out a thin black jewelry box.
I looked down at it in surprise. โFor me?โ
โAnd just who else do you think I would be buying jewelry for?โ he teased.
โI donโt know,โ I shrugged. โFor all I know, you have a girlfriend on the side.โ
โElla,โ Sinclairโs impossibly deep voice sounded even richer than usual. โThere isnโt anyone else.โ
For some reason, this statement made me feel more uncertain. We werenโt in a relationship, nor had we discussed avoiding dating during the pregnancy to avoid scrutiny. It made sense that he wouldnโt risk the campaign by seeing someone else when he was supposed to be happily mated, but heโd expressly told me that everything would be different when he found his second-chance mate. It seemed strange that he should make such a firm assurance so intimately; it felt as though he was blurring the lines of our arrangement. My inner voice might not have minded, but my heart knew betterโit wasnโt safe.
Too late, I realized Sinclair was watching me process these feelings, and he narrowed his eyes. โWhatโs going on in that head of yours?โ
โNothing,โ I replied simply, nodding towards the box. โCan I see it?โ
โI shouldnโt,โ Sinclair said cautiously. โI should make you tell me what youโre thinking firstโbut we donโt have time.โ He sighed, flipping open the smooth black lid. Inside was a stunning silver necklace, dotted with diamonds and boasting a matching pair of earrings.
My jaw dropped, and I tried to cover my gaping mouth with my hand. โSinclair, this is gorgeous. But itโs much too extravagant; I canโt possibly accept it.โ
โOf course you can,โ he insisted, turning me back towards the mirror. I donโt know why, but I was holding my breath as he draped the necklace over my collar and secured it at my nape. My fingers immediately fluttered over the opulent jewels. Iโd never worn anything so fine in my entire life. โYou see,โ Sinclair said, beaming at my reflection. โIt was made for you.โ
โItโs incredible,โ I answered honestly. โBut I feel like an imposter.โ
He frowned. โWhy do you say that?โ
โMaybe because I am one,โ I replied, trying to tone down the sarcasm. Heโd been so sweet and generous; I didnโt mean to take out my pregnancy angst on him.
โElla, look at me,โ he instructed, his tone gentle but firm. I didnโt really want to obey; I found Sinclairโs penetrating gaze far too observant, and sometimes I wanted to sulk without my thoughts becoming public. โNow, trouble,โ he chuckled, seeing my reluctance.
I did as he said, lifting my gaze to meet Sinclairโs emerald irises in the mirror. I felt like I might become hypnotized, but his expression was warm and open. โYou might not be a she-wolf, but you are carrying my heir, and you are my date for the festival.โ He slid his strong arms around my waist from behind, still staring at me through the looking glass. โThis is not a sham. This is right.โ
Side by side, we made a striking couple. Sinclair was so tall and dark, rugged yet classically handsomeโas if all his features had been carved from stone. In my heels, my head reached his shoulder, and though I looked very small and delicate beside him, the fine clothes and jewelry made me look like a woman deserving of all his strength and power, not just some pretty face in the crowd.
Again, I felt as though Sinclair was reading my mind. โWill you be upset if I tell you how stunning you look?โ
I peeked up at him from beneath my lashes. โI donโt know. Why donโt you try and find out?โ
Sinclair grinned, moving his lips to my ear and sending a shiver down my spine before heโd even spoken. He purred a laugh at my trembling, obviously amused and pleased by my response. โYou look stunning, Ella, so stunning itโs very hard not to eat you right up.โ
I shivered again, feeling heat pool between my legs and praying that his senses werenโt strong enough to pick up on that. I was beginning to think he liked getting me all hot and bothered, though it seemed terribly unfair of him to tease me this way. Of course, I knew Sinclair wasnโt completely immune to me either, and suddenly a devious idea sparked in my mind. I leaned back into his embrace, squirming slightly as if I were trying to get comfortable, and intentionally rubbed my round bottom against him.
Sinclair growled in response, but it wasnโt the dangerous kind he made when angry. This was low and sultry, and butterflies burst to life in my belly even before I felt him growing hard against my backside.
โI suppose I deserved that,โ Sinclair murmured, grazing his lips over the place where my neck met my shoulder. โSuch a mischievous little human.โ
โWeโre going to be late,โ I answered huskily, trying to stay upright as my knees turned to jelly.
โIโm the Alpha; Iโm never late,โ he joked, though he released me at last.
โWhat, everyone else is just early?โ I prompted, quoting one of my favorite romantic comedies.
He grinned, retrieving a glossy white coat and wrapping it around my shoulders. โExactly.โ
The Solstice festival was more beautiful than I could have imagined. It was only the first night, but it already seemed magical. I couldnโt believe it was going to get even more magnificent. We were standing at the top of a snow-covered hill, our bodies bathed in the glow of firelight. A huge bonfire was in front of us, but as I turned to gaze out at the sprawling city, I could see hundreds of smaller fires blazing through the pristine winter landscape. The shifter society had gone completely dark, cutting out all electric lights and replacing everything with lanterns and flames as far as the eye could see.
Music unlike any Iโd ever heard filled the air, a blend of familiar and exotic instruments, set to tunes that felt older than time itself. Suddenly, it was painfully obvious that these people werenโt human; they were connected to their deity and nature in ways that defied logic and science. It truly felt as though Iโd stepped into another worldโone far too mystical for me to ever fully understand. I could actually feel the magic in the air, which was definitely something new to me.
Women and men, wearing sheer panels of cloth and painted with blue ink whorls, began some sort of ceremonial dance around the fire. They were holding torches and dancing with the flames as if they were lovers. I was completely transfixed, but soon the people gathered around the edges drinking mulled wine joined in, as an air of unbridled revelry took hold of the night. Iโd assumed Sinclair and I would stay on the sidelines, but the next thing I knew, he was pulling me into the crowd of dancers.
โJust let me lead,โ he teased, pulling me close.