On the fourth day of the festival, we woke to headlines about Lydiaโs reappearance in Moon Valley. I was just emerging from the bathroom after a bout of morning sickness when I found Sinclair standing in the doorway, glaring at the newspaper. I startled, not expecting him in my room. Iโd left his bed only half an hour ago and hadnโt planned on seeing him again until breakfast. I wasnโt sure what was on the front page, but it must have been bad if it couldnโt wait.
He glanced up, frowning deeply. โI thought I asked you to tell me when you feel ill.โ
โDominic, itโs happening so often now that it would be impossible to tell you every time, and I donโt have much warning,โ I argued, though this wasnโt entirely true. While his presence and gentle hands soothed me, I still found it horribly embarrassing to be sick in front of him, so I avoided telling him whenever possible.
Sinclair narrowed his eyes, but before he could call me out on bending the truth, I crossed the distance between us. โWhatโs going on?โ
He showed me the paper, dominated by a large black-and-white photo of him and Lydia by the snow maze. The headlines, in bold black lettering above the image, read: โTrouble in Paradise? Former Luna Returns to Reclaim Her Mate.โ
My eyes widened in shock, and I quickly scanned the article. While the media had been kept away from the main feast, they clearly hadnโt been barred from the rest of the fair. Worse, they seemed to have overheard most, if not all, of Sinclairโs confrontation with Lydia.
The article read: โThough Moon Valley Alpha Dominic Sinclair seems to have won the lottery with his second-chance mate, Ella Correntin, his attention wasnโt on his bride-to-be at the annual Yuletide Feast in Oldtown. Instead, the prospective King was seen chasing his ex-wife, Lydia Davisโnow of the Bloodbane packโthrough the fair, causing his pregnant mate to walk out in protest. Onlookers report that the two engaged in a heated conversation wherein Lydia professed her desire to mend bridges with the Alpha, claiming she still loved him and that his second-chance mate wasnโt strong enough to lead the Moon Valley Pack, let alone the Kingdom. Though Sinclair rejected her advances, Lydia fiercely declared she wasnโt going to give up on him, leaving many to wonder if the fated pair might be able to repair their relationship.โ
โTheyโre all like this,โ he said, tension lacing his words. โEvery paper and tabloid is some version of this. Fucking Lydia probably planted the story herself, given how they left out the parts that might make her look bad.โ
Guilt washed over me as I realized how leaving the festival must have looked to onlookers, especially given this information. โIโm so sorry I left,โ I murmured. โI didnโt think; I should have stuck it out and waited for you to come back.โ
Sinclair frowned. โWhat are you talking about?โ
โIt makes it look like I was angry with you and weโre on the rocks,โ I explained, my pulse fluttering.
โElla, none of this is your fault,โ Sinclair promised. โIf anyone is to blame, itโs me for arguing with her in public, and Lydia for turning up to cause trouble in the first place.โ
โButโโ I tried to object.
โI said it isnโt your fault, and I meant it,โ Sinclair interrupted, placing his index finger against my lips.
โIs this going to hurt the campaign?โ I asked, my words slightly muffled by his finger.
โItโs a hiccup,โ Sinclair stated simply. โWeโll do some damage control at the festival tonight. Iโll invite a few trusted reporters and make a statement refuting all this, but the more important part is that we put on a good show. Weโll look so happy and in love that everyone will forget this ever happened.โ
โOkay,โ I nodded, trying to steady my nerves. โAnd itโs wassailing tonight, right? So all we have to do is drink and sing carols and enjoy the fair.โ
โRight,โ he confirmed.
โI wish I could really drink,โ I lamented. โI could use a bit of liquid courage tonight.โ
โYou have nothing to worry about,โ Sinclair crooned. โI know it makes you nervous, but you always do beautifully at these events.โ
โWhen I stay at them long enough to participate, you mean?โ I corrected, still regretting my decision to leave yesterday.
โYouโre growing the pack a prince,โ Sinclair smiled, โyou get a free pass when it comes to these public responsibilities. In case youโve forgotten, I was voting for you to stay home entirely until you convinced me otherwise.โ
โI should have let you coddle me after all,โ I sighed. โWe could have avoided all this.โ
Sinclair gathered me to his chest, hugging me tightly. โIโm glad to see youโre learning that Iโm always right,โ he teased.
Groaning, I tried to squirm freeโto no avail. โYou know I regretted it the moment I said it.โ
โIโm not going to let you forget it, either,โ Sinclair chuckled.
I laughed, ceasing my struggles and submitting to his embrace. โBossy wolf.โ
When we arrived at the festival, the media descended almost immediately. Cameras flashed before we even exited the car. Sinclair wrapped a protective arm around my shoulders, growling softly when reporters got too close. They eventually backed off, realizing theyโd be endangering more than their careers if they invaded my space.
โAlpha, do you have any comment about the reports regarding your ex-wife?โ a reporter asked, thrusting a microphone forward.
โIโll tell you what I told Lydia last night,โ Sinclair began coolly. โThat Iโm happier with Ella than I ever was with her, and thereโs not a snowballโs chance in hell that I would ever take back someone who walked out on their pack when they needed them most. Thereโs no love lost between us, but I have no respect for a Luna who abandons her responsibilities as a leader.โ
The reporters murmured and exchanged glances. Suddenly, the microphone was pointed at me. โElla, how do you feel about Lydiaโs accusations that youโre not strong enough to be the Alphaโs mate?โ
I leaned into Sinclair, drawing on his power for confidence. โI think Lydia is obviously the kind of woman who believes thereโs only one way to lead, and one way to be strong. If she believes that compassion and kindness are signs of weakness, wellโI think that says more about her than it says about me.โ
Sinclair leaned down, whispering in my ear, โYouโre too humble,โ he rumbled affectionately, making me blush. โYou ought to tell them how fearlessly you braved those bath snakes yesterday.โ
I could barely contain my laughter, grinning up at him and whispering, โI canโt say that.โ
Sinclairโs cheeks split into a wide smile, and he kissed the tip of my nose before turning back to the clamoring paparazzi. โTrust me, gentlemen, this one stands up to me on a daily basis. She might come in a sweet package, but sheโs got nerves of steel.โ
I blushed again, but the reporters were eating it up. They wore the ravenous expression of hungry jackals, and I suspected they were thrilled to be getting this on tape. I could already predict the waves this would makeโwhen Sinclair looked at me like that, I felt like I was the center of his universe, and I knew it was all an act. To outsiders, it would be beyond convincing. โIs there anything you would tell Lydia, if you could, Ella?โ
โI would tell her that if she cares about her life, sheโll stay away from my mate,โ I growled, surprising myself with my own ferocity. โAnd that the next time she wants to get a look at me, she can introduce herself directly, rather than sneaking up on a pregnant woman while sheโs suffering morning sickness.โ
This last statement caused a near frenzy, and Sinclair growled again. I watched as the crowd cowered instinctively. โWhen did this happen?โ
โLast night,โ Sinclair answered darkly. โWhy else do you think I went after her, or that Ella left? Weโve all seen what jealous she-wolves can do at the best of times, and I donโt take threats to my family lightly.โ He raised a hand to silence the clamoring crowd. โNow, Iโm going to take my beautiful mate and get lost in the snow maze,โ he announced, squeezing my waist. โAnd donโt be surprised if sheโs seeing stars when we come out again.โ
Hearty chuckles rose from the audience, and though I assumed Sinclair was joking, I quickly learned otherwise. He spent the rest of the evening kissing and caressing me for all to see, and by the time we got back to the house, I was so aroused I thought Iโd go crazy if I didnโt find release. Unfortunately, there was no chance of that tonight because Sinclair took me to bed almost as soon as we walked through the door. For the first time, I seriously considered throwing in the towel and simply asking him to have sex with me, even though I knew it was just my libido talking. The little voice in my head was whining with need, and I found myself hungrily watching Sinclair as he climbed into bed beside me.
Could I really do this?