โThis baby is mine,โ I told him possessively. โYou canโt just tell me youโre magic and expect me to accept that as proof youโre the father.โ
โMy senses donโt lie, little human,โ Sinclair declared, leaving no room for argument. โNor do my investigators. Youโre not in any position to care for this child. Your income is too low to pay off your debts, and no responsible woman would get pregnant in such a situation.โ
โMy income?โ I forced the words out through clenched teeth. โWhat income? You got me fired!โ
The large manโor wolf, I supposedโblinked in surprise. โYou were fired?โ
โNow whoโs playing dumb?โ I demanded wryly. โYou called the Graves after I asked you to help Cora; you got me fired and ruined my reputation.โ
โI did no such thing,โ he insisted. โI didnโt even know you were unemployed.โ
โI thought your investigators were the best?โ I taunted, feeling myself push his temper.
โClearly this was very recent,โ he retorted. โAnd I donโt blame you for becoming desperate, but you have to admit the only explanation for thisโโhe gestured to my stomachโโis that you needed money and hoped to extort it from me in exchange for the child.โ
โI wanted this child more than anything!โ I exclaimed, surging to my feet. โIโve been trying to get pregnant for years, and when I went to Cora, I didnโt know about the identity theft or that I was going to lose my job. This was my last chance, and you have no idea how hard itโs beenโฆ how painful it is to think I might have to abort it because of everything thatโs happened.โ I hadnโt meant to tell him so much, but the words poured out before I could stop them. Iโd been so preoccupied with these thoughts that I couldnโt contain them.
โAbort it?!โ Sinclair rose in a blur, towering over me despite my being on the exam table step. โSo now youโre threatening me?โ
โWhat?!โ I cried. โNo! It has nothing to do with you. As you said, I canโt afford a baby, so I was trying to do the right thing!โ
โWerewolves donโt abort their pups,โ he growled. โOur children are too precious, and Cora knows that. Iโm sure thatโs what she was thinking when she suggested using my sperm.โ
โArgh!โ I exploded, clenching my fists. โYouโre impossible! How many times must I tell you that if this child is yours, it was an accident! Cora didnโt switch the samples on purpose, and I didnโt get pregnant to get you to pay off my debts!โ
He narrowed his eyes. โYouโre a very good actress, you know that?โ
โAnd youโre a snake,โ I snapped. โI wouldnโt be surprised if you have scales instead of fur when you shift!โ
A true growl, full of raw power that weakened my knees, rumbled in his chest. โBe careful, Ella. Iโm showing you a lot of lenience because you donโt know our ways, but keep speaking to me like that, and Iโllโโ
โYouโll what?โ I hissed. โYou just told me how precious your pups are, so I know youโre not going to hurt me.โ To my horror, tears burned my eyes. Swiping at them angrily, I continued, โAnd Iโve already lost everything else I care about, so itโs not like you can punish me any other way.โ
I turned away so he couldnโt see me cry. I didnโt know what to doโour situation looked suspicious. If I didnโt know better, I would think the same thing he did. It was all too suspicious, especially now that I knew the truth about Coraโs lab. It couldnโt be easy to mix up samples of different speciesโฆ wait a minute. A thought occurred to me, and I turned back to Sinclair.
โIf you didnโt know it was possible for a human to be impregnated by a werewolf, why would Cora have ever attempted to use your sperm?โ I asked. โShe couldnโt have known it was the wrong sample. She wouldnโt have believed it would work even if we were as calculating as you seem to think. And if all I wanted was to extort your money, why havenโt I asked for it? Why havenโt I admitted it?โ
The huge werewolf blinked, processing this with a grimace. Silence stretched between us, and eventually he sighed, scrubbing a hand over his face. โIโm not saying I believe you, but however it happened, we need to come to an agreement.โ
I eyed him warily. โWhat sort of agreement?โ
โJust name your price, Ella,โ he muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose. โHow much do you want?โ
โFor what? The baby?โ I sputtered. โYou want me to sell you my child?โ
โItโs my child, and it will be raised by me,โ he insisted. โYou donโt belong in my world. So how much will it take for you to give it up?โ
โIโm not going to negotiate a price for my baby, as if itโs a bag of rice or a car! Nor do I want it raised by someone who thinks of it as nothing more than a commodity!โ My voice rose; I felt deeply offended for the tiny being in my womb.
โYou donโt know what youโre talking about!โ Sinclair grumbled. โDo you have any idea how long Iโve been waiting for an heir?โ
โAn heir, not a childโnot a son or daughter, but an heirโis that all it is to you? Some hypothetical legacy? I might not be able to prevent myself from losing this child now, but Iโm not going to hand it over to someone who doesnโt care about it beyond what it can offer them.โ My maternal instincts kicked into high gear.
โAs I said, you donโt know what youโre talking about,โ he repeated gutturally. โI will give this baby a life you never could; it will want for absolutely nothing! With you, its best chance is to scrounge and scrape in poverty, assuming you have the decency to let it live. With me, it will be treated like a prince or princess.โ
โMoney canโt buy everything,โ I reminded him coolly. โI notice you said nothing about love.โ
โBecause I already love it!โ He snarled. โI have a connection to my pup you will never understand. How dare you speak to me about love when you contemplated killing it!โ
โThat was also out of love!โ I exclaimed. โI didnโt want it to suffer; I didnโt want it to grow up likeโฆโ I almost said, โlike I did,โ but stopped myself. โI love it more than myself, and I was willing to sacrifice my own happiness for its sake.โ
โThen do as much now,โ Sinclair commanded. โGive it a life you canโt, by signing over custody to me. Carry the baby and deliver it, then leave it with me where it belongs.โ
โYou donโt understand; if I do that, Iโll never be able to walk away from it,โ I pleaded. โIโm not that strong. If I carry it to term, Iโll never be able to give it upโI need to be there to care for and protect it.โ
โThatโs simply not possible,โ Sinclair proclaimed. โYou arenโt fit to be a mother to any child, and especially not mine. You canโt even care for yourself; that much is obvious by your debtsโโ
โI already told youโโ I tried to object, but he talked over me.
โAnd your excuse about Cora assumes she understands enough about werewolf society to know we donโt crossbreed. All she knows is that we exist, and how to inseminate our women. She probably assumed we occasionally mate with humans and just lucked out!โ He accused.
โSheโs a doctor who works with your samples all the time; she probably knows a lot more about your organic chemistry than you do yourselves,โ I defended, realizing too late that this could incriminate her.
He arched a brow, clearly thinking along the same lines. โEither way, she proved she wasnโt to be trusted as soon as she betrayed her confidentiality agreement about my sperm to you, and youโve proved you canโt be trusted by changing your story every ten seconds. You canโt love the baby enough to abort it but not love it enough to give it up to a better life. I clearly just havenโt offered you a high enough price yet.โ
โThat isnโt fair,โ I objected, shaking my head. Iโd just learned everything I believed to be true was false, at the height of an extremely emotional moment. I hadnโt even been thinking clearly. How could he expect me to think or communicate clearly?
He didnโt budge. โItโs alright, Ella. You donโt need to make excuses. Iโm going to make you an offer you canโt refuse.โ