โIโm very worried about this, Ella,โ the doctor said grimly. He had just taken my blood pressure, and it was the same high reading recorded that morning with the home kit. โI know youโre in the middle of a campaign and youโre going through a lot, but youโve got to find a way to de-stress. Otherwise, weโll have to put you on bed rest.โ
โBed rest?โ I repeated anxiously. โFor how long?โ
The doctorโs grave face spoke volumes. โThe duration of your pregnancy.โ
Sinclair stiffened beside me, moving his hand from my nape to massage my tense shoulders. โWhat can we do, other than avoid high-pressure situations?โ
โIโm going to prescribe some medication thatโs safe for you and the baby. Take it every day, and otherwise, keep up what weโve already discussed: healthy eating, regular exercise, and calming activities.โ The doctor continued, listing suggestions. โTry meditation or breathing exercises; pregnancy yoga is very popular. Sticking to a daily routine can help when things are uncertain. And Alpha, help her however you can.โ
โOur parenting class instructor advised against coddling our matesโis that still good advice given Ellaโs risk level?โ Sinclair asked.
โYes,โ the doctor agreed, shattering the small surge of hope Iโd felt. โHuman or wolf, your mate needs to feel like youโre in control, especially when so much is out of your hands. She needs you to ground her if she starts to spiralโto show her she can rely on you.โ
I didnโt see the logic, but I still disliked it. What was so wrong with a little coddling? Iโd never been coddled. As if reading my thoughts, Sinclairโs warm breath fluttered against my neck. โJust remember how much you hated it when I kept you out of the loop, trying to protect you.โ
Oh. I guess I had been coddled. I was about to acknowledge this, but when I looked up at Sinclair, his affectionate smile stopped my heart. โBesides,โ he continued indulgently, โjust because I donโt coddle you doesnโt mean I canโt pamper you as you deserve.โ
I giggled like a schoolgirl, and the doctor left, clearly feeling he was intruding. When we got home, Sinclair tucked me in for a nap and returned to work, making me promise to call the servants if I needed anything and vowing to return as soon as possible.
I slept fitfully. Even exhausted, I found it difficult to sleep without Sinclair. He was becoming my security blanketโmy body wouldnโt relax unless he was with me, and nightmares surged in his absence. I was getting too attached, I thought sadly, climbing out of bed after half an hour of tossing and turning.
โSo?โ the little voice in my head challenged. โHeโs the babyโs fatherโheโs going to be in your life forever. Why not get attached?โ
โBecause he wonโt always be in my life this way. Heโs not going to be sleeping with me when he finds his second chance mateโand I have to be able to survive on my own. I canโt become codependent,โ I answered ruefully.
โMaybe he wonโt find his mate at all,โ the voice suggested, sounding too hopeful.
I scoffed at my own naivetรฉ. โGet it together, Ella! You canโt think that wayโitโs just asking for heartbreak.โ
I had just opened the door to get a snack when a guard appeared at the top of the stairs. โLuna, you have a visitor.โ
โReally?โ I stopped. โWho is it? I wasnโt expecting anyone.โ
โShe says you used to work for her,โ he shrugged. โI tried to get her name, but she wouldnโt tell me. Should I make her leave?โ
I paused. Sinclair wouldnโt like an unidentified woman in his home, and neither did Iโespecially after Rogerโs warning. โWhat does she look like?โ
โTall, dark hair, tan skinโmaybe 40?โ He whispered. โSheโs human.โ
My stomach sank. It did sound like a former employer, and if she was human, it was probably true. She sounded like the heartless woman who fired me after I tried to plead Sinclairโs case for Coraโs job. โNo, let her in. Iโll speak to her.โ
Be nice, I instructed myself sternly. Maybe she came to apologize.
Downstairs, Jake and Millieโs mother was gazing around Sinclairโs sitting room with a hungry look. She looked me up and down as I entered, her appraisal distinctly spiteful. She spoke before I could welcome her. โWell, youโve certainly come up in the world, Ella. Lord only knows what you had to do to wiggle your way into Dominic Sinclairโs bed.โ
โWhat are you doing here?โ I asked, no longer feeling any need to be nice. She had set the tone. Though tempted to kick her out, I needed to know what she wanted.
โWhen I saw your picture in the society section, I could scarcely believe it. I had to see if the rumors were true,โ she explained simply.
I fought the urge to roll my eyes. The media firestorm surrounding my relationship with Sinclair clearly hadnโt stopped with the shifter news. Everyone in the human world thought Sinclair was just a handsome billionaire, and he was still a public figure due to his philanthropy. I should have realized this might happenโmy social circle had been small before discovering the werewolf world, and most people from my past wouldnโt suspect my relationship with Sinclair. This woman, however, knew exactly how at odds I was with my pupโs father initially.
โNow that youโve seen they were true, you can leave,โ I suggested, knowing there was more to this.
โOh no, I think you and I have much to discuss, Ella.โ Her eyes were locked on my belly. โItโs no wonder you were begging outside his gate that day. No doubt trying to get money to take care of your little problem?โ
โMy baby isnโt a problem,โ I insisted. โAnd I didnโt even know I was pregnant then. I was asking for help for my sisterโshe was going to lose her job over a misunderstanding.โ
My ex-employer studied me, as if deciding whether to believe me. After a pause, she snorted. โSo, you thought because you spread your legs for him, heโd fall at your feet?โ she guessed, drawing the wrong conclusion. Shaking her head, she arched a brow. โThough I have to give you credit for not giving up when you realized heโd knocked you up. Very enterprisingโfor a common whore.โ
My jaw dropped. โExcuse me?โ
โI always knew there was something off about you. It never made sense why you wanted to chase after my brats. Now I see the brilliance of your plan.โ She nodded at my baby bump. โYou were probably selling yourself, waiting for this sort of โaccident.โโ
โAre you suggestingโฆโ I couldnโt say the words.
โHow much did you charge him anyway?โ she asked, venom dripping. โI suppose being beautiful meant you attracted clients above your station, still, it seems backwards that he should pay for a night with you. And now youโve won the lottery by conceiving his bastard.โ
I wasnโt sure what upset me more: her calling my pup names or her accusations about me charging Sinclair for sex. โYou come here, insult my baby, accuse me of being a prostitute, and think Iโll just sit here and take it?โ I demanded fiercely. โYouโre not just cruelโyouโre delusional. Get out of my house.โ
โIโm not going anywhere,โ she hissed. โNot without a check.โ
The room spun. โYou expect me to pay you? Why? To keep you from spreading these lies?โ
โI think the tabloids would be very interested in what I could tell them about you.โ She smirked. โTheyโre painting you two as a fairytale romanceโimagine the headlines if they realized youโre nothing but a disgraced nanny who couldnโt hold onto her job because she was too busy whoring around for wealthy men.โ
I gritted my teeth, trying to process this. I didnโt care what the human papers said, and I had good references. But the problem was, if the shifter media learned I was here in Moon Valley, working as a nanny and not with the Bloodbane pack, theyโd realize Iโm human. If the truth came out, all our lies would be exposed, the Campaign would fail, the realm would be in danger, and my babyโs life would be forfeit.
I had to talk to Sinclair. I had to stop her.
โGive me twenty-four hours.โ