Teresa thought, "Jonathan is having another kid? No wonder Benny told Mike it was a secret. So this is what he was hiding?"
Teresa was in a daze, her hands shaking uncontrollably. Forcing herself to stay calm, she said to Irene, "Okay, I'll set the record straight. I won't bother him anymore. I hope he's happy."
"That's for the best. Just don't hurt him again," Irene said. Then she hung up.
Teresa gripped the table, dazed, her mind buzzing. Ireneโs words kept ringing in her ears: Jonathan was remarryingโand having another baby.
Teresa thought, "Just let it go. Jonathan has already paid plenty in child support. He has someone new in his life and is moving on. I should be wishing him well."
Teresa locked herself in the bathroom, slumped against the wall as she turned on the shower. Water streamed down her face, and she couldnโt even tell if it was tears or just the spray.
She felt she was dying from heartbreak. Sheโd never felt this awfulโnot even on the day she got divorced.
She thought, "Maybe from now on, all heโll ever do for the two kids I gave birth to is just send money. Maybe in his heart, Iโll always just be the woman who gave him two children, wonโt I?"
Suddenly, Michael called from outside the bathroom, "Mom!"
Teresa quickly wiped her tears, took a deep breath to compose herself, and tried to sound normal as she asked, "Whatโs up, Mike?"
"Mom, are you okay? Did you fall asleep in there or something?" Michael asked, his tone full of concern.
"I'm just dealing with something, honey. I'll be out in a minute," Teresa replied.
Mike called out again, "Mom, Felix is crying."
"Okay, I got it," Teresa replied.
When Teresa finally came out, her eyes were still red.
Michael noticed her red eyes and asked, "What happened, Mom?"
"I was drying my hair and the wind from the hair dryer got in my eyes," Teresa said, trying to play it off.
"Does it hurt? Want me to blow on them and make it better?" Mike asked, full of concern.
"No, it doesn't hurt," Teresa replied. She thought, "Itโs not my eyes that hurt, it is my heart. It hurts so much, like thereโs a hole rotting right through it."
Amy had something to take care of today, so Teresa let her leave early. That left her as the only adult in the house, with Michael trailing right behind her.
"Mom, hasnโt Mr. Lime called yet?" Michael asked.
"He wonโt be calling again," Teresa replied.
"How come?" Michael asked.
Teresa didnโt answer. She just turned her back to Michael and busied herself with comforting Felix. She thought, "Felix is only a month old. And he has already gotten another woman pregnant? What a guy!"
Michael still wasnโt ready to give up. He asked, "Mom, can we please call Mr. Lime again?"
"No, honey, weโre not calling him. Not ever again. If he really misses us, heโll call us himself. If he doesnโt, then we donโt need to talk to him anymore," Teresa said gently but firmly.
Teresa was up almost the entire night, unable to sleep. She kept telling herself inside, "Life goes on. I will never let Jonathan mess with my life again."
The next morning, Teresa got up bright and early. It was almost time for the press conference.
She was wearing a highโslit dress, one of the latest styles her company was rolling out. Her body had snapped right back after giving birthโoneโd never guess she was a mom of two. She looked even more stunning and seductive than ever.
Before leaving for the venue, she encouraged herself. She couldnโt afford to slip up at this product launch.
Teresa got to the venue early, and Miriam showed up as well.
Even with heavy makeup, Miriam could still see the red, swollen circles around Teresaโs eyes. She asked, "Whatโs wrong? Did you cry? Did something happen?"
"No, itโs nothing. Felix was fussy last night, and I couldnโt sleep," Teresa replied, sniffing a little. She then asked, "Is everything ready? No problems, right?"