Terasa glanced at Jenniferโs stomach, narrowing her eyes slightly. โDidnโt you always say you didnโt want kids and would never have them? So, how did you end up pregnant?โ
โIt was the night of ourโฆ tingagement. We were both totally drunk,โ Jennifer rubbed her forehead in frustration. She blamed herself for being careless. She should have taken contraceptive pills afterward; if she had, she wouldnโt be so distraught now. Teresaโs pregnancy had also resulted from a night when she and Jonathan were both drunk.
Jennifer let out a sigh. โWhat do you think I should do, Teresa?โ
Teresa asked, โWhat do you mean? Are you saying you donโt want the baby? If you were in Cherylโs shoes, not even knowing who the father is, Iโd tell you to consider an abortion. But youโre not.โ
โYou and Donald are about to get married. Havenโt you told him youโre pregnant?โ
Jennifer asked, โHow am I supposed to tell him? If I do, heโll definitely want me to keep the baby.โ
โThen why not keep it?โ Teresa asked.
Jennifer didnโt answer, but her silence spoke volumes. Seeing the hesitation and a hint of coldness in Jenniferโs eyes, Teresa grew even more confused. She said, โDonald treats you well. Cathy and Werner are good to you, too. Theyโre not like Irene, whoโs always making trouble. If you tell them youโre having Donaldโs baby, theyโll be thrilled and treat you even better.โ
โYou keep talking about them, but what about me? I have my own career, and this baby will mess everything up for me,โ Jennifer said.
Every time Teresa thought about this, it annoyed her. She told Jennifer sarcastically, โYour job came from my ex-husbandโs connections. Youโre not even thirty and already a deputy department head. What more do you want?โ
โThatโs exactly why I donโt want you always looking down on me,โ Jennifer said. โI was planning to become department head in the next couple of years, but this baby has thrown all my plans into chaos.โ Jennifer pressed her hand to her forehead, clearly agitated. โI really donโt know what to do.โ
This wasnโt the life she wanted. Genevieve raised her from childhood, and she grew up in a girlsโ school, always taught to be independent. She got into a top university, not to end up as someoneโs wife and mother, or to be a nanny for a man. That was never the plan.
โI want to get an abortion,โ she said firmly.
Teresa fell silent and then asked Jennifer, โIf youโve already made up your mind, why are you telling me all this? Just to make me feel bad? Or do you want me to help you keep it a secret?โ
โYouโre my sister,โ Jennifer said, enunciating each word. She continued, โI help you cover for Mike every single day. Shouldnโt you help me keep this a secret, too? Iโm just so upset that I wanted you to comfort me, but all you do is say things I donโt want to hear.โ Jennifer let out a weary sigh, her eyes looking even more exhausted.
Teresa said angrily, โWhat do you want me to say to comfort you, Jennifer? Should I say, โSis, just get rid of the baby. Donโt overthink it. Have the abortion, and Iโll be there with you the whole time.โ Is that what you want to hear?โ
Jennifer didnโt say anything; she just pressed her lips together. Teresa stared at her calm face in disbelief. โYou really want me to say that? You actually want me to go with you for the abortion?โ
โWhat else can I do? I canโt have the abortion at my own hospital. Everyone here is a colleague. I have to find somewhere nobody knows me,โ Jennifer replied.