Alpha Hayleyโs Destined Mate
Chapter 608: Panicked
Hayleyโs POV:
Virginia stood there for a moment, lost in thought. Her voice trembled as she apologized repeatedly. โMichelle, thatโs not my intention. I just feel like I owe you so muchโฆ I want to give you everything I can. I swear, this isnโt for meโฆ Itโs all for you,โ she rambled, her words tumbling out in a frantic rush. She seemed to regress to the panicked, unstable woman she had been before, speaking with the urgency of someone terrified.
โI understand,โ I said softly, placing my hand gently over hers to offer a sense of calm. โI didnโt take it that way.โ
โThenโฆโ Virginia hesitated, her voice barely audible, โWill you recognize me? As your mother?โ
โIโm sorry,โ I whispered, my voice tinged with regret. โThings have moved so quickly, and I forgot to consider your feelings. I should have been more mindful.โ
I paused, thinking carefully before responding. โNo matter what, I am your daughter by blood, whether I can fully accept you right now or not.โ
โJust stay here now,โ I added, gently withdrawing my hand from hers. โIโm going to go to my room and rest for a bit.โ
โGo ahead,โ Grandma said kindly, offering me a reassuring glance.
I nodded and left, heading toward my room.
Once Hayley was gone, Bill let out a heavy sigh. โSheโs really struggling with herself, isnโt she?โ
Dorothy glanced at him, nodding in agreement without saying a word.
Virginia, visibly shaken, shifted nervously. โDo you thinkโฆ Hayley hates me now?โ
โGive her some time,โ Bill suggested gently, trying to soothe her.
โIโll go check on her,โ Benjamin said, his tone calm, as he stood and walked toward the door.
Outside my room, Benjamin paused briefly before knocking twice. Knock, knock. There was no response. After a brief moment, he silently turned the handle and stepped inside.
Hayleyโs POV:
I felt a surge of energy flowing through my body. Without turning around, I knew it was Benjamin who had entered the room. He moved closer and stood behind me, resting a large hand on my shoulder and giving it a gentle, comforting pat.
โHow are you holding up?โ he asked, his voice calm.
I didnโt answer right away. Instead, I sighed deeply, feeling the weight of everything that had happened. โWho am I, really?โ I muttered to myself, almost lost in my own thoughts. โAm I Hayley, or am I Michelle?โ
I couldnโt help but wonderโdid being around different people mean I had to live different lives? I was struggling to figure out how to balance my connections with the Carsons and the Sanders and how I should navigate these relationships going forward.
Benjamin bent down, wrapping his arms around me from behind. His cheek brushed against mine as he tried to comfort me with his warmth.
โYouโre Hayley, and youโre Michelle,โ he said, his voice soothing. โBut youโre also my fiancรฉe, and the Luna Iโve chosen to spend my life with. You are who you are. A name is just a label. No matter what that label is tomorrow, youโll always be yourself, and I will always love you.โ
I let out a small, self-deprecating laugh. โMaybe I have too many labels to keep track of.โ
โDoes that mean you think Iโm useless to you?โ Benjamin teased, trying to lighten the mood.
For a moment, I smiled, but his tone quickly shifted back to something more serious. He looked at me through the mirror, his gaze intense and full of meaning.
โAt any moment, I and my wolf, Lawrence, will always recognize you first and foremost,โ he said, his voice unwavering. โMarry me, Hayley. I want us to have a home together, just for us.โ
โArenโt we already engaged?โ I asked, a bit confused by his words.
โI mean, I want us to officially announce that we are each otherโs one and only mate, before the Moon Goddess as our witness,โ Benjamin said, his voice gaining strength, his gaze resolute.
I met his eyes, stunned by the sincerity I saw there. โAre you sure about this?โ I asked, my voice barely a whisper. โYou want me to be your Luna?โ
His voice was firm and certain as he responded, โIโm sure.โ
I sighed, considering his words for a long moment before replying, โMaybe youโll change your mind in the future.โ