Chapter 0287
I set the food down; whatever appetite Iโd had vanished. โYou canโt just decide thatโโ
โI am the Alpha, and I will decide.โ
His tone was gruff, brooking no argument. I wanted to bite out a retort, but the words died before reaching my tongue.
โSo you just think youโre going to get โbetterโ,โ I whispered, lowering myself onto the bed. โLike that will save our sham of a marriage.โ
Noah huffed, though whether from annoyance or agreement, I couldnโt tell. โLook, Hannah. We canโt work on ourselves separately without working on our relationship as well. Weโll have to work on our marriage for the childโs sake.โ
He paused, rose, and crossed to the window. I held my breath as he brushed past me, not wanting to inhale his scentโbecause if I did, I might soften. And right now, I was too furious for that.
โIf that doesnโt work,โ he continued, looking out the window with his back to me, โthen weโll come to some sort of co-parenting arrangement. But as things stand, divorce is officially out of the question.โ
Fury bubbled up inside me, so hot it was burning. I wanted to scream, to throw something, to make him understand that I didnโt love him anymore, that I couldnโt stay in a marriage with a man who couldnโt even remember our shared past, regardless of whether I carried his child or still felt aroused by his touch. But I remained silent, the food now tasting like ash in my mouth. Still, I forced myself to pick up the container and keep eating, knowing I needed the nutrients for the baby. Or if I needed to run at the last minute.
Noah turned, watching me for a moment before speaking again. โIn the meantime, I will spend two hours a day with you for the duration of the pregnancy. And I want you to follow a strict meal, vitamin, and doctorโs appointment regimen to ensure the health of our heir.โ
โYou mean your heir,โ I sneered, unable to keep the bitterness from my voice.
Noahโs eyes flashed. โNo, Hannah. Our heir. Weโre staying together, and that child is every bit yours as it is mine.โ
I turned away, unable to bring myself to look at him. The weight of his words pressed down on me, suffocating.
โWeโll see about that,โ I muttered. Then, a thought occurred to me, sending a chill down my spine. โAre you going to keep me locked in this room forever? Your little wife and broodmare, never to see the light of day again?โ
โNo,โ Noah said firmly, returning his gaze to the window. โBut if you try to run back to Silvermoon, Iโll come personally and bring you back myself.โ
โSo Iโm still a prisoner.โ
โOnly if you want to look at it that way.โ
I did look at it that way; in fact, I felt trapped, cornered. The walls seemed to close in again, and I jumped to my feet just as Noah turned fully to face me. โYouโre a monster,โ I spat, the words tasting like poison on my tongue.
Noahโs lips quirked up into a humorless smile. โYou didnโt think I was a monster when I was inside you not long ago.โ He strode toward me, so close I could feel his warm breath on my face as his voice lowered to a husky timbre. โOr last night, when I felt how wet you were.โ His eyes flicked to my thighs, which were exposed beneath my skirt.
His words hit me like a punch to the gut. Rage surged through me, and I couldnโt control it any longer. Without thinking, I spat directly onto his shoe, a small act of defiance.
Noahโs jaw clenched, and for a moment, I thought he might yell. I braced myself for his anger, for the punishment I was sure would come.
But he didnโt.
Instead, he calmly pulled out his pocket square, bent down, and cleaned his shoe.
โIโll take you to your appointment in the morning,โ he said, his voice eerily calm. The lack of reaction unnerved me more than any shouting would have. โI apologize again for locking you in here earlier. It wonโt happen again.โ
Without another word, he turned and left the room. I waited, my heart pounding in my chest, expecting to hear the lock click. But it didnโt. He had kept true to his wordโfor now, at least.