Chapter 0291
The boy that fifteen-year-old me had fallen in love with. With trembling hands, I unfolded one of the letters, the paper soft and worn from years of reading and rereading.
โDear Hannah,โ it began. โMy mom passed this morning. I canโt thank you enough for what you did for me this summer. Taking me to see her in the hospitalโฆ Iโll never forget that. You gave me a chance to say goodbye, and Iโll always be grateful. I donโt know how I would have gotten through it without you.โ
I bit back tears as I read on. Noah wrote about his motherโs passing; his grief was palpable even through the faded ink. He poured out his heart to me in a way he never did anymore.
โSometimes I feel so alone,โ he had written. โBut then I remember you, and I donโt feel quite so lost. Thank you for being my friend, Hannah. I donโt know what I would do without you.โ
It took all my power not to crumple that letter in my hands. What happened to that boy? When did he turn into this cold, controlling Alpha who seemed to view me as nothing more than a broodmare and prisoner? The Noah who wrote these letters would never have locked me in a room, never have treated me like a possession. But nowโฆ now, he likely didnโt even remember these letters, just like he had forgotten everything else about our shared past.
Taking care to control my fury, I folded the letter neatly and returned it to the box. Part of me wanted to show these to Noah, to remind him of who we used to be. A smaller part of me wanted to toss them into the fire. But the largest part of me wanted to save them for myself, if only to show my future child that their father wasnโt always a brute.
As I put the box away, a small smile played on my lips. At least I had managed to outsmart him with those two-hour appointments. He would be too busy at work to bother coming home, and I would have some peace. It was a small victory, but right now, I would take whatever I could get.
Later that day, I settled into the living room with a new book, my feet propped up on the coffee table. Finally, some alone time without Noah hovering over me. The house was quiet, peaceful in a way it hadnโt been in a long time. I had just gotten through the first chapter when the front door burst open. Noah strode in, looking slightly out of breath, his tie loosened and his jacket slung over his arm.
โSorry Iโm late,โ he said, hanging his jacket on the coat rack.
I stared at him, so dumbfounded that my book slipped from my fingers. โI thought you were at work.โ Noahโs eyes met mine, a knowing look passing between us. Clearly, he knew I had intentionally scheduled our time during his work hours, but here he was anyway.
โLoft early,โ he said simply. โWhat do you want to do for our two hours?โ
I blinked, unable to process what was happening. โYou left work early? For this?โ
Noah nodded, a hint of amusement in his eyes. โIs that so hard to believe?โ
โYes,โ I said bluntly, โYouโve never canceled work for me before.โ
โWell, I am now,โ Noah replied. He hung his jacket on the hook and kicked his shoes off, striding over to me. I was still too stunned to move or even pick up my discarded book.
โWell?โ he asked, placing his hands on his hips. โWhat do you want to do today?โ