Chapter 0439
Perhaps he was simply unsurprised. Perhaps he had planned on suggesting the same thing. It was the most logical outcome, after all.
Melodyโs soft coos filled the air as I gently bounced her in my arms, pacing back and forth across the carpeted nursery floor. Quiet lullabies played on her little moon-and-stars mobile; a gentle purple glow cast on the crib from the low LEDs lining the walls.
Before Melody was born, I painstakingly designed this nursery to be a relaxing spaceโnot just for her, but for me as well. Iโd picked out the most comfortable chairs I could find, filling the room with plush pillows and stuffed animals and soothing lighting. I knew I would be in here a lot, often in the middle of the night, so I wanted to make it a space I enjoyed being in.
But tonightโฆ I felt anything but relaxed. Melody was sweet as ever, drinking her milk and getting ready for bed like a champ. She wasnโt the source of my anxiety. Rather, it was my fatherโs words that kept roiling in my head. The most logical outcomeโฆ
I was elated to be back together with Noah, donโt get me wrong. But I never wanted to give up my status as Alpha. Maybe I wasnโt the best at the job, maybe I made a lot of mistakes, but it was the one thing in this worldโaside from being a mother to Melodyโthat I felt was meant for me. How could I give it up so soon?
โYou donโt have to do it, you know.โ
The sound of Noahโs voice caused me to jerk my head up. He was leaning against the doorframe, his hands in his pockets, hair slightly mussed from drinking downstairs with my father. I flushed and looked away, setting Melody in her crib.
โNoah, if we wanted to get married again at some pointโฆโ
โThen weโll figure it out,โ Noah whispered, crossing the room to meet me. He placed both hands on my shoulders, his eyes serious. โWeโve figured everything else out so far. Why not this?โ
โThis feels different.โ
โWhy?โ
I shrugged and went to turn away again, but Noah wouldnโt let me. He wrapped his arms around me and tugged me close. It was impossible not to inhale his sweet scent, and it made my wolf yip with excitement.
โMy father was right,โ I murmured into the warmth of Noahโs chest. โItโs tradition. Challenging tradition is difficult. Especially when it comes to anything that has to do with what a woman is expected to be.โ
Noah fell silent for a moment, although his arms tightened around me.
Finally, he said, โI would give up my title, you know. For you.โ
My eyes widened, and I pulled back. โYouโฆ You would do that?โ He nodded, and I quickly said, โI donโt want you to do that. Iโd rather give up my own title.โ
Noah chuckled. โThen it appears as if weโre at an impasse, because I donโt want you to give it up, either. So weโll have to find another way.โ
I bit my lip and stared at the floor. Maybe he was rightโฆ Maybe we could find another way. Just like how we found our way back to each other, even though the odds were all stacked against us.
โI love you, Hannah,โ Noah murmured, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. โAnd Melody. As long as I have you twoโฆ I know I can handle anything.โ
My heart skipped then, as he leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. He tasted like sugar and whiskey, a heady combination of the cake weโd had earlier and the drink heโd shared with my father. But I didnโt need alcohol to feel intoxicated tonight. Because being here with him, hearing him say those wordsโฆ it left my head feeling pleasantly dizzy.
Which was why, without a word, I took his hand and led him from the nursery.