Chapter 631:
Elyse pondered for a while before falling asleep on the chaise longue. She awoke to Tracy, who had quietly entered the room and knelt beside her.
Elyse felt a gentle poke at her waist, prompting a pout and a sleepy crack of her eyes. Seeing Tracy, she grumbled in a sleepy, babyish voice, "What are you doing? I'm trying to sleep."
Tracy's eyes softened as she gazed at Elyse. "My love life is a mess. I'm all tangled up and can't seem to be honest about my feelings. Don't you hate me for it?"
Groggy and confused, Elyse blinked. "You're hurting. As your best friend, why would I ever hate you for that?"
Tracy raised an eyebrow. "Are you serious?"
"Absolutely. I feel for you, more than anyone. Seeing you in pain breaks my heart," Elyse replied, her eyes brimming with tenderness.
Relieved, Tracy lowered her eyes, a small smile tugging at her lips. She sighed. "Remember when you asked me about my feelings for Shaun? Every time I try to deny or downplay my relationship with him, my heart betrays me."
Elyse nodded patiently.
Tracy continued, "But I can't bring myself to accept him again. He did too many unforgivable things. My feelings for him are still there, but I just can't take him back."
She smiled sadly. "I'm so conflicted. I used to be passionate and fearless about love, saying whatever was on my mind. When did I become so contradictory?"
Elyse shook her head gently. "It's not your fault. Shaun left you feeling conflicted and sensitive. If he truly wants to be with you, he should offer a heartfelt apology instead of making you, who did nothing wrong, bear all this pain."
She yawned and mumbled, "But knowing Shaun, a sincere apology is a pipe dream."
Tracy nodded. "You're right. Unless he truly wants to change, no one can make him."
Feeling drowsy again, Elyse asked, "Where are you going? Who will look after you if you leave?"
Tracy replied, "I'm going to see Shaun. I need to say some things to him in person."
She added, "Besides, I can't stay here forever. Should I lock myself away to avoid him? That's impossible."
Elyse pouted. "I suppose you have a point."
Tracy gazed out the window at the dreary sky. "I guess the best thing I can do is look out for myself."
Seeing Tracy's resolve, Elyse didn't push further. "Are you going to see Shaun tonight? It's late. Why not rest and go tomorrow?"
Tracy stood. "No, I've finally found the courage and clarity I need. I must seize this chance."
She touched her chin thoughtfully. "But it probably won't take long. He underestimates my resolve and might take it for granted."
Elyse thought of Jayden and sighed. "Men can be so self-assured."
Tracy said, "Sorry, I'm not the best person to give relationship advice, but I genuinely hope you and Jayden work things out slowly."
Elyse shook her head. She had spoken to Jayden, but he hadn't taken her seriously.
Tracy opened the door and smiled playfully. "No need to see me off. I need to handle this on my own."
Elyse gave Tracy a warm nod and wave. "No matter what happens with Shaun, I'll always be here for you. You're my best friend."
Tracy winked confidently. "This time, I'm fighting for my future."
With that, Tracy left. Elyse replayed Tracy's words, struck by her bravery. It was as if Tracy had recognized her inner struggles and was determined to overcome them.
Elyse sighed softly. "That's awesome. I wonder when I'll find that same courage."