Chapter 421
I had Steve check it out instead of just waiting for Haydenโs conclusion. I mean, it was his dad driving that day, and I couldnโt shake the feeling he might lie to protect him.
Now, though? Yeah, I was totally overthinking it.
โYouโre thinking the brakes failed that day, huh?โ Hayden asked.
We were officially together now, so no more dodging the truth. โYeah. I need a real answer, though. Like, no guessing.โ
Hayden went quiet for a second, then asked, all soft, โRea, ifโand Iโm just saying ifโthe brake thing had something to do with my dad, would youโฆ would you leave me?โ
The words hit like a punch in the gut, tightening my throat like someone was choking me. I knew why he asked, but honestly? I hadnโt thought about it. It was too scary to even go there.
โHayden, I really donโt know.โ
There was a part of me that believedโeven if the accident was tied to his dadโthat Hayden wasnโt his dad. I couldnโt blame him for something his dad mightโve done. But just because I could think that way didnโt mean I actually could do it.
I shifted in his arms, trying to get comfortable. โIf itโs trueโฆ what would you do? Would you feel guilty and, like, push me away?โ
More silence. I figured he didnโt know either.
Then he finally whispered, โAll I know is, I canโt lose you.โ
His words about me leaving, and then him saying he couldnโt stand the thought, sent a wave of emotion through me so strong I couldnโt even breathe.
โIt wonโt happen,โ I whispered, more to myself than him. โThe universe canโt be that cruel to us.โ
Hayden didnโt say anything, just started kissing me. Soft at first, then deeper, like he was trying to erase all the worries in my head.
That night, Haydenโs touch felt differentโdeeper, more intense. It was like he couldnโt get close enough.
I drifted off in his arms, but in my dreams, I was back at the scene of my parentsโ accident. The wrecked car, smoke everywhere, my parentsโ crushed bodiesโฆ.
โKikiโฆโ
โKiki.โ
They reached out for me, calling my name, but no matter how hard I ran, something kept holding me back, locking me in place.
I woke up with a start, Hayden shaking me gently. His face was full of concern.
โYou were having a nightmare,โ he murmured, brushing a strand of hair from my face.
โIโฆ I dreamt about my parents. They were trapped in the car,โ I murmured.
Hayden didnโt say anything. He just held me tighter.
We stayed like that, the room so quiet I could hear our heartbeats. Then, suddenly, voices broke the silenceโan argument from somewhere in the building.
โYeah, Iโm the one with bad intentions, but you took the bait, Jace!โ a womanโs voice screamed, full of anger and hurt. โIf you were such a good guy, you never wouldโve fallen for it!โ
I knew it was Tanya. Jace had to be with her.
Honestly? I wasnโt interested in the drama. I buried my face in Haydenโs chest. โIโm starving.โ
He smiled softly. โIโll make you something.โ
โNo, I want street food. Letโs hit up one of those late-night spots.โ
โAlright,โ he said, laughing under his breath. โBut wear something warmer, okay? Itโs cold out.โ
He handed me my clothes, and soon enough, we were sneaking out of the apartment like it was some kind of late-night adventure.
We grabbed some tacos from a food truck, and by the time we got back, it was almost dawn. I figured Jace wouldโve left by now.
But nopeโright as we stepped into the elevator, there he was, walking out.
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