Chapter 531
But right now, I couldnโt push him awayโI needed something to hold onto, even if it was just for a little while. My whole body felt weightless as Hayden lifted me in his arms. Lindeyโs voice trailed after us, desperate, โRea, Hayden, you twoโโ
โIโm taking her home. Whatever she decides, weโll deal with it later,โ Hayden said, his voice hard as stone, then carried me out in long strides. When he set me down in the car, I clutched his shirt, burying my face in his shoulder as everything finally cracked open, and I broke down, sobbing into him without holding back.
Hayden didnโt flinch, letting me cry as my tears soaked through his clothes. I cried so hard, I couldnโt even catch my breath, and he ended up taking me straight to the hospital. Lying there, I eventually calmed down, but my mind was still a storm.
What was I supposed to do next? Turn Matthew in? Get him arrested to somehow avenge my parents? But would that even feel like revenge? Itโd just be justice against a terrible man. And even if I did it, it wouldnโt bring back anything Iโd lost.
Thinking like this, a wave of helplessness hit, leaving me feeling like a tiny boat lost at sea. Even if Matthew and Thorsten were locked up, or worse, it wouldnโt fill the hole theyโd left. Iโd never felt this lost before, like everything around me had dissolved into nothing.
โWant some water?โ Haydenโs voice was gentle when he saw I was awake. My eyelashes fluttered. โHayden, tell meโฆ what should I do?โ
He propped me up, handing me a glass of water. โFirst, drink.โ
But I didnโt take it. I just stared at him, like he was the only solid ground left to stand on. He brought the glass to my lips. โYour throatโs hoarse.โ
Hoarse? I hadnโt even noticed. But even then, I didnโt drink. He sighed, his eyes softening with a kind of helplessness. โBe good.โ
Those two words made my heart ache, and tears spilled over again. How long had it been since heโd spoken to me like that? I thought he never would again.
I opened my mouth and took a small sip, but as soon as I swallowed, I started coughing. Hayden quickly set the glass down and pulled me close, rubbing my back until the coughing stopped. I took the chance to hold him tighter, pressing my face against his chest.
He stiffened, but then I heard him murmur, โWeโre enemies now, Keiraโฆ the kind with a blood feud.โ
My heart twisted; I knew exactly what he meant. I didnโt respond, just held onto him tighter, refusing to let go. He didnโt say another word or push me away. We stayed there, tangled together, letting the quiet warmth settle between usโthe first peace Iโd felt in forever.
Then my phone started ringing. Hayden gently reminded me, โYour phoneโs ringing.โ I didnโt want to answer. I stayed silent. โKeira,โ he said softly.
That name felt like a punch. He used to call me Kiki. A sharp pain twisted through me as I thought of his father, the man whoโd destroyed my family. My voice cracked as I whispered, โHayden, if only Iโd never met youโฆ things wouldโve been so much easier.โ