Chapter 542
The night breeze was cool. Under the streetlight, Haydenโs shadow stretched long and tall, almost like heโd somehow grown since weโd been together. Standing beside him, my shadow mingled with his, overlapping just enough to feel like we were one. The sight sent a familiar ache through my chest, so sharp it was hard to breathe.
He felt so far above me now, with that whole marriage alliance with the Drago family hanging between us. The pain made my words come out a little harsher than I meant. โMr. Hart, what exactly did you want to say?โ
He didnโt look at me; his eyes stayed fixed on the night sky. โDidnโt you want to watch Steveโs match? Itโs next week. I got you a ticket. You can go.โ
My heart clenched. So that was itโhe wasnโt really offering; he was just trying to push me out of the picture. Now that he was marrying someone else, he was worried Iโd get in the way, mess up his big plans? Since we broke up, every word from him felt like another cut, each one deeper than the last.
I bit my lip. โWho said I was going?โ
I wanted to shout it, to sound defiant, but my voice came out weak, shaky, like even I didnโt believe myself. It wasnโt lack of convictionโit was just the pain, pressing so hard that if I said one more word, I knew the tears would start falling. But I didnโt want to cry in front of him. This was my last shred of pride.
Once, Iโd cried, begged him to stay, because I thought it was my fault, because I thought heโd misunderstood me. But now? Now he was pushing me away, all for someone else. He was afraid Iโd be a complication.
So, yeah, there was nothing left here. If I cried now, it would just be giving away what little dignity I had left.
โHeโd be really happy to see you there,โ Hayden said, his tone edged with something that almost soundedโฆbitter. If this were before, I mightโve thought he was jealous. But now? His words were pure mockery.
My throat tightened painfully. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, forcing myself not to break.
Hayden pressed his lips together. โSteveโs got a lot of support. As long as nothing disrupts him, he should take first place easily.โ
He finally looked at me. โYou missed his last winโdonโt miss this one. Besidesโฆโ He hesitated. โThis might be his final match. After this, heโs planning to retire for good.โ
So, he was basically telling me it was now or never if I wanted to see Steve compete again. But he didnโt get itโwatching Steveโs match wasnโt exactly top of my list right now.
โYouโre saying all this because you want me gone, arenโt you?โ I finally managed to get the words out.
He didnโt respond. The silence hit harder than anything he couldโve said.
โWhy?โ I asked, my voice shaking. โIs it really because you donโt want me to miss Steveโs match?โ
Still nothing. That silence told me everything.
So, I finished the thought for him. โI know why. Youโre worried Iโll mess up your engagement, right? Afraid your fiancรฉe might find out about me and get jealous?โ
As I spoke, the sting in my nose got worse, and I felt this wave of weakness wash over me, making me feel small and pathetic. But I swallowed it down, pushing past the bitterness. I forced myself to stand tall, to not let him see even a hint of desperation.