Chapter 621
If Jace actually lost his arm over this, Iโd owe him big timeโlike, a lifetime of โI owe yous.โ But honestly, I didnโt want to get tangled up with him any further. All I could do was try to talk some sense into him.
โItโs not that bad,โ he muttered, clearly lying through his teeth. His face was so pale. A few more treatments, and Iโll be good as new.
Uh-huh. Sure. But since he looked like he was about to pass out, I held back my argument.
Instead, he glanced at me and said, โNow that youโre back, I feel like Iโll heal faster.โ
I understood the meaning behind his words, but he quickly switched gears as if it were nothing. โSteveโs been asking about you, by the way. If I hadnโt stopped him, he probably wouldโve filed a missing personโs report.โ
Cutting everyone off for a few days had definitely caused a ripple effect.
โIs he coming by today?โ I asked, rolling with the topic change.
โDonโt know. Let me check.โ He started to grab his phone, but the moment he moved, pain shot across his face, and he froze like a glitching robot.
Without thinking, I grabbed his bandaged arm to steady him. โRelax, you donโt need to call him. Iโm back. Heโll find me sooner or later.โ
Jace didnโt say anything. Maybe it was the painโor maybe it was something else. I couldnโt tell.
โWant me to call the doctor?โ I asked.
He shook his head and licked his dry lips. โJustโฆ get me some water.โ
I handed him the glass, and he took a couple of slow sips. Some of the tension on his face eased as the pain dulled.
โHas Wayne come to see you recently?โ I asked, breaking the silence.
โTwice.โ
โI ran into him yesterday,โ I said, watching his reaction. โAt the restaurant,โ I added.
โHmm.โ That was all he said.
I let out a small laugh. โWayne and I sure have a knack for running into each other.โ
Jace wasnโt buying it. โRea, if youโve got something to say, just spit it out.โ
I hesitated, then glanced at his injured arm. โDid you know Wayne can draw?โ
His eyebrows knit together. โWhat? No. Iโve never seen him do that.โ
โHeโs crazy goodโlike, better-than-most-people good. His paintings are so lifelike, they might as well be photos,โ I said, hyping it up just a little.
But seriously, Wayne was insanely talented.
Jace didnโt say a word, so I kept going. โNow, imagine someone filling an entire room with drawings of you. Every version of you from when you were ten to twenty-four. What kind of feelings do you think it takes to do something like that?โ
The realization hit him hard, and it showed. โRea, youโre notโฆโ
โI want to try opening my heart to someone else,โ I said, cutting him off.
Jace froze. His hand trembled, and the glass tipped, spilling water all over the floor.
โNo,โ he said sharply, his tone somewhere between shocked and furious. โI donโt agree with this.โ
Compared to his total meltdown, I stayed calm. โWayneโs love for me runs deeper and longer than yours ever didโฆโ
โRea, is this because of Hayden? Are you heartbroken? Grieving? There are other ways to deal with itโyou donโt have to justโฆ throw yourself at Wayne like this,โ he stammered.
โWeโve known each other just as long as you and I have. This isnโt some random, impulsive decision,โ I said softly.
His tone hardened. โNo. Absolutely not. Rea, you canโt be with Wayne.โ
I didnโt bother answering. But Jace? He looked like he was unraveling by the second. He sat there clutching the glass like it was the only thing tethering him to reality, his knuckles white as he debated whether to put it down or hold on.
โThis isnโt about me, is it?โ he blurted, his words tumbling out. โYou blame me for what happened to Hayden, donโt you? If youโre mad, just say itโyell at me, curse me, do whatever you need to. But donโtโโ His voice cracked, lower this time. โDonโt punish yourself like this. Donโtโฆโ
Jace never rambled. Ever. And yet, here he was, unraveling in real time. Heโd been the one to tip me off about the mastermind behind everything. He mustโve known it was Wayne all along.
I kept my voice low but sharp. โYouโve always known the mastermind, havenโt you?โ
Chapter 622
Jaceโs gaze darkened, and I gave him a faint smile. โEven if you donโt say it, I already know who it is.โ
โAnd who do you think it is?โ he asked, calm but clearly trying to gauge my reaction.
I met his eyes and didnโt answer.
Jace shifted, sitting up straighterโlike he was actually about to climb out of bed, injury be damned. โYou donโt think itโs Wayne, do you? Are you seriously planning to be with him just to get back at me orโฆ avenge Hayden?โ
Of course, after years of dating me, he could still read my mind like a book.
โIf itโs not him, then tell me who it is,โ I shot back.
โRea, itโs not Wayne. How could you even think that? But honestlyโฆโ Jace said, shifting his stance. โI donโt know who it is, either. Back then, I justโฆ guessed there had to be someone pulling the strings.โ
I stayed calm, my tone light but deliberate. โIf itโs not him, even better. At least I wonโt feel any guilt about being with him.โ
Jace froze. โReaโฆโ
I exhaled slowly. โJace, weโve known each other for ten years. We were together for four. Then I fell in love with Hayden.
โIโve been through it allโthe joy of unrequited love turning mutual and the rush of love at first sight. But honestly? Love is exhausting. Iโm tired of being the one who loves more.
โI want to try being with someone who loves me more this time.โ
Jaceโs expression hardened. โFine,โ he said, his voice sharp. โIf thatโs what you want, go aheadโbut it absolutely cannot be Wayne.โ
I chuckled softly. โAnd why not? Give me one good reason.โ
He stiffened, like someone had just electrocuted him. โYou already know the reason, Rea. Do you really need me to say it?
โHeโs my brother. Youโre my ex-fiancรฉe. If you two get together, what does that make me? What will people think of my family?
โHow am I supposed to face youโor myself?โ
I let the silence hang for two beats, meeting his gaze head-on. โSo, what? Iโm supposed to sacrifice my happiness just to protect your pride and reputation?โ
That shut him up.
I watched him for a moment, then softened my tone. โIโm telling you this now so you have time to process it. Thatโs all.โ
Jaceโs voice cracked as he spoke. โThen canโt you pity me, just this once? Donโt be with him. Anyone else would be fine, but not Wayne.โ
โSomeone else?โ I let out a quiet laugh. โAlright then tell me. Who should I choose?โ
Silence. Of course, he had nothing.
I glanced at his injured arm before standing. โTake care of yourself, Jace. Focus on healing.โ
โRea.โ His voice stopped me in my tracks. I felt his hand grab my wrist just as I turned to leave. โWhat about me? Could youโฆ reconsider me?โ
His eyes locked onto mine. โI admit I made a lot of mistakes. Iโve paid for them, but you know I still love you. I always have. Iโd give my life for you, Rea.โ
He paused, his voice dipping lower, almost vulnerable. โYou said you want someone who loves you more. Then let me be that person. You donโt even have to love me back. You can keep loving Hayden if thatโs what you need.โ
The humility in his voice was startling. This wasnโt the Jace I knewโheโd stripped away every last bit of pride.
โRea,โ he whispered, pressing his forehead to the back of my hand, โjust give me one more chance, pleaseโฆ Iโm begging you.โ
I looked out the window instead of at him. โBut youโre not exciting to me anymore.โ
The words hit like a sledgehammer. Harsh? Maybe. Cruel? Definitely. But it was the truth. Wasnโt it excitement that made him cheat with Tanya behind my back? A craving for something new? A thrill?
I didnโt wait to see his reaction. I only felt his grip on my wrist slowly loosen until his hand fell away entirely.
I didnโt say anything else. As I turned to leave, I glanced back at Jace. He was slumped in the chair, looking completely wrecked, like all the fight had drained out of him.
Leaving the hospital behind, I headed back to the office. Maybe it was because Iโd been gone so longโor maybe it was just meโbut something feltโฆ off. The place seemed heavier, like someone had hit the dimmer switch on the usual buzz.
When I stepped into my office, everything was exactly as Iโd left it: neat, spotless, like a productivity shrine. Someone had clearly been keeping it all together in my absence.
โMs. Kay, your vacationโs over?โ
I glanced up to see one of the new hires poking her head in. Fresh out of college, she still had that wide-eyed look, like every thought was written all over her face.
โYeah,โ I said with a smirk. โMiss me already?โ