Chapter 755
When the sermon ended, I stood and started toward Abbot Levinsky, only to notice Jace was there too. The first time I attended something like this, Jace had brought me. Back then, I thought it was boring. But when I realized it gave him a sense of peace, I started coming along. At first, it was for him, but over time, I found meaning in it for myself. Eventually, I began to appreciate these moments of reflection and even joined in some of the rituals.
After Jace and I drifted apart, I still came occasionally on my own. Now, running into him here again, we were little more than strangers. He gave me a small nod of acknowledgment, and together we approached Abbot Levinsky for a symbolic blessing. This wasnโt something offered at every service, so catching it today felt like a bit of serendipity. The ceremony was meant to represent letting go of past burdens and embracing a fresh start. Whether it worked or not, people often found comfort in the idea.
Afterwards, Jace and I left the hall side by side. He broke the silence, his voice low. โI didnโt expect to see you here.โ
โI came to clear my head,โ I said. There were things Jace likely understood, even if he didnโt say them out loud.
โDo you need my help?โ he asked.
In the dim light, I studied his face. He looked thinner than the last time Iโd seen him, almost unwell. I wanted to ask, but given the distance between us now, I held back.
โNo,โ I replied, then added, โI donโt want to drag you into this.โ
He gave me a faint smile. โIs this your way of protecting me?โ
I returned it just as softly. โYou could say that.โ
โIโll do whatever it takes to protect you,โ Jace said. โSo whatever it is youโre doing, just keep going.โ
I didnโt want him involved, but it was clear he wasnโt willing to stay out of it completely.
โThank you,โ I said, meaning it.
He didnโt reply, though my polite tone clearly threw him off. He wasnโt used to itโand definitely didnโt like it.
โHave you been coming here often?โ I asked, trying to break the tension.
โI have. And not just me. A lot of familiar faces have been showing up lately. Mrs. Dragoโs even taken up permanent residence here,โ Jace said, dropping exactly the information Iโd been hoping for.
On the way here, Iโd already considered approaching her. Thorsten might have spent years fooling around with other women, but Mrs. Dragoโs position had never been shaken. That alone proved how important she was to him.
My lips parted to thank Jace again, but I stopped myself. The information was invaluable, and he deserved my gratitude, but I knew he wouldnโt want to hear it. So I let the words stay unspoken.
โIf you stay the night, youโll probably get a chance to see her,โ Jace added, going out of his way to be helpful.
As I thought about why heโd come here tonight, the possibility hit meโmaybe heโd come specifically to clear a path for me. A mix of emotions flooded my chest, making it hard to think clearly. โJaceโฆโ
โItโs late. I should head back,โ he said, cutting me off before I could finish. He turned and walked away, his thin figure almost ghostly under the moonlight.
I couldnโt stop myself from calling after him. โJace, have you been losing weight?โ He paused briefly, gave a quiet โMm,โ and then kept walking.
Under the glow of the moon, his steps were slow and steady, carrying an odd kind of calm.
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