Chapter 769
The rooftop wind whipped through Lenaโs hair, sharp enough to feel like nature itself was rooting for her demise. She bit her lip, wondering, โDid anyone even notice Iโm missing? Or nah?โ But she shoved the thought aside; if she wanted out of this alive, it was on her.
With a shaky breath, she squared up. โSo, if youโre set on making me your revenge trophy for your wife and kid, fine, I canโt stop you. But could I at least get a word in? Like, when my parents start hunting you down, could you maybe deliver a message for me?โ
It was obvious the guy had loved his family hard; you donโt pull this level of crazy for casual feelings.
โSave it,โ Mr. Baxter snapped. Yikes.
Lena didnโt waste time arguing. Instead, she dove right in. โMy momโs not in great health. She had complications after I was born, and if something happens to meโฆ just donโt tell her, okay? She wouldnโt handle it well. And my dad? He looks tough, but heโs a total softie. Cries at the drop of a hat. If he finds out Iโm gone, heโll break down completely. Please, tell him not to cry. Tell him that in my next life, Iโll still be his daughter. Oh, and heโs been craving some purslane from back home. I already set up for someone to send it, so make sure he gets it.โ
โMy grandparents, too. Theyโre old and fragile. Donโt tell them what happened to me. Say Iโm busy with surgeries or off abroad for training.โ
Lena hesitated, then smiled faintly. โAndโฆ I have a boyfriend. Heโs super busy, always working. Honestly, half the time, we donโt even have real dates. If he moves on, tell him his next girlfriend wonโt put up with that. No girl wants to feel like an afterthought.โ
Mr. Baxter snorted. โAnd youโre okay with a boyfriend like that?โ
Her heart stuttered. โHeโs actually listening!โ Bingo. A guy who loved his wife and kid this much couldnโt be completely heartless.
Playing along, she replied, โItโs not his fault. Heโs making a living. Men have to provide for their families, hard, you know? Gotta make aโฆโ
Mr. Baxter let out another scoff. โYouโre way too forgiving.โ
โI try to be,โ Lena murmured. โMy boyfriend says the same.โ She hesitated; then added gently, โYou know, for a man and woman to really be happy, theyโve gotta understand and support each other. You and your wife mustโve had that. Thatโs why losing her hurts so much.โ
Chapter 768
โIf it werenโt for you peopleโฆโ Mr. Baxterโs voice cracked. โWe couldโve been a family of three.โ
The raw pain in his words hit Lena like a punch to the gut. She forced herself to stay calm, her tone steady but empathetic. โYouโre right. We failed to save her. But I need you to knowโitโs never easy for us either.โ
She exhaled softly. โIโve delivered 1,385 babies as an obstetrician. The most beautiful sound in the world? A babyโs first cry. But do you know what we dread the most? Silence. A baby who doesnโt cry. When that happens, we act fast, slapping their tiny backs over and over, desperate to hear that wail.โ
โStill, sometimes, no matter how hard we try, we canโt save them. Iโll never forget the 762nd baby I delivered. Premature. Swallowed amniotic fluid.โ
โUsually, weโd use machines to clear it, but this babyโs organs were so fragile, we had to suction manually. One doctor took over when another couldnโt keep going. We worked until we couldnโt stand anymore, andโฆ we still lost them.โ
She swallowed hard. โWhen we lose a patient, the family isnโt the first to cry. We are. Declaring a death feels like being gutted over and over. And the guilt? Itโs unbearable. Why couldnโt we save them? Why couldnโt we work a miracle?โ
โYou feel guilty?โ Mr. Baxter asked, his tone laced with doubt.
Lena caught the slight crack in his voice. His anger wasnโt as sharp now; it wavered, tangled with something softer. She exhaled quietly. โYes,โ she said gently. โDo you know what most doctors say? In our next life, weโd never want to be doctors again.โ
She paused, letting the words settle. โBecause we canโt stand feeling so helpless. Watching families like yours fall apartโitโs unbearable.โ
Mr. Baxter didnโt reply. The silence between them stretched, heavy and loaded. Lena could tell he was wrestling with it, stuck between the grief tearing him apart and the anger pinning the blame on her and her team.
But something in her gut told her he was going to let her go.
Just as she clung to that fragile hope, footsteps clattered across the rooftop, loud and jarring. Her nerves went haywire. Mr. Baxter jolted too, yanking her closer. โDonโt come any closer!โ he barked into the night.
Out of the darkness came a calm, unshakable command. โLet her go. Walk away, and no one gets hurt.โ
That voiceโit stopped Lena cold. She knew it.