Chapter 818
โLet go!โ I snapped.
But Wayne? He didnโt even flinch.
Thisโeverythingโwas his fault. Fury burned through me, and before I could think twice, I slapped him. Hard. The sound snapped through the air.
โYouโre scum,โ I hissed, my voice shaking with fury. Heโd stooped so low he even used his parentsโ coffin to pull off some shady deal. And Hayden? No way heโd hurt Lena unless Wayne forced his hand.
Wayne just stood there, his cheek burning red from the slap. But instead of getting mad, he looked like he wanted me to hit him.
โSay whatever you want,โ he said, his tone eerily calm. โCall me scum, a bastardโI donโt care.โ
I wanted to scream at him, to let every awful thing fly out of my mouth, butโฆ I didnโt. Not because I forgave him, but because he wasnโt even worth wasting the energy.
โYou can call me scum, a bastard. Fine. But I wasnโt always this way.โ His voice shifted, quieter, almost haunted. โDo you remember what I was like when you first came to live with us?โ
I stayed silent, but that didnโt stop him.
โBack then, I was the elder brother who had to be everything. I gave you and Jace the best food, the best toys, even if it meant I got stuck with nothing. When either of you messed up, I took the heat. Mom and Dad would snap their fingers, and Iโd be the one running to make things easier for you both.
And youโd smile at me, saying, โThank you, Wayne.โ That smileโฆ it made me want to do more for you. I cared about you more than I ever cared about Jace. But no matter what I did, your heartโand your eyesโwere always on him.โ
Wayneโs voice dropped. โI told myself it was because Jace was closer to your age. Thatโs all. I thought if I just kept being good to you, eventually, youโd see me.โ
He paused, taking a shaky breath. โBut when it came time to choose, you picked him. You didnโt even look at me. Do you know what that did to me? I told myself Iโd be fine as long as you were happy, butโฆ letting go? Itโs not noble. Itโs torture.โ
Chapter 810
โI hurt myself just to feel somethingโmy arms, my legs. The scars are still there. And if that wasnโt enough, our parents made it clear who their favorite was. They wanted Jace to take over, but they didnโt have to say it outright, I knew. They wanted me out of the way.โ
Wayneโs laugh was bitter. โSo, I did it. I stepped aside. Left Kehlmark. Gave up everything. While you and Jace played happy family, I was overseas, alone. I drank to forget, ended up in places I shouldnโt have been. Got blackmailed, almost killed.
โSo yeah, I became the bastard you see now. But donโt think youโre innocent, Rea. If you and my family had loved meโjust a littleโI wouldnโt be this person standing in front of you.โ
Wayne let out a bitter laugh, his eyes boring into mine. โAnd then I heard you and Jace broke up. Do you know how excited I was? I couldnโt sleep that night, thinking maybe, just maybe, Iโd finally have a shot.
โI didnโt care if I was your second choiceโor if you didnโt love me at all. Just being near you wouldโve been enough. But when I came back? You were already with someone else.โ
His jaw clenched, his hatred almost tangible. โThatโs when I started hating you, Rea. You became cheap to me. Disgusting. Youโd just dumped Jace, and days later, you were with another man? Are you really that desperate?โ
His voice shook, caught between anger and despair. โEven then, I couldnโt let go. I stayed by your side, even when it meant going against my family, breaking ties with Jace. I chased after you like an idiot, and still, you wouldnโt look at me. Not once.
โIf youโd just given me a chance to compete with Hayden fairly, I wouldnโt have ended up like this. So donโt stand there acting all righteous. All this pain, all this chaos? Itโs your fault, Rea. You ruined everyoneโs lives. You donโt get to blame me. The one who should be reflecting is you.โ
His voice dropped into a chilling whisper. โYou love your friend so much, donโt you? Then Iโll take her away. And that man you care about? Iโll destroy him too. I want you to spend the rest of your life in misery, Rea. I want you to feel what itโs like to lose everything.โ
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