Chapter 90
Lindey was taken aback, but then softened into a warm, knowing smile. โWhat are you saying? You canโt just swear off men because of Jace. Yes, there are some duds out there, but trust me, thereโs plenty of good fish in the sea,โ she said with her usual humor, cracking jokes like she was half her age. Even in her fifties, she remained trendy and upbeat.
I couldnโt help but smile. โThere are good men, but Iโm just not in the right mindset for that right now. I need some time.โ I said this to gently steer her away from further suggestions. Some things were better left unsaid; crossing that line could quickly make things awkward.
โFair enough,โ she replied, easing my mind. But then, she surprised me. โJust donโt wait too long. Finding a good boyfriend is like anything elseโthe best ones get snapped up fast.โ
We both laughed.
โYouโre so beautiful, seriously. Anyone who ends up with you is insanely luckyโlike they mustโve earned major karma in a past life,โ she said, making my heart race with anxiety.
But I wouldnโt let her get to me. โYou said itโIโm too good to settle. Only the best guy deserves me, and until he shows up, Iโm perfectly fine waiting.โ
โExactly,โ Lindey nodded. โNever settle. And definitely donโt let a little heartbreak push you into just picking someone to fill the void.โ Her words subtly referenced Hayden.
I responded directly, โI donโt do things on a whim. If I choose someone, itโs because heโs the best in my eyes.โ I needed Lindey to understand my choices were always well-considered, even leaving Jace.
Lindey studied my face, remaining quiet. Sheโd known me for a decade; sheโd practically watched me grow up. She understood me.
โThatโs good,โ she finally said, ending the conversation.
I ate in silence. Just as I was about to finish, Lindey asked, โDid you visit your parentsโ hometown a few days ago?โ
I looked up.
โJace told me,โ Lindey explained. โHeโs still worried about you.โ She smiled softly. โEven if you two arenโt meant to be together, you did grow up together. Weโve all been family for a long time.โ
Chapter 99
โMm,โ I murmured quietly.
โWhat made you decide to go back to your parentsโ hometown? I remember them saying they sold the house when they moved to Seavora, and that there werenโt any relatives left there,โ Lindey asked cautiously.
I paused, letting the silence hang in the air before answering, โMy dad always talked about that place when he was alive. He wanted to take me back there someday. I went to fulfill his wish and to see where I was born.โ I didnโt hold back from Lindey. It was the truth.
โAnd did you find anything while you were there?โ Lindey asked.
Hayden, the courtyard, and Macy flashed through my mind.
โEverythingโs changed,โ I said. I didnโt want to share the detailsโthey were personal.
โItโs true, twenty-something years is a long time,โ Lindey sighed. My parents brought me to Seavora when I was so young that I barely remembered Chiverton. It had been a long time.
โIf you go anywhere in the future, just let us know. We were really worried about you,โ Lindey added with concern.
โIโm sorry, Lindey. That was my fault,โ I apologized.
โSilly girl, itโs not your fault. Itโsโฆโ She trailed off, but I understood.
Lindey stayed until I finished eating. When I said I needed to return to work, she left, but not before reminding me, repeatedly, to come home afterward. She assured me the Johnston residence would always be my home.