Chapter 4
Josiah smirked coldly. โSo itโs about money. Itโs only been a month. Why the hurry? Donโt worry, youโll get what you needโjust wait. Do you think we canโt spare you a dime?โ After a moment, he added, โFrom now on, donโt call me unless itโs truly important. If something comes up, Iโll reach out.โ With that, he hung up.
He despises me that much. Sienna stared at her phone, stunned. Her face drained of color as she realized how pathetic she must have seemed, begging him for money. She raised a hand and rested it on her still-flat belly, letting out a cold, bitter laugh. After a while, she closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Eight months later, in Fliratyโs slums, Sienna lay asleep in bed, her belly now round and swollen. Her due date was just days away, but the doctor had warned her that her baby was breech and suggested she get to the hospital early. Sienna had only forced a smile, saying nothingโshe had no money. Eight months ago, after that heartless call with Josiah, she still hadnโt received a dime for living expenses. She had burned through her savings and could no longer afford her apartment, so she moved to the slums. She never asked him for money againโshe couldnโt bear to be called a parasite one more time. After settling down, Sienna found a part-time job, trying to balance work and school. Even though she wasnโt making much, she managed to scrape by and feed herself.
Suddenly, a loud noise yanked her from her sleep.
โWhoa, what the heckโโ โFire!โ โRun for your lives!โ
Sienna bolted out of bed and flung open the door to a scene of pure chaosโthick smoke swirled and flames shot into the sky. Fear immediately clutched at her chest.
โSienna!โ her neighbor, also an exchange student, yelled urgently. โWhat are you doing? Itโs on fire! Hurry up and get out!โ
โOkay,โ Sienna replied, panic rising as she rushed to grab her backpack. But just as she turned, her neighbor grabbed her arm. โAre you crazy? Where are you going? Just get out!โ
โI canโt!โ Sienna screamed, her voice cracking with desperation. โAll my money is still insideโevery penny Iโve saved for my unborn child, hospital bills, and everything. I have to go back.โ Determination hardened her eyes. But as soon as she took a step, a beam came crashing down right in front of her. Sienna reacted just in time, stepping back. She was okay, but the way into her place was now completely blocked.
โSienna, run!โ her neighbor shouted.
โNo!โ Sienna shook her head fiercely. She yanked her arm free and sprinted back inside, blocking out the surrounding chaos.
A gust of wind drove a blaze toward her. She spun out of the way, but the flames still grazed her lower back, causing her to wince and cry out in pain.
โSienna!โ The neighbor pulled her back hard. โAre you okay?โ
โIโm fine,โ Sienna said, shaking her head, but the dense smoke hit her, causing her to cough even more fiercely.
โWe gotta move. No going back in there,โ the neighbor urged, gripping Siennaโs arm firmly.
โButโฆโ Sienna hesitated.
โThis smoke isnโt just bad for youโitโs dangerous for your little one too. If you donโt listen, you could lose it all. Go, now!โ the neighbor insisted, practically dragging Sienna away.
Eventually, Sienna escaped the fire zone. Her back was burned, and she hadnโt managed to grab any cash. With a heavy heart, she watched as her worn-out house was swallowed by the flames, turning to ashes. โWhat should I do now?โ she thought, feeling overwhelmed. Suddenly, a sharp pain pierced her stomach, causing her to wince and double over.
A crowd quickly formed around her, their voices a mix of concern and urgency.
โWhatโs wrong?โ โSheโs going into labor!โ โSomeone call 911! We need to get her to the hospital, stat!โ โAh!โ โPush!โ
Sienna lay on the delivery bed, going through over ten hours of intense labor. Finally, she delivered her baby. When the nurse gently laid the baby in Siennaโs arms, tears of joy rolled down her cheeksโthis was her baby, and she wouldnโt be alone anymore. With a sigh of relief, she closed her eyes and passed out.
When Sienna opened her eyes again, she found the same nurse standing by her bedside. The nurse reminded her about the hospital bills. Sienna had managed to cover a part, but it was far from enough. Clutching her newborn close, Siennaโs eyes were heavy with worry, and she was silent. She knew she needed to say something, but being flat broke left her speechless.
The soft-hearted nurse sighed, guessing Sienna had been abandoned by a heartless man. โDonโt you have any family or friends? Contact them; maybe they can help,โ she said and then left without pressing Sienna too hard.
Sienna lifted her head, eyes brimming with tears. Family and friends? She didnโt have anyone. But she was a mom now, and she couldnโt leave the hospital bill unpaid. She pulled her phone from her bag. After eight months, she dialed Josiahโs number again. The phone rang and rang before finally connecting.
โJosiah,โ she began. But her stomach dropped as she heard the familiar voice on the other end.
โHello? Is this Sienna?โ Yvette chuckled softly. โLooking for Josiah? Heโs not available right now, but you can tell me whatโs going on.โ
Could she really be this nice? Doesnโt she hate me? Sienna was skeptical, but at this point, she didnโt have the luxury of being choosyโshe was out of options. Swallowing her pride, she nearly begged, โIโI was wondering if he could lend me some money?โ
โPlease, I swear Iโll pay him back. The moment I get my hands on some cash, Iโll give it back,โ Sienna added, her voice wavering. She didnโt dare ask Josiah for money directly again.
โI get it,โ Yvette smiled. โAlright, Iโll let him know. Talk to you later.โ
โThanksโฆโ Sienna said, but the line was already cut. She clutched her phone, her heart racing. Josiah will lend me the money, wonโt he? After all, he respects Miranda, and our divorce isnโt final yet!
But two days passed, and still no money came. Sienna stood at the hospital entrance, bag over her shoulder and her child in her armsโwith no way to pay for the hospital fees, she was forced out. She gazed up at the sky, the warm winter sun causing her to squint. Tears brimmed in her eyes and then streamed down her cheeks.
โNo crying,โ Sienna scolded herself through clenched teeth. โYou have no right to cry. You have a child to take care of. No tears!โ
But the reality was harsh. She was flat broke, and her house in the rough part of town had burned down, leaving her homeless.
Two weeks later, Sienna ran through the streets, her child cradled in her arms.
โStop that thief! She stole something!โ โSomeone catch her!โ
The footsteps behind Sienna grew louder, and escape seemed impossible. Just then, she stumbled and lunged forward. As she fell, she instinctively twisted to protect her child. Before she could get up, a store clerk who had been chasing her grabbed her and pinned her down. โGotcha! Where do you think youโre going? Whatโd you steal? Give it back!โ
The clerk yanked her bag away, unzipped it, and spilled the contents onto the sidewalk. The onlookers leaned in, murmuring amongst themselves.
โBaby formula? Diapers? Why would she take these?โ โLook, sheโs holding a baby.โ
Mortified, Sienna squeezed her eyes shut, wishing the ground would swallow her upโher pride was completely shattered. But with her child clutched tightly to her chest, she knew she couldnโt afford to quit.