Chapter 126
I didnโt even know where I was. I vaguely remembered Reynaldo taking me away last night, but what happened afterward? The more I thought, the worse my headache and stomach cramps became. Just then, the door burst open.
Footsteps entered. Cautiously, I peeked out and saw a tall figure placing food on the low table by the window. Even in the dim light, I recognized Reynaldo. He glanced towards the bed, then slightly opened the curtains. It was cloudy outside, with the sound of rain. He looked out the window, then walked toward me.
Instinctively, I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. I didnโt know why, but I felt embarrassed and nervous, unsure how to face him. I still hadnโt remembered last night, but I clearly felt completely naked and sore. I knew Iโd been intimate with him. Though this wasn't our first time, I felt uncomfortable.
The bed sank slightly; he was sitting beside me. He seemed in a good mood, smiling and saying, โYou slept well; you must have been tired last night.โ
Oh! Last night, I'd been drunk. I donโt know what I said. Oh! I shouldn't have confessed my feelings. โSleep well,โ he said, his tone unusually gentle, โIโll take you to dinner later.โ
It was strange. Hadnโt he been hating me lately? Especially after what happened with Grandma, heโd wanted to kill me. How had he become so gentle? Blurry images from last night flashed in my mind. Heโd kissed me gently, held me, and repeatedly said he loved me.
Oh my God, it must have been a dream. Reynaldo would never say he loved me. I really canโt remember last night, but his tenderness surprises me. He should have mocked me, stared coldlyโthat would have been normal. This sudden tenderness is overwhelming.
Lost in thought, he brushed a strand of hair from my face. It was itchy. My heart pounded; I almost couldn't contain myself. Fortunately, his phone rang. He was so close I could faintly hear Kimberlyโs voiceโ uniquely gentle, soft, weak, pitiful, and delicate.
โReynaldo, I feel terrible. Can you come keep me company, just for a while, please?โ
Reynaldo was silent for two seconds, then said, โTake care of yourself. Iโll be right over.โ He tapped the bed. Footsteps, a closing door, then silence.
I slowly opened my eyes, laughing at myself. Luckily, I hadn't overreacted to his tenderness; that would have been awkward. I sat up, holding my throbbing head. The familiar room arrangement ached my heart. I'd moved out, but Reynaldo brought me back last night.
The aroma of food wafted from the window. I wrapped myself in a robe and went over. It was plain white porridge and a few side dishes. Did he make light food because he knew the alcohol had upset my stomach?
Looking at the steaming porridge, sadness welled up. His kindness and gentleness were temporary, a passing fancy. At Kimberly's call, no matter what we were doing, he'd leave me.