Rachel poured out all the hurt she had been holding inside to her mother. By the time she was finished, she was crying uncontrollably.
As she sat before the grave, she gently traced her hand over the cold stoneโas if doing so would make her feel like her mother was still with her, just in a different way.
โMom, I wish you were still here. At least Iโd have someone to talk to. Youโd be on my side, wouldnโt you? I donโt understand. He used to love me so muchโฆ How did it turn into this? Can love really change?โ
At this point, Rachel didnโt even want to think about Samantha, or that William had seen her as nothing more than a stand-in. But it didnโt matter anymore. The love between them had deteriorated so much, it was now unbearable.
After Rachel finally let out all her emotions, she realized that an hour and a half had passed. William, who had promised to be here soon, still hadnโt shown up. To be honest, she didnโt expect much from him anymore. Whether he came or not didnโt matter.
She was about to get up and leave when her phone buzzed. It was a message from Cecilia.
[I gave the money to the person who helped you before. She says thank you.]
Rachel replied, [No problem. We were the ones who caused trouble for her.]
Rachel knew that anyone who could get close to Tyler had to be a high-level professional. Tylerโs investigation would surely shake up their careers; whether they would be able to stay in the industry was uncertain now. Asking someone for help in this way was like cutting off part of their future.
On her way back, Rachel happened to see that Samantha had posted something on social media. Curiosity got the better of her, and she clicked on the post.
There was a photo of a pot of chicken soup being boiled, followed by a second photo of someone sitting across from a table, drinking from a bowl. Though the personโs face wasnโt visible, Rachel recognized the hand.
It was Williamโs.
Samantha had added a caption to the post.
[I hope to make breakfast for the one I love every morning. He really enjoys it.]
The third picture showed Samantha pointing at Williamโs bowl.
Rachel remained calm, but veins popped up on the back of her hand.
So, they couldnโt even wait for the last few days? Was William already planning to let Samantha take the cake?
Rachel didnโt have the time to make him chicken soup this morning, so he called Samantha to the house to make it for him. She didnโt even need to imagine itโshe could already picture the scene in her mind.
Samantha, in Rachelโs apron and slippers, standing in the very spot Rachel had stood so many times before, happily making chicken soup for William. He would be standing behind Samantha, his arms wrapped around her waist, their faces pressed close together.
Those moments had been Rachelโs and Williamโsโmemories Rachel could still see clearly, but now, there was someone else by his side.
The happiness was still there, but it wasnโt hers anymore.
Chapter 32
Rachel picked up her phone. After a moment of hesitation, she dialed Williamโs number. When he picked up, Samanthaโs voice quickly answered, โWilliam, do you like how this dress looks on me? I think all of Rachelโs dresses are so beautiful.โ
โDidnโt I buy you plenty of dresses before?โ William replied.
โI know, but I think Rachelโs are prettier. Hers are new, but she hasnโt even worn them yet.โ Samanthaโs words were loaded with meaning.
โBe good, okay? If you really like it, Iโll buy you new ones. But if you take Rachelโs, what do I tell her when she asks?โ
โWell, can I try it on? You can buy me one like it later.โ
โOkay, but be careful. When youโre done, put it back where you found it.โ