Chapter 234 Finally Together
Carterโs fingers grazed my cheek, his eyes warm, his voice like a quiet stream. โChloe, are you absolutely sure about this?โ
I pressed a hand to my chest, feeling the steady rhythm beneath. โIf a heart is like a cup, I donโt know how full mine is, but I do know one thingโitโs not empty. In my last life, I was blind, reckless. But in the time I spent as a spirit and through these recent days, Iโve finally learned who truly matters to me. And, Carter, I know now how much this means to you.โ
At first, I couldnโt grasp the depth of his feelings. I hesitated, unsure, guarding myself. But as the weight of his love became clear and I faced my own growing affection, my resolve solidified. I wanted to take that leapโwith him.
Life is a book, one page at a time. Iโm only 20; thereโs a lifetime ahead to write our story together. Why waste it on doubt? Why not choose happinessโfor both of us? I leaned close, my lips brushing his. โIโm a little nervous, but if itโs with youโฆ I want to try. Is that okay?โ
His voice, rough and low, answered, โOkay. Put on something warm. I want to take you somewhere.โ
Confused, I tilted my head. โWhere?โ
โTo our home. This place holds too many memories of you and Luke. I donโt want our first time to be here,โ he said, his tone resolute.
โAlright.โ
Only then did I understand why he always stopped at the last moment. This manโso stubborn, so principled!
I shrugged on a thick coat, slipped into my heels, and nudged him to get moving. As we reached the door, I glanced back. There, at the top of the staircase, stood Luke, his expression a mix of longing and defeat. It struck a chord, pulling me back to when I was eight years old. Iโd first seen him standing in that spot, his gaze curious and inviting, ready to welcome me into his world. But now? Now, all he could do was watch me walk away.
Iโd already moved into the Bolton Residence, yet the gap between us had never felt wider. Outside, the snowstorm raged, icy wind whipping through the air, but I felt no sadness. Instead, a spark of something else stirred in meโexcitement. It reminded me of the way a girl feels when sheโs just fallen in love, looking forward to seeing the handsome boy from the class next door.
The stirrings of spring in my chest felt like the rush of first loveโa kiss beneath cherry blossoms, hazy, electric, and tinged with nervous excitement. It was the kind of feeling that left you breathless and yearning for more. Something this special couldnโt begin carelessly after a drunken night or end in meaningless chaos. Only a man who truly cherished you would take the time to make it unforgettable.
As we drove, I realized where we were headedโthe place that was supposed to become our marital home. Thinking about it now, I felt a bit sheepish. Back then, I only insisted on having a marital home as an excuse to bring up the statue issue.
โIs it the flat we looked at before?โ I asked.
โItโs in the same complex. But I didnโt like the lack of privacy, especially with my condition. So, I bought a villa instead. Would that bother you?โ Carter replied, his voice steady.
I shook my head. โNot at all. Anywhereโs perfect as long as Iโm with you.โ
The car pulled into a spacious courtyard, and my breath hitched. The garden was bursting with flowers and treesโevery one of them my favorites. In one corner stood a small doghouse, cozy and inviting. Fairy lights twinkled softly across the yard, wrapping even the doghouse in their glow. This place wasnโt just a houseโit was ours.
Carter stood from his wheelchair with quiet determination. โI know you love animals. You can have as many dogs and cats as you want. When spring comes, Iโll take you to pick out a puppy.โ
A smile tugged at my lips. โOkay.โ
My gaze landed on the massive cherry blossom tree in the yard, its branches draped with strings of colorful lights, like stars tangled in its boughs. I could already imagine it in full bloom come springโstunning, magical. Beneath it, a swing set swayed gently in the breeze.
โYouโฆโ I began, my voice soft.
โThat year, I saw you standing under a cherry blossom tree at school. The wind caught your hair, and for a momentโฆ you took my breath away,โ Carter said, his tone wistful. Carter, always so thoughtful.
When I stepped inside, I froze, utterly speechless. The house was fully decorated, every detail a mirror of the marital home Iโd once designed.
โIs this a coincidence?โ I asked, surprise threading through my voice.
โNo. I knew you designed that home yourself, so I figured this cozy, warm style was what you liked. I found a place that already had a similar look. Some of the furniture we picked out is still being custom-made and hasnโt arrived yet. I planned to wait until everything was perfectโฆ but someone couldnโt seem to wait,โ Carter admitted, his tone gentle.
โIโm not that impatient,โ I protested, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
โMeowโฆโ
Out of nowhere, Snowflake leapt into my arms, rounder and fluffier than the last time Iโd seen her at the Sandersโ house. A grin spread across my face. Snowflake! When did you bring her back?โ
โYesterday. Her cold cleared up, and the pet shopโs been taking great care of her,โ Carter replied.
I played with Snowflake for a while, her soft purring filling the room as I held her close. The house was warm and inviting, so I slipped off my coat and wandered around. In one corner, a massive cat tree stood, perfectly suited for Snowflakeโs climbing adventures. This felt like a dream come true.
Carter had disappeared into the bedroom. Ever thoughtful, heโd chosen a ground-floor master bedroom to suit his condition. But when I pushed the door open, I froze. The room was filled with roses, and the bed was dressed in a bold, festive quilt, giving the space a celebratory, almost wedding-night feel.
From the bathroom, I heard the sound of running water. Moments later, Carter emerged, a sharp suit clinging to his frame, his damp hair falling slightly across his forehead.
โI wanted to wait a few more days until everything was perfect before bringing you here,โ he said, his ears tinged red. โI know I didnโt give you a wedding, but I wanted to give you a wedding night youโd never forget.โ
He stood tall, composed, and perfect, every inch the man Iโd fallen for. โItโs been a long time since youโve seen me like this, hasnโt it?โ he added softly.
Before he could say more, I closed the distance between us, throwing my arms around him. โCarter, youโre the most thoughtful man in the entire world!โ
He chuckled, a soft, warm sound. โI think youโre the only person who believes that.โ
He gently wiped the tears I hadnโt even realized were falling. โWe lost a lifetime, Chloe. I donโt want to waste this one. Youโve been through so much, endured so much pain. All I want is to cherish you, to love you, and to give you everything you deserve.โ
Standing on my tiptoes, I pressed my lips to his. โTo me, the best thing in the world is already hereโyou, Carter.โ
Carterโs arms wrapped around my waist as he deepened the kiss, unhurried and filled with warmth. I didnโt know who started it, but before I realized it, we were on the bed, everything unfolding as if it were meant to be.
Fumbling awkwardly, I tugged at his suit, my fingers clumsy in their rush to loosen his tie. He leaned in, his lips brushing my ear. โDarling, I know youโre eager, but slow down. Thereโs no need to rush.โ
Flustered, I shot back, โIโm not the one rushingโฆ someone else definitely is.โ
I finally yanked his tie free, and just as I started on his buttons, he flipped us over, pinning me beneath him. His breath was warm against my skin as he murmured, โDarling, this is a manโs job. Just relax and leave it to me.โ
His fingers slipped beneath the hem of my gown, each touch igniting sparks across my skin. It felt as though I were adrift on a gentle tide, rising and falling with each wave, my heart racing in time with his touch.
โCarterโฆโ I whispered, my voice trembling with urgency.
His eyes softened as he said, โDonโt rush. Itโs your first time. I donโt want to hurt you.โ
But as I looked up at him, I could see his forehead, even the bridge of his straight nose, was already covered in a thin layer of sweat. Even now, he was thinking of me first. My heart swelled, warm and full as if cradled in his care.
Clasping his hand tightly, I reassured him, โCarterโฆ itโs okay now.โ
He gazed into my eyes, tenderness etched in every line of his face. โChloeโฆ if it hurts, just tell me,โ he said, his voice deep and soothing.
โOkayโฆโ I nodded, my reply barely a whisper. How could I feel pain when he was being so careful? There was a flicker of discomfort, yes, and a trace of nervousness, but the moment I reminded myself it was him, every fear dissolved.
He bit down softly on my lips, silencing every sound I made, as though he wanted to keep them all for himself. I clung to him, my arms circling his waist tightly, unwilling to let go. Tears spilled from the corners of my eyesโpain mingling with emotionโthough I hardly noticed.
โCarterโฆ weโre finally together,โ I murmured, my words breaking into the space between us.