Chapter 309: An Apology Doesnโt Cut It
The Boltons lacked the necessary equipment, and with Sheilaโs cries echoing, she was quickly rushed to the hospital. Luke studied me. โDid you make that happen on purpose?โ
I hesitated. โI wonโt lieโI did want her to fall. But I didnโt push her. It was just a thought. Who knew sheโd actually slip? Still, itโs for the best. Now she wonโt be able to cause any more problems for the Boltons.โ
After everything with Silas, I couldnโt let Sheila remain unharmed. She was too dangerous. Maybe fate intervened before I could act. Anna remained under house arrest as the evening wore on, and Sheila was en route to the hospital.
I received a call from Carter. โChloe, do you want to come to the shop?โ
Just hearing those words made my heart race. A chill ran through me as I responded, my voice trembling, โYes, Iโm on my way.โ
โBe careful on the road,โ he said. โDonโt rush. Iโll be waiting for you.โ
I ended the call quickly. It was done. Carter had reached the basement. He wouldnโt contact me until everything was secure. Luke, overhearing, said, โIโll drive you.โ
Now he was aligned with us, another piece on the chessboard, just like me. He was as eager as I was to uncover the truth. But I wasnโt taking any chances; I had a bodyguard with me as we headed to the shop.
Sitting in the passenger seat, I couldnโt shake the tension. If the riverbank was ground zero, the shop was where torment claimed me. Silas had stabbed me there. At that moment, I had only been losing blood, but I wasnโt dead yet. Then I was taken to the basement, uncertain of how or when it would end. My mind kept drifting back to that moment, the memory of the stone chamber, the image of myself trapped there.
โChloe, donโt worry,โ Luke said, noticing my unease. โNo matter what happens, Iโll be with you.โ
I wanted to tell him I didnโt need his reassurance, but before I could, Luke broke into a sudden fit of coughing. โAre you alright?โ I asked, handing him two napkins. โDo you want to stop? I can drive.โ
He smiled weakly. โIโm fine, Chloe. Iโm glad you still care.โ
I quickly dismissed the moment of tenderness with a sharp response. โDonโt get the wrong idea. Iโm not worried about you; Iโm just worried you wonโt be able to control the car.โ
Lukeโs smile faded. He wiped his mouth with a tissue, and I noticed blood on it. His stomach issues had taken a serious turn; he was now vomiting blood.
โChloe, you used to care about me,โ he said softly, as if lost in the past. โYouโd make me syrup every season change. When I had a fever, youโd stay up all night with me, making soup. You always took care of me.โ
I interrupted him. I didnโt want him to get lost in the past. โLuke, thatโs over now. If youโre trying to make me feel sorry for you, trying to make me care because youโre letting your health go, then youโre wrong.โ
โWhen you love someone, you donโt need to be asked to care. Even a cough would make me worry. But now, I donโt love you anymore. Even if you were hanging yourself, Iโd think you were just on a swing.โ
โYou used to be my worry. I spent time taking care of your health. Iโd even protect you from drinking when I knew your stomach was bad. Back then, I loved you. But now, I donโt. I fixed your stomach, and if you donโt want that anymore, fine. Let it go.โ
My voice was cold. I saw his hands tighten on the steering wheel. His voice cracked when he asked, โChloeโฆ if I died right in front of you, would you even look at me?โ
โNo.โ
Something cracked. A festival was near; fireworks began to light up the sky. I stared at the display, my voice quiet. โLuke, when you ran away from the wedding, I wanted to get back at you and Anna. You ruined my life. But when I was stabbed by the river, holding my phone, the last number I called wasnโt the policeโit was you. Even as I lay there dying, I still had hope for you.โ
โI knew you were with Anna. I shouldโve called 911, but deep down, I knew I was done. If that was my last call, I wanted it to be to you.โ
โChloeโฆโ Lukeโs voice trembled.
I spoke calmly. โIf you had shown even a little care in that phone call, maybe I wouldnโt have died with such bitterness. In my final moments, I saw fireworks in the sky. After I came back to life, the sound of them terrified me for a long time.โ
โWas I afraid of dying, or was it the pain of your betrayal? I died, but my soul couldnโt leave you. I wasnโt ready to let go. I hated you, but I still loved you. We were lovers, family. Even in death, I couldnโt escape you.โ
โThere was a time when I couldnโt pull away. I had to watch your coldness, your indifference, your betrayal. Thatโs when I realized: I didnโt truly give up on you when I died. It was when I became a spirit. I started waking up from my obsession with you.โ
โWhen you found out Anna was pregnant, you believed her. You stopped looking for me. On that rooftop, I saw you two together, and something clicked inside me. I knew I could step away. In that moment, I let go of our history. I let go of the hate and the love I had for you. Thatโs when I could finally step into Zoeyโs life.โ
โLuke, I donโt love you anymore.โ The calmness in my voice only made it clearer that I had let go, hurting him more.
He clenched his teeth, tears falling slowly from his eyes, hitting his lap, one after the other. โIโm sorry. Iโm so sorry.โ
โI donโt need your apology. It doesnโt change anything. You canโt erase the hurt with words.โ I looked at him, cold and distant. โWhat we had is over. Donโt waste your time trying to fix it.โ
โOkay.โ His voice shook as he answered.
The car stopped outside the shop. Under the streetlight, we both satโme in the passenger seat, him standing by the door. Snowflakes danced through the air as Damian stood, holding an umbrella over Carterโs head. The umbrella was weighed down by a thick blanket of snow, suggesting he had been waiting for some time.
When I finally saw Carterโs face, a wave of warmth swept through me. Before I opened the door, I spoke, almost to myself, โIโm not afraid of fireworks anymore.โ Turning to Luke, whose eyes were swollen from tears, I added, โBecause I know Carter will never betray me.โ
With that, I stepped out of the car and made my way toward Carter. He extended his hand, his voice gentle. โTake it easy, donโt fall.โ