Chapter 455: Anna, Live Your Life Well
The ocarina I held was a perfect replica of the one owned by the silver-haired old woman. Everything suddenly made sense, confirming my suspicions. Yael noticed my fixed gaze and asked curiously, โChloe, whatโs wrong? Donโt you like it? Should I make a better one for you?โ
I shook my head gently, responding softly, โThereโs no need. This one is just right. Thank you.โ โChloe, you seem different. Is something bothering you?โ
โMaybe itโs just that so much has happened, and Iโm feeling worn out. Iโll go check on your cousin.โ I glanced at him with a faint smile and added, โFrom now on, consider us family.โ
He froze, his expression full of disbelief. โYโyou donโt hate me?โ
I motioned for him to come closer, and when he did, I lightly patted his head. โI know your hands are clean. Youโve never taken a life, and you even went out of your way to create a body for me.โ Yael, in the end, was just another victim of his circumstances. How different was he from me? His lips tightened, and he looked lost in thought. I wrapped him in a gentle hug. โOne day, youโll find a girl who truly loves you, and youโll understand what real love feels like.โ
โChloeโฆ could that person be you?โ
Meeting his questioning eyes, I answered softly, โBefore you can love anyone else, you need to learn how to love yourself first.โ
โAnd if I do learn? Would you love me then?โ
โCarter and I will both love you.โ
Yael scrunched up his face, pouting like a child. โI donโt want his love. Thatโs gross.โ
โAs if Iโd want to love you either. Ugh.โ A disdainful voice interrupted us, and I turned to see Carter standing a few steps away. He called out, โChloe, come here.โ
Yael grabbed my hand in protest. โChloe, youโre not his dog. Just because he calls you doesnโt mean you have to go running. Have some pride!โ
Ignoring him, I broke free and dashed toward Carter, throwing myself into his arms. With a teasing smile, I quipped, โWoof.โ Yael stood frozen in shock. For him, it felt like his world had come crashing down. Without another word, he turned and walked away.
Carter gently pinched my nose, his tone scolding yet tender. โDonโt degrade yourself like that.โ
โI was just teasing him. Heโs still a kid. Go easy on him. Honestly, heโs probably the cleanest person in the Carlyn family.โ Thinking of how Taylor had fiercely protected Whitney, it was clear heโd do the same for his only brother. There was something inherently touching about his purity, especially to someone like me whoโs faced death. I understood Taylorโs emotions more clearly now.
โWhatever you say,โ Carter said with a nod. His gaze fell on the ocarina I was holding, and a flicker of emotion crossed his eyes. I leaned into him, wrapping my arms around his waist and pressing my face against his chest.
โThis time, things will end differently.โ
โI know.โ He cupped my face gently, his tone sincere. โIf fate doesnโt change, Chloe, weโll face the next life together. Donโt leave me behind again.โ
โAlright. If we live, we live as one. If we die, we share a grave. No more deceptions.โ Both of us had suffered the pain of being abandoned by the other. Life together, death in the same graveโwhat more was there to fear? I joked lightly, โHow about we pick a resting place with a nice view and pre-order a double tomb?โ
If Grandma were alive to hear me joke about picking our burial plots, sheโd probably scold me harshly. But Carter was hereโthe one person who would humor me no matter how absurd my ideas were. He took my hand, leading me to a large rock. We sat together, gazing at the endless sea. Moments like theseโpeaceful and sereneโwere rare for us, apart from those few days in the small town.
Carter picked up the ocarina from my hands and smiled faintly. โAlright, where would you like it?โ
โSomewhere by the sea, surrounded by blooming flowers that bloom in spring. Iโd like fruit trees and vibrant blossoms all year round. Even after a hundred or a thousand years, I wouldnโt grow tired of it if you were there.โ
โSure, anything goes,โ he said with a gentle smile.
โCarter, why are you so good to me?โ
โBecause weโve lost too many chances, Chloe. Iโve had power, fame, and immeasurable wealth, but none of it compares to even one glance from you.โ
As the sun dipped below the horizon, we intertwined our fingers. โThen letโs stay together, always. No more goodbyes.โ
That evening, I attended Grandmaโs cremation. Taylor had informed me personally. Sometimes, venturing deep into enemy territory had its advantages. I even managed to secure the best mourning spot up front. Standing by the flickering flames, I whispered my final farewell. Taylor, wary of Whitney losing control, had kept this from her. Carter stood behind me, a silent presence, unable to fully grasp my grief. Grandma had done plenty of unforgivable things, and the fact that she hadnโt suffered in death was already a mercy. Yet, I couldnโt hold back my tears, which fell silently, soaking the ground beneath me.
โGrandma, I only send you this far. Iโm sorry. I promised youโd see my wedding, but now that chance is gone.โ A black butterfly fluttered through the dim night, landing delicately on the button of my coat. Holding my breath, I whispered, โGrandma, is that you?โ
Carter placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. His voice was soft as he said, โGrandma, I promise to take care of Chloe. Rest in peace.โ The butterfly flapped its wings once and vanished into the darkness without hesitation. Just like when Ethan passed, I had to witness another loved one leaving. Grandma had accumulated so many sins in her life. If hell truly existed, she might not find redemption. In that moment, our ties were severed. What was the purpose of life if all it brought was the pain of losing those we love?
Sensing my despair, Carter held me tightly. โYou still have me, Chloe,โ he murmured. And that was enough. Letting my tears fall freely, I buried my face in his chest, seeking solace.
At dawn the next day, Carter accompanied me to the docks. Taylor and Whitney arrived, Taylor holding an urn. He handed it to me without a word. I knew it contained Grandmaโs ashes. Even Taylor, harsh as he could be, had shown her a final act of kindness, keeping this secret from his father and Whitney. Kate, aware of the truth, clung to Gregโs arm as they boarded the ship, eager to leave this cursed place behind.
Whitney turned to Taylor, her expression frosty. โYouโre really letting me go?โ To her, his actions felt like another one of his manipulative games. She could never trust him.
Taylorโs lips curved into a faint smile. โYou have a tracker inside you. Wherever you go, Iโll find you. Anna, youโre mine. Thereโs no escaping me.โ Her face darkened, and she quickened her pace.
โAnna,โ he called after her, his voice tinged with vulnerability. โCan I have a hug?โ She didnโt respond, only walking faster. Taylor let out a bitter chuckle. โSo heartless.โ Catching up to her, he pulled her into an embrace, burying his face in her neck to hide his expression. In a hoarse voice, he whispered, โAnna, live well. Iโm sorry for wasting so many years of your life. You must hate me. From now on, youโre free. Forget the Carlyns. Forget me. Forget every misfortune. My dear Anna, live your life well.โ