The memory hit me like a blade to the chest. The locked door. The agonizing pain. The sound of their pleasure while I lay on the cold floor, screaming for mercy. And thenโdarkness.
I frowned, my nails digging into my palms. โThey left me there,โ I whispered, my voice shaking. โThey left me to suffer while theyโโ My breath hitched, and I couldnโt finish the sentence.
My motherโs grip on my hands tightened, her expression darkening with barely contained anger. โYes,โ she admitted, her voice trembling. โThey left you there, Olivia.โ
My wolf whimpered in my head, but I silenced her, forcing myself to breathe through the pain searing through my chest. โAnd you?โ I asked, looking at my mother. โHow did you know?โ
She sighed, brushing a strand of hair from my face. โThe guard alerted me. When I arrived, you were burning up, thrashing in your sleep, crying out in pain.โ She closed her eyes, pain flashing across her face. โI stayed by your side all night. You wouldnโt wake up. I was so scared, my dear.โ
I stared at her, my heart aching. I knew my mother loved me. I knew she had no power against the triplets. She was just an omega, the wife of a man accused of stealing.
Swallowing the bitterness rising in my throat, I turned away, staring out the window. โI donโt think I can survive this, Mother.โ My voice was barely a whisper, but I knew she heard me.
She took a deep breath and placed a gentle hand on my shoulder. โYou can, and you will.โ She tried comforting me, but it only made me more annoyed.
โNo, Mother, you donโt understand!โ I snapped, my voice rising. โYou donโt know what those menโthe ones the Moon Goddess cursed me withโare capable of! They made love to Anita right in front of me, and despite seeing how it was killing me, they ignored me. And when I fainted, do you know what they did? They threw me outside the room like I was nothing!โ
My whole body shook with anger and pain. I wished I could do somethingโanythingโto save myself from this hell.
Before my mother could respond, a sharp knock sounded at the door. She turned and opened it, revealing a guard standing on the other side. โThe Alphas are having breakfast and demand that the Luna join them,โ he announced.
My blood boiled at his words. Demanded?
โI wonโt!โ I yelled from where I stood.
But my mother, ever the peacemaker, turned to the guard and said, โShe will join them shortly.โ
As soon as she closed the door, she turned to face me. โOlivia, you have to go.โ
I shook my head, stepping away from her reach. โNo, Mother. I refuse. I wonโt sit at the same table with them and pretend like last night never happened. I wonโt!โ
โOlivia,โ my mother said gently, her tired eyes pleading with me. โI know youโre hurting, my dear. I know what they did was cruel beyond words. But refusing them now will only make things worse for you.โ
I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. โWorse?โ I scoffed. โWhat could be worse than what theyโve already done? What more do they want to take from me?โ
My mother exhaled shakily, stepping closer. โYour dignity. If you refuse, theyโll punish you, Olivia, before the mansion staff. Theyโll see it as disrespect, and they will make you suffer for it.โ
Tears burned my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. โAnd sitting with them like an obedient little Luna isnโt suffering?โ
โIt is,โ she admitted, cupping my cheek. โBut itโs a battle you need to survive first before you can win the war. Do you understand?โ
I bit my lip, hating that she was right. Hating that I had no real power here. I wanted to fight, to scream, to make them feel even a fraction of my pain. But what could I do against three powerful Alphas who hated me for no reason?
I swallowed my pride, the lump in my throat painful. โFine,โ I muttered, my voice hollow, โIโll go.โ My mother gave me a sad smile, brushing her hand over my hair. โThatโs my brave girl.โ
I turned away from her touch, wiping my face quickly before heading towards my bathroom. If I had to sit with them, I wouldnโt do it looking like a broken, humiliated mess.
After bathing, I chose a simple yet elegant dressโsomething that wouldnโt show how shattered I was inside. Something that gave a confident look.
Once I was ready, I took a deep breath and stepped toward the door. My mother gave me one last reassuring look before opening it for me.