166 Turn Back Time
Oliviaโs POV
Lennox had this pitiful look on his faceโone that might have softened me once. But now? Now it only made my anger boil hotter.
โOliviaโฆ can we talk?โ he asked quietly, taking a small step closer.
I nodded, arms folded. โGo ahead. Iโm listening.โ
He opened his mouth, then shut it again. His lips pressed into a tight line, like he didnโt know how to begin. That was strangeโLennox was never the type to struggle with words. If anything, he always knew just what to say.
โAlpha Lennox,โ I said, my voice harsh, โif you have nothing to say, Iโll be on my way.โ
I turned to leave, but his hand shot out, grabbing my wrist.
I froze. The touch sent a shiver through me, not from affectionโbut from everything that had happened. I took a deep breath, turned slowly, and yanked my hand free.
โDonโt touch me,โ I said quietly, but firmly.
โOliviaโฆโ Lennox stepped back a little, guilt heavy in his voice. โI knowโฆ I know what we did canโt be undone. My brothers and Iโฆ we donโt deserve your forgiveness. Not now. Maybe not ever. But pleaseโฆ just give us a chance. A chance to fix what we broke.โ He paused, his voice cracking a little. โWeโre not asking you to forget. You can hate us. You can be angry. But just let us try. Let us make it up to youโwhatever it takes, however long it takes.โ
My heart thudded in my chest. I didnโt reply. I just stared at him, waiting. He wasnโt done.
โWeโve reported Damien to the Council of Werewolves,โ he continued, more firmly now. โThe first hearing is next week.โ
That caught my attention.
My brows pulled together, โWhy?โ
โBecause heโs overstepped,โ Lennox said, his jaw clenched. โHe knows youโre mated to us. Heโs our uncle, and he crossed a line. We had to act. The Council agreed to hear it.โ
I folded my arms again. โAnd what does this have to do with me?โ
He looked down for a second, then back up at me.
โTheyโre going to give you a choice,โ he said quietly. โAt the hearing, theyโll ask if you want to stay with us or reject the bond completely. Youโll be free to choose.โ
The words hit me hard.
โAnd I believe you already know what I would choose.โ
Lennoxโs eyes widened with fear. โOliviaโฆ please donโt.โ
He took another step closer, voice trembling slightly now.
โPlease choose us. Please choose to stay. Weโll prove to you that we can be better. That we will be better. Weโll spend the rest of our lives making it up to you if thatโs what it takes. Just give us the chance. Thatโs all weโre asking for.โ
A bitter laugh escaped my lips as I stared Lennox right in the face. โYou want a chance?โ
He nodded, desperation in his eyes. โYes, Olivia. Please. We know we were wrong. But those lettersโฆ they broke us. They turned us into people we werenโt. Olivia, you know the truth. Think about the past. You know we loved you. We cherished you. You were our life. And getting those lettersโthinking they came from youโit destroyed us. It changed everything.โ
His voice cracked with emotion, but I just stared, my expression unreadable.
โDo you even realize how badly you three hurt me?โ I asked, my voice low, trembling with restrained rage. โDo you even know what you three did to me?โ
โYes,โ he whispered, pain flickering in his eyes. โI know. I do. And weโre sorry. So sorry.โ Then, to my shock, Lennox dropped to his knees.
Right there in the garden. The Alpha of the Full Moon Pack, on his knees before me.
A few staff members passing by stopped, stunned. Their eyes widened at the sight, unsure if they were seeing right.
โPlease, Olivia,โ Lennox begged, hands open as if pleading for mercy. โAll we want is a chanceโฆ Just time. Time to make it up to you. To prove weโre not those same men anymore. Let us try. Thatโs all weโre asking.โ
I stared down at him, my jaw clenched so tight it ached.
โYou want time?โ I said, my lips trembling.
He nodded slowly. โYes. Please.โ
โThen turn back time.โ
He froze.
โTake me back to when you didnโt call me a thief,โ I said, my voice sharp. โTake me back to the moment before you all accused me, punished me like a criminal, made me kneel under the burning sun with pepper rubbed into my skin.โ
Lennoxโs shoulders dropped, guilt written all over him.
โTurn it all back,โ I continued. โThe insults, the neglect. The way you looked at me like I was nothing. The days you let Anita mock me, while you said nothing. The days you chose her over me.โ
I stepped closer, my voice shaking nowโbut with anger, not sadness.
โTurn back time to our wedding night,โ I whispered. โWhen you f***ed her right in front of me. Knowing it would tear me apart. Knowing what that would do to your mate. And yet you still did it.โ
My voice cracked on the word mate, and I hated that it did. I clenched my fists at my sides, trying to steady the tremble in my hands. I wouldnโt fall apart. Not now. Not in front of him.
My wolf whimpered inside me, and right away, a new wave of pain hit me. It felt like my chest was breaking all over again.
A tear slid down my cheek before I could stop it. I wiped it away quickly, hating that even nowโฆ even after everythingโฆ my body still remembered the pain.
Lennoxโs lips trembled, but he said nothing.
โAnd last of all,โ I said, forcing the strength back into my tone, โundo the fact that Anita is pregnant with your children. Do that, Lennox. Erase every wound, every scar you and your brothers gave me. Erase the pain you caused.โ
I crossed my arms again, my frown deepening.
โIf you can do that,โ I said, my voice low, โthen Iโll consider giving you a second chance.โ
The silence that followed was heavy. You could hear the wind. The sound of birds. Even the shifting of shocked feet from those watching.
But Lennox said nothing.
Because he couldnโt rewind time.
And we both knew it.
The silence stretched.
I watched him, still on his knees, his head bowed in shame. But I didnโt feel sorry for him. They never felt sorry for meโnot once.
โYou canโt, can you?โ I said finally, my voice hollow. โYou canโt turn back time.โ
Lennox lifted his head slowly, the pain in his eyes raw and tears stood in them, but I didnโt flinch. I didnโt let it move me.
โSince you canโt undo it. Any of itโฆ then I canโt give you and your brothers a second chance.โ
I turned away before I could say more. My steps were quick, my heart pounding.
I walked deeper into the garden, needing space, airโsomething to drown out the weight crushing my chest. I didnโt notice the sharp piece of glass hidden among fallen leaves until it was too late.
โAh!โ I hissed, stumbling slightly as the jagged edge sliced into the arch of my foot.
I limped forward and dropped onto a nearby bench, pain blooming in my foot as blood stained the stone below. I pressed my fingers to the cut, wincing. Of course. Of all the damn times for something else to go wrong.
I leaned back against the bench, closing my eyes.
โI just want one thing,โ I whispered to no one. โI just want to be free of pain.โ
I didnโt mean the foot. Not really. But even as the words left my mouth, I felt itโa soft warmth spreading over the wound. I looked down, startled.
The cut was closing, the skin knitting itself back together like it had never been there.
I blinked.
The pain vanished. Just like that.
For a second, I forgot how to breathe.
I stared at my foot, completely healed. No scar. No trace of the pain from moments ago.
โWhat the hellโฆโ I whispered, breath catching in my throat.
My wolf stirred restlessly inside me, her voice low, filled with confusion.
โGift of healing?โ
I shook my head slowly, still staring in disbelief. No. No, itโs not possible. Healing wasnโt something passed through my bloodline. None of my parents had it. None of my ancestors. We were warriorsโnone was a healer.
So how the hell could I have the gift of healing?
My heart pounded. Confusion twisted inside me. I stood up, testing my foot. The pain was completely gone.
Not even a limp.
Not even a sting.
I needed answers. Now.
I rushed back to the pack house, my thoughts spinning. I didnโt stop until I reached the hallway to my quarters.
When I pushed open the door to my room, I found Lolita and Nora inside, arranging fresh linens on my bed and putting away folded clothes.
They looked up, startled at my sudden entrance.
โOlivia?โ Nora asked, brows pulling together. โAre you okay?โ
โNo,โ I said quickly, closing the door behind me. โI need your help. Both of you.โ
Lolita blinked, setting down a pillow. โWhatโs wrong?โ
โI thinkโฆโ I hesitated, still unsure how to even explain it. โI think I might have a gift. A new one. Healing.โ
Lolita and Nora exchanged quick, confused glances.
โWhat do you mean?โ Nora asked, stepping closer.
โI stepped on glass in the garden,โ I said. โIt cut deep. I sat down, and I just wished it would heal. And it did. Just like that. No scar. Nothing.โ
Nora frowned. โYouโre sure?โ
โYes. Iโm sure.โ I paused, looking between them. โCan weโฆ can we test it?โ
Nora didnโt even hesitate. She grabbed a pin from the sewing kit on the table nearby and dragged it across her palm. A thin line of blood welled up instantly.
โWaitโNoraโโ
โItโs fine,โ she said quickly. โDo it. Try.โ
I swallowed hard, then moved closer and reached for her hand.
I pressed my fingers gently over the cut and whispered, almost afraid to say it out loud: โHeal.โ
For a moment, nothing happened.
Then the same warmth returnedโsoft and golden under my skin, like sunlight filtering through clouds. I felt it pass from my palm to hers.
And right in front of us, the cut on her hand closed. The skin mended, smooth and perfect, as if it had never been there at all.
Lolita gasped.
Noraโs eyes widened. โOh my goddessโฆโ
I staggered back a step, my heart pounding.
โItโs real,โ I breathed. โItโs really real.โ
Lolita blinked in awe. โButโฆ how? No one in your bloodline has the healing gift.โ
โI know,โ I whispered, my voice trembling. โThatโs what scares meโฆ because if this isnโt from my bloodline, then where did it come from?โ
Nora held out her hand again, the skin still smooth where sheโd cut it. โThis isnโt ordinary healing, Olivia. This is rare. Sacred. You donโt justโฆ get this.โ
I sat down slowly on the edge of my bed, still stunned. My fingers still tingled from the magic.
โWhat does it mean?โ I whispered.
Neither of them answered.
Because none of us knew.
Nora and Lolita sat beside me.
โWhat will you do? Are you going to tell everyone?โ Lolita asked, but I shook my head.
โNoโฆ Letโs keep this a secret. And besides, Iโm not sure if this is realโฆ I may wake tomorrow and itโs gone.โ
Both Nora and Lolita nodded. โOur lips are shut.โ
I flashed them an appreciative smile and looked away. I was supposed to be happy. The gift of healing was rareโsacred. But deep down, something felt off. Like this wasnโt a gift at allโฆ