Chapter 169
Posted on July 09, 2025 ยท 0 mins read
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A heavy silence filled the combat ground. Everyone watched, but I only looked at Lennox. Our eyes met, and I saw the disappointment in his. This fight meant everything to him, and he had just lost.

Unable to bear his gaze, I looked away, my eyes falling on his injured arm. It was gushing blood; the wound was deep and red. I frowned, then glanced at Alpha Damien, whose face remained unreadableโ€”neither pleased nor angry, just blank. He gave a short nod before turning to Lennox.

โ€œI believe you know the deal,โ€ Damien said calmly. โ€œSince you lostโ€ฆ Olivia gets to slap you. As many times as she wants.โ€

I swallowed hard, my heart thudding, looking around. I knew Lennox wouldnโ€™t agree. He was an Alphaโ€”how could he let me slap him? Disrespect him in front of hundreds of warriors? The news would spread like wildfire through the pack.

โ€œFineโ€ฆ she can do it,โ€ Lennox said, surprising everyone, including me. My eyes widened. Soft gasps rippled through the crowd as the warriors stared in shock.

I frowned. What was he doing? What was he trying to prove?

โ€œIโ€™m not interested,โ€ I said.

He stepped toward me, his expression serious. โ€œI want you to do it,โ€ he insisted. โ€œYou need to.โ€

I stared at him, my frown deepening. โ€œYou donโ€™t deserve it.โ€

His jaw clenched, but his voice remained steady. โ€œLet yourself feel the pain, Olivia. Let yourself hit me. I deserve every bit of it.โ€

I shook my head, stepping back. โ€œI donโ€™t want toโ€”โ€

He stepped closer. โ€œYes, you willโ€ฆ because I deserve it.โ€

I took a shaky step back. โ€œLennox, I donโ€™t want to do this.โ€

โ€œBut I want you to,โ€ he said, his voice calm, almost heartbreakingly so. โ€œYou need to.โ€

I shook my head, feeling the heat rise in my chest. โ€œYou donโ€™t get to decide what I needโ€”โ€

โ€œThink of the pain,โ€ he gently interrupted. โ€œThink of everything Iโ€™ve done to you.โ€

My lips parted. I stood there, fists clenched, breath trembling. But I still didnโ€™t move.

He stepped closer again, his voice low and rough. โ€œThink of our wedding nightโ€ฆ the pain you endured.โ€

The memory struck me like a blade to the heart. Tears stung my eyes. My hands tightened into fists. Yet, I remained unmoved.

โ€œRemember when we accused you of stealing? When we humiliated you in front of the pack?โ€

I turned my face away, my chest rising and falling sharply.

โ€œRemember when I struck you without even hearing your side?โ€

My hand twitched.

He looked into my eyes. โ€œYou remember, donโ€™t you?โ€

Tears slid down my cheeks.

โ€œDonโ€™t make me do this,โ€ I whispered.

โ€œIโ€™m not making you,โ€ he replied. โ€œIโ€™m asking you. Begging you. Let me feel some of that pain for once.โ€

I closed my eyes. My hand lifted slowly, trembling. Then I dropped it again.

But he stepped closer once more, his voice raw. โ€œHit me, Olivia. For the pain. For the betrayal. For every night you cried alone while we shared a bed with someone who wasnโ€™t you.โ€

My fingers curled. Tears flowed freely.

โ€œI hate you,โ€ I whispered.

โ€œI know.โ€

I raised my hand again. And this time, I slapped him.

His head turned from the force, but he didnโ€™t flinch. He didnโ€™t move. He turned back to me, nodding once.

โ€œAgain,โ€ he said quietly. โ€œFor when we laughed while you suffered.โ€

Slap.

โ€œFor when we rejected you publicly.โ€

Slap.

โ€œFor every hurtful word we uttered. Every time we treated you like nothing.โ€

Slap.

Each strike carried a memory; each memory tore open an old scar. The pain, the rage, the heartbreakโ€”everything I thought I had buried surged to the surface like fire under my skin.

โ€œRemember the nights you needed us,โ€ he said softly. โ€œAnd we didnโ€™t show up.โ€

Slap.

I lost count of how many times I struck him after that. All I knew was the ache in my arm, the tremble in my bones, the burning in my lungs as I sobbed and hit and sobbed again.

Until finally, I had nothing left to give. My knees shook. My vision blurred. And I just stood there, gasping. Lennoxโ€™s cheek was swollen, red, bloodied. But he stood still, like a man trying to atone for his sins. And where I stood, I didnโ€™t know what to feel. Relief? No. It was far from it.

Suddenly, Damien stepped up beside me. โ€œEven this isnโ€™t enough.โ€

I swallowed hard and looked at Lennox. He stood there like a broken man, and no matter how much I wanted to harden my heart, I couldnโ€™t. Not completely.

โ€œLetโ€™s go,โ€ Alpha Damien said, wrapping his arm around my waist.

I flinched, and my eyes met Lennoxโ€™s again. Thatโ€™s when I noticed the tears brimming in his eyes. My wolf let out a soft whimper, but I quickly looked away and walked out of the combat ground with Damien.

As we walked away, the weight of what had just happened clung to me like a heavy blanket. My heart pounded, not from anger anymore, but from confusion, pain, regret. The moment I slapped Lennox, it hadnโ€™t brought the relief Iโ€™d expected. It hadnโ€™t fixed anything. It hadnโ€™t erased the heartbreak. All it had done was remind me of everything Iโ€™d survived.

Damienโ€™s hand rested firmly around my waist as we exited the training ground. I didnโ€™t resist; I couldnโ€™t. I didnโ€™t have the strength to pull away. My mind raced, and the fire in my chest refused to die down.

โ€œYou did well,โ€ Damien murmured, his voice calm. โ€œHe needed that. You needed that.โ€

I didnโ€™t respond. Because I wasnโ€™t sure if he was right.

I glanced back once, just once, and saw Lennox still standing there. His head was bowed, his shoulders rigid as stone. He hadnโ€™t moved. He hadnโ€™t wiped the blood away. He just stood thereโ€ฆ like he was trapped in a storm of his own making. And for the first time in a long time, I didnโ€™t know if I hated himโ€ฆ or if I hurt for him.

Damien guided me toward the steps of the pack house, but I paused before entering. My hand hovered over the railing, and I found my voice again.

โ€œI didnโ€™t want to do that,โ€ I said softly, more to myself than anyone else.

โ€œBut you needed to,โ€ Damien said again, his tone still gentle. โ€œDonโ€™t forget what they did, Olivia. Donโ€™t let your heart grow weak again.โ€

I frowned at his words but said nothing. Instead, I slowly pulled his arm from my waist. โ€œIโ€™m exhaustedโ€ฆ I need to rest,โ€ I said and began walking up the stairs. Reaching my room, I unlocked the door, stepped in, and went straight to my new cell phone. I opened it and noticed a few missed calls from Gabriel. I thought about calling, but decided to text instead.

โ€œI missed your calls,โ€ I sent.

His response came quickly. โ€œYes. Can we meet? Itโ€™s important. Itโ€™s about your fatherโ€™s case. I have something to show you.โ€

I replied immediately. โ€œYesโ€ฆ letโ€™s meet at the boundary in an hour.โ€

His next message was just as quick. โ€œSureโ€ฆ see you soon.โ€

I stared at the screen long after the conversation ended, my mind racing. My fatherโ€™s case. What had Gabriel found?


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