A heavy silence filled the combat ground. Everyone watched, but I only looked at Lennox. Our eyes met, and I saw the disappointment in his. This fight meant everything to him, and he had just lost.
Unable to bear his gaze, I looked away, my eyes falling on his injured arm. It was gushing blood; the wound was deep and red. I frowned, then glanced at Alpha Damien, whose face remained unreadableโneither pleased nor angry, just blank. He gave a short nod before turning to Lennox.
โI believe you know the deal,โ Damien said calmly. โSince you lostโฆ Olivia gets to slap you. As many times as she wants.โ
I swallowed hard, my heart thudding, looking around. I knew Lennox wouldnโt agree. He was an Alphaโhow could he let me slap him? Disrespect him in front of hundreds of warriors? The news would spread like wildfire through the pack.
โFineโฆ she can do it,โ Lennox said, surprising everyone, including me. My eyes widened. Soft gasps rippled through the crowd as the warriors stared in shock.
I frowned. What was he doing? What was he trying to prove?
โIโm not interested,โ I said.
He stepped toward me, his expression serious. โI want you to do it,โ he insisted. โYou need to.โ
I stared at him, my frown deepening. โYou donโt deserve it.โ
His jaw clenched, but his voice remained steady. โLet yourself feel the pain, Olivia. Let yourself hit me. I deserve every bit of it.โ
I shook my head, stepping back. โI donโt want toโโ
He stepped closer. โYes, you willโฆ because I deserve it.โ
I took a shaky step back. โLennox, I donโt want to do this.โ
โBut I want you to,โ he said, his voice calm, almost heartbreakingly so. โYou need to.โ
I shook my head, feeling the heat rise in my chest. โYou donโt get to decide what I needโโ
โThink of the pain,โ he gently interrupted. โThink of everything Iโve done to you.โ
My lips parted. I stood there, fists clenched, breath trembling. But I still didnโt move.
He stepped closer again, his voice low and rough. โThink of our wedding nightโฆ the pain you endured.โ
The memory struck me like a blade to the heart. Tears stung my eyes. My hands tightened into fists. Yet, I remained unmoved.
โRemember when we accused you of stealing? When we humiliated you in front of the pack?โ
I turned my face away, my chest rising and falling sharply.
โRemember when I struck you without even hearing your side?โ
My hand twitched.
He looked into my eyes. โYou remember, donโt you?โ
Tears slid down my cheeks.
โDonโt make me do this,โ I whispered.
โIโm not making you,โ he replied. โIโm asking you. Begging you. Let me feel some of that pain for once.โ
I closed my eyes. My hand lifted slowly, trembling. Then I dropped it again.
But he stepped closer once more, his voice raw. โHit me, Olivia. For the pain. For the betrayal. For every night you cried alone while we shared a bed with someone who wasnโt you.โ
My fingers curled. Tears flowed freely.
โI hate you,โ I whispered.
โI know.โ
I raised my hand again. And this time, I slapped him.
His head turned from the force, but he didnโt flinch. He didnโt move. He turned back to me, nodding once.
โAgain,โ he said quietly. โFor when we laughed while you suffered.โ
Slap.
โFor when we rejected you publicly.โ
Slap.
โFor every hurtful word we uttered. Every time we treated you like nothing.โ
Slap.
Each strike carried a memory; each memory tore open an old scar. The pain, the rage, the heartbreakโeverything I thought I had buried surged to the surface like fire under my skin.
โRemember the nights you needed us,โ he said softly. โAnd we didnโt show up.โ
Slap.
I lost count of how many times I struck him after that. All I knew was the ache in my arm, the tremble in my bones, the burning in my lungs as I sobbed and hit and sobbed again.
Until finally, I had nothing left to give. My knees shook. My vision blurred. And I just stood there, gasping. Lennoxโs cheek was swollen, red, bloodied. But he stood still, like a man trying to atone for his sins. And where I stood, I didnโt know what to feel. Relief? No. It was far from it.
Suddenly, Damien stepped up beside me. โEven this isnโt enough.โ
I swallowed hard and looked at Lennox. He stood there like a broken man, and no matter how much I wanted to harden my heart, I couldnโt. Not completely.
โLetโs go,โ Alpha Damien said, wrapping his arm around my waist.
I flinched, and my eyes met Lennoxโs again. Thatโs when I noticed the tears brimming in his eyes. My wolf let out a soft whimper, but I quickly looked away and walked out of the combat ground with Damien.
As we walked away, the weight of what had just happened clung to me like a heavy blanket. My heart pounded, not from anger anymore, but from confusion, pain, regret. The moment I slapped Lennox, it hadnโt brought the relief Iโd expected. It hadnโt fixed anything. It hadnโt erased the heartbreak. All it had done was remind me of everything Iโd survived.
Damienโs hand rested firmly around my waist as we exited the training ground. I didnโt resist; I couldnโt. I didnโt have the strength to pull away. My mind raced, and the fire in my chest refused to die down.
โYou did well,โ Damien murmured, his voice calm. โHe needed that. You needed that.โ
I didnโt respond. Because I wasnโt sure if he was right.
I glanced back once, just once, and saw Lennox still standing there. His head was bowed, his shoulders rigid as stone. He hadnโt moved. He hadnโt wiped the blood away. He just stood thereโฆ like he was trapped in a storm of his own making. And for the first time in a long time, I didnโt know if I hated himโฆ or if I hurt for him.
Damien guided me toward the steps of the pack house, but I paused before entering. My hand hovered over the railing, and I found my voice again.
โI didnโt want to do that,โ I said softly, more to myself than anyone else.
โBut you needed to,โ Damien said again, his tone still gentle. โDonโt forget what they did, Olivia. Donโt let your heart grow weak again.โ
I frowned at his words but said nothing. Instead, I slowly pulled his arm from my waist. โIโm exhaustedโฆ I need to rest,โ I said and began walking up the stairs. Reaching my room, I unlocked the door, stepped in, and went straight to my new cell phone. I opened it and noticed a few missed calls from Gabriel. I thought about calling, but decided to text instead.
โI missed your calls,โ I sent.
His response came quickly. โYes. Can we meet? Itโs important. Itโs about your fatherโs case. I have something to show you.โ
I replied immediately. โYesโฆ letโs meet at the boundary in an hour.โ
His next message was just as quick. โSureโฆ see you soon.โ
I stared at the screen long after the conversation ended, my mind racing. My fatherโs case. What had Gabriel found?