The Decision
Leviโs POV
The moment the doctor mentioned termination, something in my chest twisted. None of us said a word. We just stood there, silent, emotionless. My eyes stayed fixed on Anita. She looked so weak on that bed, barely holding on. I didnโt want to be here, but I couldnโt leave either.
Two nurses returned with equipment while a doctor wheeled over a small machine. One nurse gently pulled up Anitaโs dress and applied a clear gel over her stomach. It made a soft squelching sound as she rubbed it in with a gloved hand. Anita didnโt move. She wasnโt conscious, but she looked too tired to react.
โSheโs stable enough for the ultrasound now,โ the doctor said quietly. โWeโll check the babies.โ
Babies. The word made my chest tighten again. These might be our babies. Louis and Lennox stood silently beside me. We were all watching, but none of us said a word.
The nurse pressed the probe against Anitaโs belly, and after a few seconds, black-and-white images flickered on the monitor.
โCome closer,โ the doctor said softly. โYouโll want to see this.โ
At first, we hesitated, exchanging glances. โAlphas? You donโt want to come check?โ the doctor asked again. We looked at each other before stepping forward, slowly.
And then we saw them. Two small shapes, curled up, still developingโbut clearly there. Two tiny, flickering heartbeats on the screen, their lives pulsing with every second.
โThree,โ the doctor confirmed. โTheyโre about three months along.โ
I felt my throat go dry. My hands clenched into fists.
โThey donโt look healthy, but they can survive,โ the doctor continued, eyes focused on the screen. โBut one of themโฆ this one hereโฆโ He pointed to the smaller figure. โThis oneโs a little weaker. The heartbeat is slower. Thatโs the one weโre most concerned about.โ
โWhat are the chances?โ Lennox asked, his voice low, tinged with worry.
The doctor didnโt answer. Instead, the healers stepped forward, placing their hands gently over Anitaโs stomach. They began murmuring softly, their voices rising and falling in a rhythmic chant. The room went still again, heavy with tension.
Then one of the healers, the older woman, looked up and spoke. โAlphas, if you want these pups to surviveโฆ you have to mark her.โ
My brows furrowed. โShe already has our mark,โ I saidโthough deep down, I knew that wasnโt what she meant.
The healer shook her head. โNo. That mark is shallow. You marked her as a concubineโฆ not a mate.โ
Lennox cursed under his breath. Louis looked away.
โAnd that mark,โ she continued, โwas meant to keep your Luna from feeling pain when you laid with this woman. You know that.โ
We knew.
โShe carries your children,โ the healer said, โbut her body is not connected to yours through a mate bond. There is no strength flowing between you. Her womb canโt carry your strong pups.โ
My stomach turned.
โSo what are you saying?โ Louis asked tightly, sounding like he already knew where this conversation was heading.
The healer looked between us. โIf you want to save these pupsโฆ if you want them to liveโฆ all of you must mark her again. As a mate, this time. A true bond. The mate bond will give her strength to carry your pups.โ
There was a long pause. Then, in perfect unison, the three of us spoke. โNo.โ
It was loud. And it was firm.
The healer didnโt argue. She looked as if she had expected this response. She only nodded, slowly.
โThen prepare yourselves,โ she said calmly. โBecause without that bondโฆ the babies may not make it.โ
Silence swallowed the room again. I looked at the screen. Two tiny shapes. One flickering more faintly than the other. And I felt itโthat cruel, quiet fear crawling in again. Not for Anita. But for what we had helped create.
We didnโt want this. We never planned for it. But they were now here. And fate was asking us to choose. Either we mark Anita as our mate, or they die!
โThen we are prepared to let them die,โ Lennox spat, his voice cold, sharp, emotionless.
I swallowed hard and turned to look at him. He wasnโt wrong. It was the right decision. No matter what the healer said, we couldnโt bond with Anitaโnot like that. Not for a pregnancy we couldnโt even be sure was ours. And even if they were our children, even if they carried our bloodโฆ We would never lose Olivia over this.
But stillโฆ I looked back at the screen. At the tiny flickering heartbeats. My jaw clenched, my throat tightening with something I didnโt want to name. Was this what it felt likeโfather instincts? That dull ache in your chest when you see something small and fragile that might belong to you?
I didnโt want it. I didnโt ask for it. But it was there.
โPleaseโฆโ a soft, hoarse voice broke the silence. โPleaseโฆ theyโre yoursโฆโ
We turned to see Anita, barely conscious, but her eyes glistened with tears as she struggled to speak. Her lips trembled, and her fingers reached toward us weakly. โTheyโre yours,โ she said again, her voice cracking. โYou know they areโฆโ
Louis shifted beside me, his jaw tight.
โI can feel them,โ she whispered. โThey react to your voicesโฆ to your energy. In another month, youโll feel it too. Youโll know it. Pleaseโฆ donโt let them dieโฆ donโt be heartlessโฆโ
She began to cry, her face twisting in pain and desperation. โI didnโt plan this either. I didnโt mean for it to happen. But it did. And now theyโre hereโฆ and they deserve a chance to liveโฆโ
Her words made something twist in my gut again. But I looked at Lennox, then Louis. And I knewโwe all knew. That no matter what she said, no matter how bad it felt, we couldnโt do what the healer asked.
โWeโre not marking you,โ Louis said flatly, his tone leaving no room for argument. โThatโs final.โ
Anita sobbed harder, her body trembling.
Lennox turned to the doctor. โAre you going to terminate the pregnancy now?โ
The doctor glanced at the healers, then stepped forward. โNo. Not yet. Thereโs still a chanceโhowever smallโthat the babies might survive without the bond. Her body is weak, but not beyond saving.โ
He looked at us seriously. โWeโll monitor her. Around the clock. If things worsen again, weโll step in. But for now, we hold on and hope.โ
I nodded slowly, even though my heart still felt like it was sinking in my chest. โDo what you can,โ I said quietly.
Without another word, we turned and left the room. We didnโt look back. But as the door shut behind us, I couldnโt shake the image of those two little flickering heartbeats. And no matter how hard I triedโฆ I couldnโt stop wondering if one day weโd regret this. If one day, weโd remember this momentโand realize we had let our own blood die.