Chapter 186
Posted on July 09, 2025 ยท 0 mins read
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The Decision

Leviโ€™s POV

The moment the doctor mentioned termination, something in my chest twisted. None of us said a word. We just stood there, silent, emotionless. My eyes stayed fixed on Anita. She looked so weak on that bed, barely holding on. I didnโ€™t want to be here, but I couldnโ€™t leave either.

Two nurses returned with equipment while a doctor wheeled over a small machine. One nurse gently pulled up Anitaโ€™s dress and applied a clear gel over her stomach. It made a soft squelching sound as she rubbed it in with a gloved hand. Anita didnโ€™t move. She wasnโ€™t conscious, but she looked too tired to react.

โ€œSheโ€™s stable enough for the ultrasound now,โ€ the doctor said quietly. โ€œWeโ€™ll check the babies.โ€

Babies. The word made my chest tighten again. These might be our babies. Louis and Lennox stood silently beside me. We were all watching, but none of us said a word.

The nurse pressed the probe against Anitaโ€™s belly, and after a few seconds, black-and-white images flickered on the monitor.

โ€œCome closer,โ€ the doctor said softly. โ€œYouโ€™ll want to see this.โ€

At first, we hesitated, exchanging glances. โ€œAlphas? You donโ€™t want to come check?โ€ the doctor asked again. We looked at each other before stepping forward, slowly.

And then we saw them. Two small shapes, curled up, still developingโ€”but clearly there. Two tiny, flickering heartbeats on the screen, their lives pulsing with every second.

โ€œThree,โ€ the doctor confirmed. โ€œTheyโ€™re about three months along.โ€

I felt my throat go dry. My hands clenched into fists.

โ€œThey donโ€™t look healthy, but they can survive,โ€ the doctor continued, eyes focused on the screen. โ€œBut one of themโ€ฆ this one hereโ€ฆโ€ He pointed to the smaller figure. โ€œThis oneโ€™s a little weaker. The heartbeat is slower. Thatโ€™s the one weโ€™re most concerned about.โ€

โ€œWhat are the chances?โ€ Lennox asked, his voice low, tinged with worry.

The doctor didnโ€™t answer. Instead, the healers stepped forward, placing their hands gently over Anitaโ€™s stomach. They began murmuring softly, their voices rising and falling in a rhythmic chant. The room went still again, heavy with tension.

Then one of the healers, the older woman, looked up and spoke. โ€œAlphas, if you want these pups to surviveโ€ฆ you have to mark her.โ€

My brows furrowed. โ€œShe already has our mark,โ€ I saidโ€”though deep down, I knew that wasnโ€™t what she meant.

The healer shook her head. โ€œNo. That mark is shallow. You marked her as a concubineโ€ฆ not a mate.โ€

Lennox cursed under his breath. Louis looked away.

โ€œAnd that mark,โ€ she continued, โ€œwas meant to keep your Luna from feeling pain when you laid with this woman. You know that.โ€

We knew.

โ€œShe carries your children,โ€ the healer said, โ€œbut her body is not connected to yours through a mate bond. There is no strength flowing between you. Her womb canโ€™t carry your strong pups.โ€

My stomach turned.

โ€œSo what are you saying?โ€ Louis asked tightly, sounding like he already knew where this conversation was heading.

The healer looked between us. โ€œIf you want to save these pupsโ€ฆ if you want them to liveโ€ฆ all of you must mark her again. As a mate, this time. A true bond. The mate bond will give her strength to carry your pups.โ€

There was a long pause. Then, in perfect unison, the three of us spoke. โ€œNo.โ€

It was loud. And it was firm.

The healer didnโ€™t argue. She looked as if she had expected this response. She only nodded, slowly.

โ€œThen prepare yourselves,โ€ she said calmly. โ€œBecause without that bondโ€ฆ the babies may not make it.โ€

Silence swallowed the room again. I looked at the screen. Two tiny shapes. One flickering more faintly than the other. And I felt itโ€”that cruel, quiet fear crawling in again. Not for Anita. But for what we had helped create.

We didnโ€™t want this. We never planned for it. But they were now here. And fate was asking us to choose. Either we mark Anita as our mate, or they die!

โ€œThen we are prepared to let them die,โ€ Lennox spat, his voice cold, sharp, emotionless.

I swallowed hard and turned to look at him. He wasnโ€™t wrong. It was the right decision. No matter what the healer said, we couldnโ€™t bond with Anitaโ€”not like that. Not for a pregnancy we couldnโ€™t even be sure was ours. And even if they were our children, even if they carried our bloodโ€ฆ We would never lose Olivia over this.

But stillโ€ฆ I looked back at the screen. At the tiny flickering heartbeats. My jaw clenched, my throat tightening with something I didnโ€™t want to name. Was this what it felt likeโ€”father instincts? That dull ache in your chest when you see something small and fragile that might belong to you?

I didnโ€™t want it. I didnโ€™t ask for it. But it was there.

โ€œPleaseโ€ฆโ€ a soft, hoarse voice broke the silence. โ€œPleaseโ€ฆ theyโ€™re yoursโ€ฆโ€

We turned to see Anita, barely conscious, but her eyes glistened with tears as she struggled to speak. Her lips trembled, and her fingers reached toward us weakly. โ€œTheyโ€™re yours,โ€ she said again, her voice cracking. โ€œYou know they areโ€ฆโ€

Louis shifted beside me, his jaw tight.

โ€œI can feel them,โ€ she whispered. โ€œThey react to your voicesโ€ฆ to your energy. In another month, youโ€™ll feel it too. Youโ€™ll know it. Pleaseโ€ฆ donโ€™t let them dieโ€ฆ donโ€™t be heartlessโ€ฆโ€

She began to cry, her face twisting in pain and desperation. โ€œI didnโ€™t plan this either. I didnโ€™t mean for it to happen. But it did. And now theyโ€™re hereโ€ฆ and they deserve a chance to liveโ€ฆโ€

Her words made something twist in my gut again. But I looked at Lennox, then Louis. And I knewโ€”we all knew. That no matter what she said, no matter how bad it felt, we couldnโ€™t do what the healer asked.

โ€œWeโ€™re not marking you,โ€ Louis said flatly, his tone leaving no room for argument. โ€œThatโ€™s final.โ€

Anita sobbed harder, her body trembling.

Lennox turned to the doctor. โ€œAre you going to terminate the pregnancy now?โ€

The doctor glanced at the healers, then stepped forward. โ€œNo. Not yet. Thereโ€™s still a chanceโ€”however smallโ€”that the babies might survive without the bond. Her body is weak, but not beyond saving.โ€

He looked at us seriously. โ€œWeโ€™ll monitor her. Around the clock. If things worsen again, weโ€™ll step in. But for now, we hold on and hope.โ€

I nodded slowly, even though my heart still felt like it was sinking in my chest. โ€œDo what you can,โ€ I said quietly.

Without another word, we turned and left the room. We didnโ€™t look back. But as the door shut behind us, I couldnโ€™t shake the image of those two little flickering heartbeats. And no matter how hard I triedโ€ฆ I couldnโ€™t stop wondering if one day weโ€™d regret this. If one day, weโ€™d remember this momentโ€”and realize we had let our own blood die.


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