320 Stubborn
320 Stubborn
I tried to push the door open, but it was locked. I swallowed and reached for him through the mind link. โLennoxโฆ please open up,โ I pleaded.
When I stepped into the kitchen, the staff froze, surprise flashing in their eyes. They hadnโt expected to see me in the pack house, much less in the kitchen. Without a word, I tied an apron around my waist and began pulling out ingredients.
Of course, I knew heโd recover from his injuries. That wasnโt what worried me. What about the hurt Iโd caused with my words? What about the way Iโd looked at him?
Wiping my hands on the apron, I lifted the first two trays and carried them out to the sitting room where Levi and Louis still sat.
Louis exchanged a quick glance with Levi, but neither of them tried to stop me.
โHeโs gonna be okay,โ Levi said gently.
Finally, Louis shook his head. โGive him a few moments alone.โ
I sank to the floor just outside his door, setting the tray beside me. โIโll be here,โ I told him softly, through the mind link. โWhen youโre ready to open the doorโฆ Iโll be here.โ
By the time I was done, three trays sat on the counterโone for Lennox, one for Levi, and one for Louis. I arranged them neatly, adding the little touches I knew they loved: extra gravy for Levi, a sprinkle of herbs for Louis, and Lennoxโs favorite hot sauce on the side.
โLennoxโฆ please,โ I tried again through the mind link, my voice barely above a whisper in my own head.
Among the three, Lennox was the most stubbornโstone-willed and impossible to move when heโd made up his mind. He could shut the world out for days if he wanted to, and I knew I was asking him to open a door that was more than just wood and metal.
That day, Iโd stood right here, nervously serving them the meal Iโd made from scratch. The moment they took the first bite, their faces lit up like Iโd just given them the greatest gift in the world. Theyโd eaten like it was the most delicious thing theyโd ever tasted, and between mouthfuls, they kept showering me with praise.
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โYouโฆ cooked this?โ Levi asked, his brows lifting.
Frustration and desperation tangled inside me. My hands tightened around the tray until my knuckles ached. โYou can remain angry at me if you want. You can ignore me forever. But youโre not going to starve because youโre too stubborn to see me.โ
The memory made me smile faintly as I stirred the pot. I couldnโt just make Lennoxโs favorite. If I was going to mend the cracks between us, I wanted Levi and Louis to feel it too.
I closed my eyes. This was Lennoxโstrong-headed, proud, the one who never bent until he was ready. I could beg all night, and it still might not matter.
I frowned. โI canโt wait. I canโt let him remain angry and hurt. I have to fix this.โ Neither of them stopped me as I turned and walked away.
I took a breath, tightening my grip on the tray, and knocked softly.
I gave a small nod. โYes. For both of you. Butโฆโ My gaze shifted toward the hall. โIโm going to take Lennoxโs to him now.โ
Louis sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. โRushing in right now might make it worse. Sometimes space is better-โ
But I wasnโt leaving.
Oliviaโs POV
I knew he heard me; I felt the deep inhale he took, but there was still no response.
I remembered laughing as they fought over the last piece, promisingโno, swearingโthat I would cook for them until we all grew up. I didnโt realize then how much that promise meant to themโฆ or to me. The way theyโd looked at me that dayโit was like Iโd just promised to be by their side forever.
They both looked up in surprise as I set the plates down in front of them.
โLennox,โ I whispered again, pressing my forehead to the door. โI made your favorite. You donโt even have to talk to me. Justโฆ eat. Please.โ
โNot for me,โ I cut him off firmly. โIโm going to the kitchen to cook for him. Itโll be my apology.โ
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So, I reached for more ingredients, deciding to make Leviโs favorite dish and Louisโs as well. Maybe if they could taste a piece of the past, theyโd remember what we used to beโฆ before everything got so complicated.
He didnโt answer. I could sense he already knew it was me at the door, and he didnโt want me in.
No footsteps. No sound of the lock turning. Just stillness.
Then I followed the pull of his scentโstrong, familiar, and achingly comfortingโdown the hallway. Every step brought me closer until I was standing at the door to his room. If words had failed me, maybe Lennoxโs favorite meal could speak for me.
Silence.
Silence.
Another deep inhale from himโaudible this time, like he was trying to keep himself from reacting. But still, no response.
I swallowed hard. โCan I go to him?โ I asked quietly, my gaze darting between Levi and Louis, searching their conflicted expressions for any sign of approval.
An awkward silence settled in the air, thick and heavy. Neither Levi nor Louis spoke, but they didnโt need toโone look at them told me all three of them were disappointed in me. The weight of that truth sat like a stone in my chest, and I felt utterly miserable. I turned back toward the kitchen, my heart pounding a little harder now. His tray was waiting, still steaming. I balanced it carefully in my hands and inhaled deeply.
The smell of ingredients began to fill the air as I moved around the kitchen, my hands working on instinct. It had been yearsโyearsโsince Iโd cooked for them. The last time, we were barely more than teens. I could still picture it clearlyโฆ
My chest tightened. I could feel him on the other sideโhis presence heavy, steady, but locked down like a fortress. His emotions were there too, faint threads of hurt and anger that he kept wound tight, refusing to let me near them.
I glanced in Leviโs direction. When our eyes met, he offered me a faint, comforting smileโone that didnโt quite reach his eyesโbut still, it was something.