I was awakened by the alarm on my bedside table. Groaning softly, I forced myself out of bed, said my morning prayers, but then lay back, staring at the ceiling as the memories of yesterday crept into my mind. The feeling of his touch, his moans, the intense sensation of his mouth on myโthey all flooded back, and I frowned, closing my eyes.
โCome on, Oliviaโฆ forget about it. What you should be thinking about is the one request to give him,โ I muttered to myself, opening my eyes. I have to think. I have to think of that one request. What could I actually ask of him? I have so many things to request, but I really need to think about the most important ones.
All through the morning, I lay in bed lost in thought, and from time to time, memories of last night would replay in my head, but I ignored them.
Suddenly, a knock sounded on my door. I knew it wasnโt Nora and Lolita because I had asked them not to disturb me. Then I caught his scent and realized it was Lennox. My frown deepened as I wondered why he was there.
Lennox kept knocking, and I was forced to leave my bed. I dragged my feet to the door, still groggy, still half-lost in my thoughts. My fingers curled around the knob, and I pulled it open slowly.
Lennox stood thereโarms folded, eyes scanning me from head to toe as if inspecting a crime scene. His brows were furrowed, and his usual calm was absent.
โWhy havenโt you left your room all morning?โ he asked, his voice sharp but filled with worry.
I blinked, trying to find the words, but before I could speak, his eyes suddenly dropped to my neckโand froze. His expression twisted. In one swift movement, he stepped forward, his hand shooting out to grab my arm, pulling me in and slamming the door shut behind him.
โWhat the hell is that?โ he snapped, his hand reaching up and grazing my neckโnot gently. โLennoxโโ
โDonโt โLennoxโ me!โ he barked, backing me into the room until I stumbled against the foot of the bed. His eyes blazed. โWhy the hell are there hickeys on your neck?!โ
My heart jumped in my chest, panic clawing at my throat. I hadnโt even noticedโIโd been too lost in everything else. I tried to pull away from his intense gaze, but he wouldnโt let up.
I turned abruptly and walked straight to the mirror. My breath caught. A deep red-purple mark just under the curve of my jaw, then another near my collarboneโhalf-hidden by the neckline of my sleepwear. My fingers rose slowly, brushing over them. He left marks. Damn him!
But instead of feeling angry, my cheeks flushed with heatโnot just from embarrassment but from the memory of Louisโs lips trailing down my skin, the way his mouth had worshipped me. Lennoxโs reflection loomed behind me in the mirror.
โI asked you a question,โ he growled.
โI donโt owe you an explanation,โ I said firmly, though my voice wasnโt as strong as I wanted it to be. โWhat I do is none of your business.โ
โDonโt give me that shit, Oliviaโฆ who touched you last night? Who gave you such hickeys? Was it any of my brothers?โ he asked, angrily but also with jealousy.
I turned around slowly to face him, holding his stare. โWhat makes you think I will allow you or your brothers to touch me?โ
Lennox looked like he was about to explode. In a blink of an eye, he rushed to me and grabbed me by the arms. His grip was tight, almost bruising, and his face was inches from mineโhis jaw clenched, nostrils flaring. His rage was thick, his jealousy practically pulsing off him.
โIf itโs not me, Levi, or Louis,โ he seethed, โthen who touched you? Who gave you those damn hickeys?! Who dared lay their hands on what doesnโt belong to them?โ
That got me even more annoyed. The way he said it. What doesnโt belong to them? I wasnโt a damn object. And I wasnโt going to let him get away with pretending he cared while he and his brothers paraded their little concubine around like a trophy.
I forced myself to relax in his grip and gave him the sweetest, most infuriating smile I could muster. โOh, Lennoxโฆ donโt be so worked up.โ
He blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in my tone.
โYou know,โ I said slowly, deliberately, โsince your precious werewolf laws permit Alpha males to have concubinesโlike your lovely AnitaโI figured it was only fair I enjoy the same privilege as your Luna.โ
His face twitched. โWhat the hell are you saying?โ
I leaned in, letting my breath fan against his cheek. โIโm sayingโฆ I havenโt chosen a man to pleasure me yetโbut after last night? Iโm very, very tempted.โ
He yanked me back, eyes wild. โWhat man?!โ
โOh,โ I whispered, tilting my head to expose the mark just enough to taunt him, โhe was strong, taller than you. Rough hands, but he knew exactly what he was doing. His tongue?โ I let out a fake, breathy sigh. โLetโs just sayโฆ I screamed a little.โ
Lennoxโs pupils dilated, and his hold on me tightened.
โStop lying,โ he growled, his voice trembling with anger. โYouโre lying. Youโre just trying to piss me off.โ
โAm I?โ I said with mock innocence. โWhy would I lie? After allโฆ you and your brothers made it very clear you didnโt want me.โ
His hand twitched. โBut someone else did. Someone else made me feel wantedโฆ needed. Tasted me like I was the only thing he ever craved.โ I smiled again. โAnd you know what the best part is?โ
He didnโt answerโjust stared, trembling with rage. I leaned forward, lips nearly touching his ear. โHe wasnโt afraid to leave marks.โ
And with that, I yanked my arm free and stepped back. โNow, if youโll excuse me,โ I added, walking toward the bed, โI have better things to do than entertain the jealousy of men who donโt even want me.โ
I could feel his gaze burning into my back, shaking with the weight of everything Iโd just said. And gods, it felt good to lie. Even if my heart whispered a different name in the silence. Even if all I could really remember was Louisโs mouth, Louisโs fingers, and the way he made me feel like I mattered.
โI will be back, you just wait,โ Lennox spat before storming out of my room.