โEveryone else thinks you messed up. But really, look at how youโve been living these past few years. Did you ever eat on time? Weโd all be heading to bed, and youโd still be buried in work.
โIโve never seen a college student push themselves like that. Itโs like you werenโt just studying for yourselfโbut carrying the load for Aiden and the other four.
โI donโt even know what you were thinking, letting them treat you like that for so long. If it were me, I wouldโve bailed way before that.โ
Allison had always been straightforward. She used to say stuff like this to Josie all the time, but Josie never listened. Back then, she just thought Allison was being nosy.
Eventually, Allison gave up on trying, and that was how Josie ended up all alone.
Josie only started talking to them again after the time reset. She reached out to them before heading to the hospital, asking them to help pass a message to Aiden and the others. Later, she texted Adeline.
Then she quit Davidโs team, and Adeline started caring about her again.
Now that Josie thought about it, she understood that even when they werenโt on speaking terms, her friends never truly stopped caring. The moment something happened, they were the first ones to worry about her.
Josieโs eyes turned a little red. โIโm sorry. I was wrong back then. I thought getting into Professor Lawsonโs team was such a big deal. I didnโt want to disappoint them, so I tried so hard to please them.
โBut now I realizeโI didnโt have a mind of my own for years. I was just a tool for them. I did whatever they told me.
โI lost myself, lost my friends, lost the things I used to dream about. So today, I want you guys to see me let go of that old version of me.
โIโm done letting people push me around. I wonโt ignore my friends anymore. I want to chase after the dreams I used to have and finally be honest and brave.โ
โGood,โ Allison said, pulling out a lighter. โWeโll help you. Just donโt forget about us again because of some other nonsense.โ
Josie took the lighter. โI wonโt, I promise. If I break that promise, you can all pretend you donโt know me.โ
โPretend? Please,โ Adeline said, giving Josie a little tap on the head. โYouโd better be ready for us to beat some sense into you.โ
Allison and Zoey nodded. โYeah. And if you ditch our dorm activities again, we wonโt go easy on you.โ
They all burst out laughing. In the middle of the laughter, Josie lit the diary on fire, and then came the giftsโeach one thrown into the fire like it meant nothing now.
By the time everything had turned to ashes, her shattered heart felt like it was finally starting to heal. She felt like herself again.
Vincent came back to the lab with the snacks, looking pretty down. Before he even got to the door, he ran into Natalie.
When Natalie saw the snacks in his hand, her heart sank. Josie hadnโt even taken them. That probably meant she wasnโt going to help Vincent either.
โVincent, is Josie still mad at everyone?โ Natalie asked, sounding upset. โItโs all my fault. Sheโs acting cold to everyone because of me.โ
Vincent agreed. He thought Josie was being pretty cold and harsh. Heโd only asked her for a small favor, and she shot him down without even giving it a second thought.
He clenched his jaw. โItโs not your fault. We just didnโt see her for who she really was. Turns out sheโs pretty ungrateful. After everything we did for her, she turned on us like it was nothing.โ
Natalie gave a bitter laugh. She felt even more sure nowโJosie only got where she was because Aiden and the other four had helped her. And Natalie had made up her mindโshe was going to destroy Josieโs reputation.