Chapter 101
Time seemed to stand still. It wasnโt exactly a mess, but things were definitely awkward, especially now that Jared knew Nathan and I had been talking in private.
โMr. Holcomb, Mrs. Holcomb, havenโt you started eating yet?โ Nathanโs eyes brushed over my face before he turned to Jared with a smile.
โWeโre just about to have dinner upstairs. Want to join us?โ Jared asked politely.
Nathanโs smile suddenly grew a little deeper, though I wasnโt sure what set him off. โNot really a good time for me. Maybe next time, when itโs more convenient,โ he replied.
Jaredโs lips pressed into a thin line, and his face no longer looked as pleasant as before.
I didnโt say a word, but without meaning to, my gaze kept drifting toward Nathan.
With his glasses on, he had this refined and handsome look, like a leopard hiding in the shadows, exuding a mysterious and dangerous aura.
Then I glanced at Jared again. He was dressed all prim and proper, but his vibe was more like a refined rogue than a true gentleman.
โAlright, weโll head up then,โ Jared said as he reached out and pulled me firmly into his arms, holding me close to his side.
That sudden show of gentleness made my heart skip a beat.
This was honestly kind of funny. โIs Jared actually getting possessive over me now?โ I wondered. โCould he really be starting to care about me, just like Melissa said? Or am I just overthinking it?
โIf he really splits his heart and gives part of it to me, what about Tracy? Sheโs a rich girl. She wants all of Jared, heart and soul. But why should I even care? Itโs Jaredโs business if he loves her, not mine.โ
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Nathan still standing by the staircase, as if his gaze was drifting in our direction.
Jared held me close as we climbed the first step, but as we turned toward the second, he suddenly pressed me up against the wall.
Before I could react, one hand cradled my head while the other was planted firmly on the wall by my shoulder, and he lowered his head to claim my lips.
I never expected Jared to be so wild. In my previous life, Iโd never seen this side of him, but here he was, as if he were staking his claim on me.
I didnโt pull away. Jared got what he wanted, and as I cracked my eyes open, under the warm glow of the lights, I caught a glimpse of Nathanโs shadow slipping past the staircase.
He had quietly followed us up a few steps, but when he saw what was happening, he quietly retreated.
Jared didnโt kiss me for long, but the air between us was thick with intimacy. For the first time, I could almost hear his heart pounding like a drum. His breath was hot and a little ragged, and I even caught his ears turning red.
Jared was never the kind of guy to lose control like that. If he did, it had to mean he was going against everything he usually was. He must have felt awkward and a little ashamed, too.
He didnโt say a word. He just gave my cheek a gentle squeeze before turning and heading upstairs.
Maybe I should learn to want it all, too.โ
Upstairs at dinner, I could barely taste a thing. Jared acted totally normal in front of his friends, like nothing had happened. It was just a regular meal. They just talked about work, not women, maybe because I was there.
After dinner, Jared took me straight home. Heโd had a few drinks, so he leaned back in the passenger seat while I took the wheel.
As we pulled out, the Maybach parked nearby suddenly roared to life. I snuck a glance at Jared, wondering if heโd noticed.
My heart skipped a beat as I checked the rearview mirror. The car sat quietly with its headlights on, and I could just barely make out the shadowy figure in the driverโs seat.