I knew the difference between being handed a fish and being taught to fish. The reality was, a housewife relying solely on her own skills might survive, but sheโd never thrive, not without connections.
I was well aware of Jaredโs capabilities: his education, his experience, his vast network. Riding his coattails could set me up for life in just a few years.
Sure, divorce would get me a payout, but there was a world of difference between taking a settlement and earning it yourself. I was still young. Was I really going to just coast on alimony?
No. I remembered all too well the suffocating emptiness of idle days. A week was tolerable. A year, unbearable. But decades? Unthinkable.
Humans are social creatures. We need purpose, validation. I wouldnโtโcouldnโtโjust fade into obscurity.
โIf that day comes,โ I said, meeting Jaredโs eyes with a calculated smile, โyou can name your price.โ For the first time, I was negotiating with him, not as his wife, but as an equal.
Jared clearly didnโt like my tone. His face went rigid, his voice tight. โFine. But promise me you wonโt neglect Yvonne because of whateverโs going on with us.โ
โYouโre misunderstanding me,โ I said evenly. โIโm not neglecting her. I justโฆโ The cruel truth lodged in my throat.
Really, though, if I were truly strong, would I even need to say it out loud? The fact that I hesitated proved I still had weaknesses to shed.
โJust what?โ Jared pressed, a fatherโs protective instinct flaring. โWhat has Yvonne done to disappoint you?โ
I looked down. How could I explain that in my previous life, our daughter had betrayed me in ways that still cut deep? Heโd think I was unhinged, paranoid. No. I had to handle this like a rational adult and sever the ties cleanly.
โItโs not her. Iโve just realized Iโm failing as a parent. Maybe Iโveโฆ run out of love to give.โ The sigh escaped before I could stop it.
โThatโs not what you said when she was born. You swore youโd love her unconditionally, no matter what.โ His stare bore into me, disappointment thick in his voice.
โPeople change, Jared. She clearly prefers you anyway. Take over her upbringing. Studies show CEO fathers raise more resilient kids. Mothers coddle. Surely you want her to be a fighter?โ The corporate jargon rolled off my tongue effortlesslyโpsychological warfare, executive edition.
Jared studied me like a chess opponent before nodding. โIโll make time. But you donโt get to check out completely. Unlessโฆ youโre done with her.โ
My breath hitched. Exactly what I wantโif only I could make the cut clean.
When I stayed silent, his jaw twitched. โWhat about me? Are you done with me, too?โ He turned on his heel and strode away.
I watched his retreating back until Tracy materialized with her entourage of VPs. Their group merged seamlessly, and a corporate glanced back. No words, just a smirk that screamed checkmate.
Leaning forward in the lounge chair, I rested my chin on steepled fingers and coldly observed their exit.
Midway to the airport, Nathanโs text lit up my screen: [Where are you?]
[Headed to the airport. Going back to Hachester.]
[Jaredโs still in Showtown. Why solo flight?]
I didnโt explain, just replied: [Business.]
Three dots bounced before his next message: [Dinner tonight?]