Chapter 19
My morning dance class left me drenched and pleasantly loose-limbed. Come noon, I called Sally to ask whether Yvonne was coming home.
โYvonneโs at the amusement park with Tracy,โ Sally informed me. โYou should give Tracy a call.โ
Tracy had become like a second mother to Yvonneโgenuinely devoted and always making time for her. Not that I hadnโt been that mother once. There was a time when my world revolved around parent-teacher conferences and bedtime stories too.
I didnโt call Tracy. If my daughter smiled more with her, who was I to interfere?
I was about to eat alone when my phone buzzed with an unknown number.
โHello. Is that Victoria Murphy?โ The male voice on the line was warm and unfamiliar.
โSpeaking,โ I answered automatically before catching myself. โMay I ask whoโs calling?โ
โIโm the student you sponsored years ago.โ The earnestness in his voice prickled my skin. โI was hoping we might have lunch today.โ
The pause stretched too long. Iโd never wanted gratitude, and now wasnโt the time to revisit the pastโnot when I had my own reasons to keep my distance. In my previous life, Iโd seen enough online stories about scholarship recipients turning on their benefactors to last a lifetime.
โItโs just lunch,โ he said, lowering his voice when he caught my hesitation. โNo strings attached.โ
โIโm married,โ I said quickly. โMeeting men aloneโฆ it wouldnโt look right.โ
โBring a friend then,โ he offered.
Though I could hear the genuine gratitude in his voice, I calmly refused. โMeeting isnโt necessary. The best repayment is you succeeding,โ I said, and hung up before he could argue.
I enjoyed a peaceful lunch by myself. At three in the afternoon, Jared called. โYvonne fell. Her legโs hurt. Meet us at the hospital,โ he said, his voice tight.
โHow?โ My stomach dropped.
โShe tripped.โ As soon as he finished, the hospital location appeared on my screen.
As Yvonneโs mother, I knew she needed me there.
When I arrived at the hospital, Yvonne was curled against Jared, quietly crying with her leg bandaged. Tracy sat nearby, her face filled with guilt.
As I entered, Yvonne immediately reached for me, her small voice breaking. โMom, hold me.โ
I sat on the edge of the hospital bed and cradled her close.
โIโm so sorry,โ Tracy said, her voice thick with remorse. โI should have been watching her more closely when she fell.โ
Jared spoke up to comfort her. โWe all know how Yvonne is, always climbing where she shouldnโt. This wasnโt your fault.โ
Tracyโs eyes grew red as silent tears fell.
Yvonne must have cried herself to exhaustion. She fell asleep in my arms within moments.
Jared watched me carefully, clearly worried Iโd blame Tracy. โVictoria,โ he said quickly, โTracy was just trying to help with Yvonne. Donโt be hard on her.โ
I nearly laughed at his protectiveness. Did he really think Iโd play the jealous shrew?
โIโm so sorry, Mrs. Holcomb.โ Tracyโs voice trembled with tears.
They both held their breath, waiting for my reaction. In my previous life, when Yvonne was my entire world, I would have torn Tracy apart for letting Yvonne get hurt. Now I barely had the energy to care.
I smoothed Yvonneโs tousled hair and then turned to Tracy. โThank you for watching her. Sheโs a handful even for me.โ
Their stunned silence was almost comical.
Tracy looked almost disappointed when I didnโt give her the dramatic scene she wanted. Sheโd perfected her act in my previous lifeโplaying the fragile victim while needling me into outbursts that only made Jared despise me more.
โMrs. Holcomb, this was entirely my fault,โ Tracy said with theatrical remorse, tears streaming as she made a deep, exaggerated bow.
I caught her shoulders mid-bow, forcing her upright. When she snapped her head up, I saw the frustrated realization in her eyesโher performance had failed.
โJared,โ I said, looking up calmly, โwhy donโt you take Tracy home now? Iโll stay with Yvonne.โ
My reasonable tone and unexpected kindness toward Tracy clearly caught Jared off guard. He shifted uncomfortably.
โTracy, you should go now,โ Jared said. Whether out of guilt or self-reproach, he sent her away but stayed behind himself.
Tracy had no choice but to leave, though not without one last resentful look in my direction.
Settling back against the raised hospital bed, I closed my eyes, our daughter secure in my arms.
โHere, let me take her,โ Jared offered suddenly. โYou should rest.โ
I opened my eyes to find Jared leaning in to carefully transfer our sleeping child from my embrace. As he drew close, I saw the moment he caught my scentโsomething subtle and floralโand how his gaze darkened in response.
Iโd switched perfumes and opted for a deliberately provocative outfitโa sheer white blouse over a black lace camisole that accentuated every curve. As Jared reached for our daughter, his arm grazed my chest, and I watched his muscles tense instantly.
I stretched languidly before moving to the couch, leaving the bed behind.
โDonโt you want to know how badly sheโs hurt?โ Jaredโs voice cut through the quiet.
โSheโll live,โ I murmured, not bothering to open my eyes.
โSince when do you not care about our daughter?โ The accusation hung between us.
โI care,โ I said to the ceiling. โJust tell Tracy to watch her more closely. Maybe this will teach Yvonne some caution. Actually, this is a good thing.โ
โTracy isโฆ very responsible,โ Jared said suddenly. โShe genuinely cares for Yvonne.โ
I hid a bitter smile. Tracy only cared for Yvonne as an afterthoughtโanother way to please Jared.
โTracyโs quite the perfect assistant,โ I said, keeping my tone carefully balanced between jest and sincerity. โShe battles alongside you at work and mothers our daughter at home. Really, you should give her a raiseโsomeone that indispensable deserves it.โ
Jared went quiet. I couldnโt tell if Iโd touched a nerve, but he clearly had no intention of continuing the conversation.
After several minutes of silence, Jared abruptly changed the subject. โVictoria, Iโll recommend you take over hotel operations at next monthโs board meeting. Start at the office tomorrowโIโll arrange the handover.โ