Chapter 224
I remembered Jared promising my parents he wouldnโt see Tracy again. At that thought, I smacked my forehead. I canโt believe I forgot to hit record when I was eavesdropping earlier.
If Iโd recorded that conversation, I couldโve used it as hard evidence that Jared and Tracy were still hooking up. I needed to get my act together. Just because Tracyโs baby wasnโt Jaredโs didnโt mean they hadnโt been sleeping together.
Saturday rolled around, but I was still buried in work. Some of the office staff came in for overtime. Ryan couldโve taken the day off since he was just an intern, but he showed up bright and early anyway.
โMs. Murphy, did you have breakfast?โ Ryan asked, placing a pastry bag on the corner of my desk. โI brought some bread.โ
The milky scent hit me, and I glanced at the bag. โWhere did you get these? They smell incredible.โ
Ryanโs voice dropped to a whisper. โIโฆ I made them myself.โ
I looked at him in surprise. Yvonne was a ridiculously picky eater. Iโd taught myself to bake a few things for her, but I could never pull off anything this good.
โNo way. Youโre what, barely twenty? And you can bake like this?โ I shook my head in amazement.
Ryan blushed a little, but he looked pleased. โGo ahead, try it. Let me know what you think.โ
I picked one out and took a bite. It was fluffy and light, perfectly sweet. โThis is amazing,โ I told him with a nod.
A proud smile spread across Ryanโs face. Right then, someone called him over to help move stuff around the hotel.
Jared showed up at my office around noon. After our huge fight yesterday, I assumed things between us were at rock bottom.
He pushed the door open, looking depressed. And I honestly didnโt think heโd even try to speak to me. He glanced at the pastries on my desk. โLetโs go out for lunch, shall we?โ he said.
โNo thanks,โ I said, my voice flat. โIโve got these. Iโm good.โ It was so weird. Jared had been finding all sorts of excuses to take me out to eat lately, more than he had in years of our actual marriage.
โYou canโt just eat that. Thatโs not a real meal,โ he argued, frowning at me.
I let out a dry laugh. โThanks for caring, but Iโm watching my weight. This works.โ
The fact that I wouldnโt even eat with him made his face twist with anger. โWeโre not divorced yet,โ he said, his voice bitter. โAll these yearsโฆ Doesnโt that mean anything to you?โ He wanted me to think I was the heartless one.
โI just donโt want to eat. Why are you pushing it?โ I said calmly, looking him straight in the eye.
โYouโre just trying to get to me,โ Jared said. His eyes were bloodshot. He hadnโt gotten much sleep.
โGlad you noticed. No point in saying it out loud,โ I said, turning my attention back to my computer.
Jared didnโt leave in a huff like I expected. He pulled up a chair and sat down next to me. A few minutes later, he was fast asleep.
I couldnโt believe it. Jared was a total neat freak and ridiculously picky about where he slept. Iโd never seen him just crash in some random chair like this.
I frowned, watching him. Jared had been acting weird lately. It was almost like me asking for a divorce had somehow made him fall for me all over again. I wasnโt buying it. This was pure ego. He couldnโt stand losing control.
I made a bunch of noise on purpose, but he didnโt even twitch. He was still dead to the world.
I could see some staff peeking through the glass walls of the office, whispering to each other. To them, we were still the happy coupleโan illusion I had worked so hard to build.
Suddenly, Jaredโs head jerked from side to side, and he let out a low, painful groan. I glanced over at him. His face was tense. Even though the AC was blasting, sweat was beading on his forehead. I ignored him and kept working.