I always figured Nathan would live in a mansion. Once a guy made it big, he usually wanted something flashy to show off his success.
But Nathan actually lived in an upscale neighborhood not far from his company. Heโd gotten an apartment on the third floor.
I parked in his underground garage and took the private elevator straight up to his place. At the entrance, there was this mechanical model holding an endless ring. I had no clue what it was supposed to mean.
Nathan looked kind of nervous. His face was red.
He wasnโt as chilly as usual. When he opened the shoe cabinet, he looked a bit annoyed and mumbled, โOnly my shoes in here. Uh, you can just keep yours on if you want.โ
I glanced down at my high heels and said, โYeah, thatโs fine.โ
Nathan flipped on the living room lights. The place was almost empty, nothing but the essentials, no extra touches anywhere. It didnโt even have that lived-in, homey vibe.
Nathan noticed my surprised look and explained, โIโm at the office most of the time, so I havenโt really decorated much.โ
I got it. Guys just arenโt as detail-oriented or emotionally expressive as women, especially when it comes to their homes.
If this were a womanโs place, thereโd probably be a few pots of flowers on the balcony, some cute, cozy furniture, and even the walls would be painted in warm colors.
It felt like I was dropping by unannounced, and everything about Nathan was laid bare in front of me. He seemed a bit flustered, but his eyes were sincere when he looked at me.
โIโll make you some coffee,โ Nathan said after a moment, finally remembering to play host.
โNo need. I should probably head out soon,โ I replied.
โYou sure you donโt want to stay a little longer?โ Nathan looked a bit disappointed. โHaving a cup of coffee wonโt take long at all.โ
โAlright,โ I said, glancing at the wall to his left. There was a black-and-white cabinet with no doors, filled with rows of neatly arranged books, the only thing that really stood out in the room.
Nathan looked a little happy and headed to the kitchen to make the coffee. I didnโt wander around; I just picked up a book and glanced at it.
As I held the book, my eyes wandered past the pages, and I found myself reminiscing about those early days with Jared.
When Jared first brought me to his place, it was a lot like Nathanโs, a space that was all his, just for a man.
I remembered how I walked in and started exploring every corner, already picturing myself as the woman of the house. I even went through his closet, telling him what clothes looked best on him.
Iโd said Iโd pick out his outfits every day so heโd always look sharp when he left the house.
I put all my needs out there way too soon. After that, I kept playing as a mom, a wife, and a girlfriend, switching back and forth until I was totally exhausted.
Honestly, what really attracts a man is when one doesnโt overstep, when one leaves a little mystery and doesnโt fill in every blank in the manโs life or feelings.
Nathan set a cup of coffee on the coffee table and walked over to me. โWhat are you reading?โ he asked.
His sudden approach pulled me back to reality, but since Iโd been standing in the same spot for too long, my legs had gone numb, and I wobbled a bit to the side.
โYou okay?โ Nathan asked, steadying me with one arm. He chuckled. โWhy donโt you sit down and read?โ
I quickly put the book back and smiled. โThese books are way too advanced for me, I donโt get it.โ
Nathan burst out laughing when he saw I was holding a programming book. โOf course, you wouldnโt get this one.โ
I noticed what book I was holding, and my cheeks flushed with embarrassment. I worried heโd think I was so flustered that Iโd picked up the wrong book by accident.
Nathan misunderstood, just like I thought he would. He glanced down at me, his eyes twinkling with amusement. โFeeling nervous? Itโs fine, come have some coffee.โ
So, Nathan really thought I was his prey. But the best hunters always pretend to be prey for a while, just to throw the other side off. Since heโd gotten it all wrong, I might as well let him keep thinking that way.
โDo you live alone?โ I asked, just making conversation.