Jared had a point. With my newfound perspective, parenting no longer felt like a suffocating trap, so I didnโt outright reject the idea.
โIโll teach her when I have time,โ I conceded. Yvonneโs progress was the real reason for my shift. Had she remained the spoiled, disrespectful child from my previous life, I wouldโve walked away without a second thought. But now, she was improving daily, reaching out to me willingly. I could meet her halfway, though my heart, once broken, remained guarded. No matter how much I played the part of a mother, I couldnโt love her as recklessly as before.
Jared smiled. โThank you.โ
I lowered my head to eat, ending the conversation there.
Jared didnโt eat much. His assistant, ever perceptive, brought him a glass of red wine and offered me a fruit cocktail. I eyed the drink but didnโt touch it.
Jared glanced over, amusement in his gaze. โWhat? Afraid I spiked it?โ
Honestly, the thought had crossed my mind. Jared was like a starving predator right now. Who knew what he was capable of? The fact that heโd once asked me about paying three million for one night proved he was bordering on obsession.
โTell me the truth,โ I said, shifting the topic to something that would really grab his attention. โDid you transfer me to Shaville because you knew Nathan and I were getting close?โ
His gaze locked onto mine, unreadable for a long moment before he finally admitted, โYes. That was part of it.โ
โSince when did you become so petty?โ I scoffed.
Jared swirled his wineglass, his tone deceptively light. โIโve always been petty. You just never noticed before.โ
โNow that weโre divorced, you still think you can control me?โ I smirked.
The words seemed to hit him. He let out a self-deprecating laugh. โHuman emotions are complicated. I donโt want to keep orbiting around you, butโฆ sometimes I canโt help it.โ
His eyes lingered on my face. โYouโve changed, you know. Your insights, your mindset, your decisivenessโฆ Itโs like youโre evolving every day.โ
โJust proves my point,โ I said coolly. โYou have to love yourself first before anyone else can.โ
โIn theory, yes.โ He took a slow sip of wine. โThe day we signed the divorce papers, I went to church. Spoke to a priest.
โHe told me I should only ever have one wife, that sheโs where my fortune lies. If I remarry, Iโll lose everything.โ
I nearly choked. Jared, the man whoโd never believed in God, consulting a priest? That was almost laughable. โOh? Then youโd better treat me well. After all, I did bring you good luck.โ
Jared chuckled, but there was something raw in his gaze. โSo now I want to treat you better. Will you let me?โ
โNo,โ I said simply. โIโm afraid Nathan might get jealous. Heโs a good man, sincere. I wonโt hurt him.โ
Jaredโs expression froze. My words mirrored exactly what heโd once said about me to others.
His voice was barely steady. โYou never cared about love. You said you wanted to play the field. Why do his feelings matter now?โ
I arched a brow. โUnlike you, I donโt keep one foot in and one foot out. When I commit, I commit fully. And right now, that means considering his emotions.โ
Jaredโs hand on the table clenched slightly, veins bulging visibly beneath his skin. โVictoria, is he really that much better?โ His voice was thick with anger. โYou divorced me for him, didnโt you?โ
My expression hardened. โI left for myself. Iโd backed myself into a dead end and chose a new path.
โNathanโs likeโฆ a strong oak by the roadside. Offers shade when Iโm weary, support when I stumble. Even blooms flowers to cheer me, bears fruit when Iโm hungry.โ I met his gaze squarely. โWhy wouldnโt I cherish such a man?โ
Jaredโs eyes dropped to my new wristwatch. โHis gift too?โ
I admired the timepiece with deliberate grace. โObviously.โ
With a loud thud, Jared slammed down his whiskey glass and stormed out. I hailed a cab home shortly after.
The next morning, my ex-mother-in-law Sally called. It was her first contact since the divorce. Worried something might have happened to Yvonne, I answered immediately. Instead, I got an earful of venom.
โVictoria! Why havenโt you quit Jaredโs company yet? How much more blood do you plan to suck from him?โ Sallyโs shrill voice accused.
I blinked in disbelief. Since when did earning a legitimate salary become โbloodsuckingโ?
โI submitted my resignation yesterday. Your son declined it. Besides,โ I kept my tone professional, โmy career is progressing well. I see no reason to leave.โ
โAll those years I praised you for being sensible.โ Sallyโs pitch climbed higher. โTurns out youโre just another scheming seductress! Because of you, Jaredโs cut contact with Tracy.โ
Ah. The real issue surfaced. My existence was blocking the Holcomb familyโs preferred replacement daughter-in-law.
โSally, youโre mistaken. Jared and I interact strictly professionally. Whateverโs happening with Tracy has nothing to do with me.โ My voice remained steady despite my tightening grip on the phone.
โDonโt play innocent!โ she snapped. โIf it werenโt for you, Jared wouldnโt be ignoring Tracy. She was my perfect choice for a daughter-in-law. She even promised me a grandson.โ
โVictoria, after everything the Holcomb family has done for you, the least you could do is disappear from Jaredโs life. Iโm begging you.โ Her voice was frayed with desperation. Clearly, her obsession with securing a grandson had reached new heights.
I stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, gazing at the cityscape below. Should I back down? But then, why was I always expected to prioritize other peopleโs feelings over my own?
That had been my fatal flaw in my previous life: being too afraid to say no, too willing to suffer in silence. But truly shrewd people never sacrifice themselves for others.
โSorry, but Jared and Tracyโs issues are theirs to resolve, not mine,โ I said, my voice icy.
โHow is this not your problem? If you werenโt clinging to Jared, heโd have moved on by now!โ she accused.
I laughed. โSally, if Jared canโt find a girlfriend, thatโs hardly my problem. After all, Iโve already moved on.โ
โWhat?โ Her voice sharpened with disbelief. โYou have a boyfriend!โ