That instantly killed the flirty vibe, and everyone went back to eating, dropping the whole spectator act.
Jared looked pretty frustrated. Heโd never been this considerate about the little things before, and now that he was, I was giving him the cold shoulder.
Lunch dragged on until almost three in the afternoon, with some of the guys having a few drinks. Once I was stuffed, I went straight back to the office to catch up on work.
When Jared came in again, his face was flushed, and it was clear heโd had a few too many drinks. He pushed open the door to my office and collapsed onto the armchair, looking like he needed a moment to catch his breath.
โHowโs Yvonne doing?โ I asked casually.
โSheโs got another round of shots today. My mom is taking her,โ Jared answered.
Sally had never been kind to me, but she had always been good to Yvonne. Maybe I should stop picking fights with her.
Jared met my gaze and asked, โDid Yvonne say anything about Tracy yesterday?โ
I froze, surprised that he knew it.
โYeah, she mentioned it, saying Tracy was moving in with you. Why not take the chance and get closer to her? You two would make a great couple,โ he advised.
Jaredโs gaze went distant for a few seconds before he chuckled bitterly. He scoffed, โMaybe Iโm just never satisfied. The things I want are always out of reach, and when I finally get them, I donโt even want them anymore.โ
I couldnโt help but mock him. โHow do you even manage to want everything at once? Seriously, teach me your ways. I could use a crash course about how to be insatiable.โ
Jaredโs face turned even redder, and he grumbled, โWhy would you want to learn that? Just look at the mess I ended up in.โ
โYouโre the one who canโt let go. If you ever did, your life would be a lot easier,โ I said, giving him a small smile.
Jared stared at me, like Iโd hit a sore spot. Then he said straightforwardly, โJust thinking about you with Nathan last night is driving me crazy. Do you have any idea?โ
I shot him a surprised look. โWhy are you freaking out? Did you really think Iโd stay celibate for you after the divorce?โ
He added, โNo, youโre right. You deserve to live your life, itโs just the thought of you with himโโ
I cut him off quickly. โHave you been binge-watching too many porn movies?โ
Jaredโs face turned pale. He pressed his fingers to his head as he said, โForget theโฆ just think of theโฆโ
Jaredโs lips curved into a mocking smile. โWouldnโt it be better keeping Yvonne busy with the secret alimony check?โ
โSeriously, what's your problem? Thinking of page sites andโฆ what?โ I snickered back.
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Jared looked embarrassed at my words. โIf I had 1.5 billion, wouldnโt it be better to use it as a gift and marry you all over again?โ
I couldnโt help but laugh at that. โMoney is not what I care about anymore. I have plenty. What matters is the person.โ
โWhat do you see in him?โ Jared suddenly demanded, jumping up from the couch, clearly agitated. โVictoria, just be straight with me. What does he have that I donโt?โ
He walked toward me step by step, and my heart skipped a beat. I quickly stood up, saying, โJared, youโre drunk.โ