I shook my head. โNot yet. I was just about to whip something up.โ
Nathanโs eyes flickered; he avoided my gaze and lowered his head slightly. โDonโt bother. I already got you something.โ
โCome on in,โ I said, turning back to the balcony. The morning sun was warm, and I picked up my yoga mat.
Nathan followed me, watching as I tidied up. โSo, youโre not going to explain what happened last time?โ Nathan suddenly asked.
I glanced up at him. โDo you honestly think Iโd ever go back to someone I already left?โ
Nathan paused, looking uncertain. โI canโt say for sure. If it was any other guy, probably not. But Mr. Holcombโs got that kind of charm.โ
โWell, you donโt know me,โ I said, my tone going cold.
Seeing how cold I was, Nathan hurried to say, โI do want to understand you more, but that takes time. We havenโt known each other that long, but Iโm trying, I promise.โ
โLove means trust, you know?โ I asked, my tone softening a bit.
Nathan looked a little lost. โI do, butโฆโ
โIf you say you like me but still donโt trust me, youโre only making things harder for both of us.โ
โAnd what about you? Do you trust me?โ Nathan hurried over, his tone urgent.
I turned to look at him, the sunlight behind him casting his handsome features in a glow; he looked unexpectedly captivating. I nodded. โI trust you.โ
โReally?โ Nathanโs eyes instantly lit up. โArenโt you afraid Iโm just faking it, only acting like I care?โ
I said, โFirst off, youโre always swamped with work; your time is worth a fortune. If youโre actually willing to spend that on me, why would I ever doubt you? Itโs not like youโre some guy with endless free time.โ
My words made Nathan grin. He asked, โVictoria, are you trying to get to know me too?โ
I nodded. โOf course. For two strangers to come together, they have to get to know each other first.โ
โAlright, I wonโt question you about Mr. Holcomb anymore,โ Nathan said, finally letting it go.
I nodded. Nathan was so much easier to handle than Jared. He didnโt even need me to say muchโhe soothed himself.
โI got a little sweaty, so Iโm gonna hop in the shower,โ I said.
Nathan was giving me that heated look. I knew exactly what was running through his mind; guys like him, once I got them started, were way too easy to set off.
I didnโt know if it was because Nathan and I had been spending so much time together lately, but my skin had gotten ridiculously soft and glowy. Honestly, putting on makeup was a breeze now.
Nathan slipped up behind me, his touch gentle. โNeed some help?โ My heart fluttered. If he tried to help, heโd only make things more complicated.
I didnโt turn him down, and before I knew it, Nathan was right there with me. My back was pressed against the wall, my heart racing like I was afraid of heights. I could only cling to him tightly.
They said guys were โhardโ in the morning, and I was definitely learning that the hard way.
By the time we finished breakfast, it was already past nine. Nathan left for work, looking pretty pleased with himself. I headed to the hotel, my legs still a little wobbly.
Not long after I got to the hotel, I overheard a few cleaning ladies gossiping in a corner.
โDid you hear? Mr. Holcomb and Ms. Murphy got divorced because she was seeing someone else on the side.โ
โSeriously? Ms. Murphy always looked so prim and proper. Who wouldโve thought sheโd do something so scandalous?โ
โI heard the guy sheโs with is younger than Mr. Holcomb.โ
โSo what if heโs younger? Does he have as much money as Mr. Holcomb?โ
โYou just donโt get it. Ms. Murphy mustโve been really thirsty and let her impulses get the better of her for a moment.โ
My face darkened. I couldnโt believe it; someone was spreading rumors about my divorce from Jared, casting me as the cheating wife in their drama.
This was Sallyโs style. She was trying to force me to quit by making up these stories, smearing my name, and kicking me out.
This kind of drama was nothing new to me, and my way of handling it was simpleโtime to fight fire with fire. If they wanted to play dirty, Iโd play along.
I walked right up to the ladies and said, โYou got it. Jared just canโt perform.โ