The storm howled outside, rain hammering against the windows as Jaredโs words made my blood run cold.
Why was he asking this now? Was he worried Iโd discovered his secret, or was this his way of coming clean? Would he sit me down again to negotiate his relationship with Tracy, just like before? My mind raced with questions.
Back then, Iโd been such a fool, clinging to that worthless marriage certificate, refusing to surrender my place.
This time around, I would gladly accept if Jared offered the same deal again, taking only the money and nothing more when I left.
โWhatโs wrong? Got something to hide?โ I asked, forcing a teasing tone I didnโt feel.
Jared was dangerous โ a man who could smile while burning with rage inside, and then retaliate in ways his victims never anticipated.
I couldnโt risk provoking him. If he dropped the act of caring about our marriage, Iโd lose everything. My safest move was to take the money and run. As for child support, I knew that wasnโt coming.
Jaredโs gaze lingered on my face. After a long pause, he said, โDonโt believe anything you hear. Theyโre just rumors without substance. Yvonne is still young, and we need to think of her first.โ
I stared at him in disbelief, unable to reconcile this behavior with the Jared I knew. His suggestion to ignore the rumors while using our daughterโs youth as justification made me wonder if he was avoiding confessing his affair with Tracy.
I couldnโt help but recognize the pattern. He had broken his promises but wouldnโt admit it, making me question myself while denying every rumor. Still, I knew one truth โ rumors didnโt start without reason, and gossip usually contained some truth.
โDonโt worry, darling,โ I said, stepping closer with a carefully crafted smile. โYouโre the only one I trust.โ
Jaredโs expression softened as he reached to brush a stray lock of hair from my face. โHow are you settling in at the company? You seem genuinely committed to making this work.โ
โI am serious,โ I replied, turning toward the rain-smeared window. โYou should go home ahead of me. Yvonne and Iโฆ weโre still not on speaking terms. I doubt she wants to see me right now.โ
โDonโt worry. I had Tracy take Yvonne to my momโs place. Tonight, itโs just the two of us.โ Jaredโs voice was low as he stepped closer behind me.
I was wearing an off-the-shoulder knit top, the fabric slipping just enough to reveal my smooth, glowing skin.
Before he could finish, his lips brushed my shoulder. โDonโt work late. Go home early.โ There was a roughness in his voice I hadnโt heard in years.
Even on our honeymoon, heโd been strangely proper about intimacy. Heโd always ask before kissing me, like we were still figuring out where the lines were.
It seemed ridiculous now. What kind of married couple needed permission for every touch? Most people just let things happen when the vibe was right.
But Jared never crossed a line. If I didnโt say yes, he didnโt push โ no kisses, no embraces, nothing. He was always so controlled, like a man without desire.
Recently, Iโd been pushing boundaries โ dressing to provoke and challenging him at every turn. Yet here he was, kissing my bare shoulder in the office of all places, murmuring for me to go home early. This wasnโt the restrained Jared I knew.