Chapter 364
I remembered something Jared once told me: the one whoโs loved is actually the most powerless. When the person they care about turns away, theyโre left stranded, trapped by their own feelings, lost and confusedโlike a temple left behind after all the worshippers have gone.
And now I couldnโt help but wonderโwould I end up like Jared someday? If Nathan ever stopped reaching out for my love, would I feel that same hollow emptiness inside?
While I was spacing out, Nathan slipped in close, cupped my chin, and kissed me tenderly.
The hot steam behind me made me uneasy, so I pressed closer to Nathan, almost hiding against him.
With a low, teasing laugh, he scooped me up and carried me out of the kitchen, setting me down on the wine rack nearby.
Suddenly, I was half a head taller than him, caught off guard and a little startled.
Nathan tilted his head back, his gaze soft yet smoldering. He reached up, looping his arms around my neck and pulling me down, refusing to let me go as we tangled together.
โInnocent, huh? Who ever said that about him?โ I thought.
โHeโs got way more moves than Jared ever did.โ
โSeriously, heโs going to drive me insane.โ
Nathan used every trick and bit of charm he had on me, like he was weaving a web of temptation and affectionโan elaborate game meant to pull me in and keep me hooked.
Maybe it was because weโd been holding back for a while, but Nathan was like a starving wolf who just couldnโt get his fill.
Iโd try to run, but heโd always catch me. We played this game of cat and mouse all over the house, and just thinking about it makes me blush every single time.
I playfully smacked Nathanโs shoulders until they were flushed, but he just pulled me into his arms, chuckling softly as he murmured reassurances. Before I could get truly annoyed, he hurriedly fished out the gift heโd been meaning to give me, hoping to distract me.
โWhatโs this?โ I asked, feeling my heart start to race as I stared at the round, elegant blue box.
โNo wayโฆ Is he reallyโฆ?โ I wondered.
Nathan opened it, and sure enough, inside was a pair of coupleโs diamond rings.
โGive me your left hand,โ Nathan said, gently taking it and slipping the smaller ring onto my middle finger.
I couldnโt help but feel relievedโat least it wasnโt going on my ring finger.
The fit was perfect. I stared at him in surprise. โHow did you even know what size to get?โ
Nathan grinned. โAfter you fell asleep that night, I used a piece of string to measure your middle finger.โ
I blinked, a little taken aback. โWho knew he could be so sneaky? But honestly, itโs kind of adorable that heโd go to all that trouble for me.โ
โNext time, just ask me,โ I said, trying to play it cool, but inside, it felt like my heart was meltingโso sweet I could almost taste it.
Nathan held out his left hand. โCan you help me put mine on, too?โ
I slid the ring onto his middle finger. His hand was pale and elegant, every knuckle perfectly defined, and with that diamond ring, he suddenly had this irresistible, husband-material aura.
It took me right back to Jaredโhow heโd slip on that diamond ring, just a bit of his crisp white shirt peeking out, the ring catching the light. He was the gold standard for husband material, seriously irresistible.
Now, Nathan was really starting to give off that same vibe.
โAm I really about to fall for the same type of guy all over again?โ I wondered.
โWhy are you looking at me like that?โ Nathan asked, pulling me back to reality. Guess I was spacing out, just staring at him.
He reached over and pinched my cheek, sounding a little annoyed. โVictoria, do you see Mr. Holcombโs shadow when you look at me?โ
โโฆโ I didnโt know what to say.