Leaving Nathan alone in the park really hurt, but no matter how I felt, I had to keep my head straight and make the smart choice.
I didnโt go back to the office. My mind was a mess, and I just wanted to be by myself for a while.
I didnโt go home either. I was worried Nathan would come looking for me, and honestly, I didnโt want to see him right now.
When people lose control, logic goes out the window. I didnโt want to get even more caught up with Nathan.
I checked into a hotel and snagged a room on the top floor. I dropped my bag without a second thought, collapsed onto the bed, and shut my eyes, determined to shut out all the mess swirling in my head.
They say your heart should be like an umbrellaโable to open up when you need shelter, but also knowing when to close and let things go.
For me, itโs not just about knowing when to step into the spotlight; itโs about knowing when itโs time to make your exit.
Mom always said a lot of things would make sense once I grew up.
The price of growing up is learning how to let go, and being a grown-up is so damn hard. If only I could go back to being a kid againโclueless about everything, just wild, reckless, running around, crying, laughing out loud. Back then, happiness was all that mattered.
I put my phone on silent, and Nathan didnโt try to call or text me again.
Work calls, on the other hand, just kept coming in one after another.
Around seven in the evening, my assistant called, checking where I was because there was some paperwork that needed signing.
I knew it was urgent and had to be signed ASAP; otherwise, the materials couldnโt get delivered on time.
I asked her to swing by and sent her the hotelโs address.
She hung up in a rush.
Half an hour later, there was a knock at my door. I figured it was my assistant.
But when I opened it, there stood Jared.
My whole body went numbโI stared at him in shock. โWhy is it you?โ
Jared held up the papers. โMs. Murphy, could you sign these for me?โ
I let out a wry laugh. โMr. Holcomb, these little tricks are a bit beneath you, donโt you think?โ
โI just wanted to see you, nothing more,โ Jared said, his eyes softening. โBack then, all I had to do was come home. Now, I have to get a little creative.โ
I was honestly speechlessโJared could say stuff like that and not even worry about getting struck by lightning for it.
I took the papers and turned to grab a pen.
But Jared pulled one out of his pocket and handed it to me. โUse mine.โ
I signed my name in a hurry, then it hit me after the fact: โYouโre the boss. Your signature works just as well.โ
Jared sprawled out lazily on my bed. โI donโt sign for someone elseโs job.โ
I nearly rolled my eyesโJared was obviously here on purpose.
โWhat are you doing here?โ I asked, setting the signed papers aside.
โDid you and Nathan have a fight?โ Jared cut straight to the point, looking up at me with a grin. โSee? Heโs not right for you.โ
My expression darkened right away. โIf youโre here to laugh at me, go ahead.โ
โVictoria, Iโm not that kind of guy,โ Jared said, standing up with a fake smile and a mischievous glint in his eyes. โIโm not here to laugh at you. I just wanted to see how you were doing.โ
โSpare me the fake comfort,โ I said coolly, not buying his act. โMr. Holcomb, the papers are right there. Just take them and go.โ
โVictoria, you donโt have to put on a brave face with me. If youโre feeling down, Iโm here for youโwhatever you want to do, Iโll keep you company,โ Jared said gently, stepping up behind me.
I gazed out at the city, every window glowing with light against the night. But right now, it felt like I didnโt have a real home anymoreโwherever my job was, thatโs where I called home.