I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment. I couldnโt believe Edward could talk about romance and intimacy in such a calm, indifferent tone. For people like him, relationships between men and women were as routine as having a meal or a glass of waterโnothing special at all.
The real world is split by invisible lines, and the gulf between social classes is like a hidden net, always keeping our worlds apart.
Ryan and I were like two people out of sync with timeโmeeting in the same place and moment, but that didnโt mean we ever had a real shot at being together.
Edward didnโt miss the flicker of emotion on my face. He continued, โI know youโre not happy about this, and it probably hurts. But youโve been married beforeโyou should know that love is the last thing a marriage needs.โ
I shot him a surprised look. The last time I eavesdropped on him and Ryan talking, I found out heโd been divorced too, and even had a kid with his ex-wife.
Seeing the defiance in my eyes, Edward scoffed. โMarriage is all about management. As long as there are interests involved, the best way is to join forces with someone strong, right?โ
I dropped my head, feeling defeated, but I couldnโt help agreeing with him.
Jared and I got married in a burst of passion, but after tying the knot, we barely spoke the same language. I couldnโt help him with his career, and there was no way I could ever catch up to his pace.
Iโm just not cut out for marriageโdivorce was really the best thing for me.
But nowโฆ Jaredโs stuck in some weird cycle. Before the divorce, he was chasing a thrill with Tracy, and now heโs got his eyes back on me.
Feelings are just so messy, so hard to figure out.
โYouโre not saying anythingโdoes that mean you agree?โ Edward asked, his brow furrowing.
โYes,โ I said, steadying myself and looking him in the eye. โMr. Jennings, youโre right. Honestly, I never thought about taking things further with Ryan. Weโre justโฆ nothing, really.โ
โHeโs the only one catching feelings here,โ Edward cut in, saying what I couldnโt.
I nodded. โHeโs confessed to me a few times. Mr. Jennings, even if you hadnโt come to talk to me, I already knew weโre from totally different worlds. I wouldnโt try to start anything with him, and honestly, Iโm afraid Iโd only drag him down.โ
โMs. Murphy, youโre a smart woman,โ Edward finally relaxed his intense gaze and said calmly, โSo Iโm sure you can figure out a way to make Ryan realize itโs not going to happen, right?โ
I was stunnedโEdward had just put the ball right back in my court.
โIโve turned him down, more than once. I even started dating someone else, but Ryan didnโt cause any drama. He just said heโd wait until I break up. Mr. Jennings, you know him better than I doโmaybe you should be the one to come up with a solution.โ I tossed the problem right back at him.
Edwardโs face grew serious. โMs. Murphy, you look like someone who knows her way around relationships. Ryanโs little crush probably doesnโt faze you at all. Iโm sure you can figure out a way to make him give up.โ
That annoyed me a little, so I just shrugged and said, โHonestly, if I really wanted him to give up, I could just get married, have a kid or something. That would definitely do the trick.โ
โSo, do you have someone in mind to marry?โ Edward asked, actually considering my words.
โNo,โ I replied without a second thought. โI have no intention of ever getting married or having kids in this lifetime.โ
Edward just went quiet.
The air instantly turned awkward, and Edwardโs face clouded over. โMs. Murphy, are you just messing with me?โ
โNo way, I wouldnโt dare,โ I said. โHonestly, youโre kind of putting me on the spot here. But donโt worry, Iโll keep saying no until he finally gets the message.โ
โThatโs not going to work,โ Edward said, his voice icy. โI know how Ryan isโif you donโt make it clear to him, heโll just keep hoping.โ
I paused, feeling a bit exasperated. โBut honestly, I donโt have anyone I want to marry right now.โ
โRemarrying your ex-husband might not be a bad idea,โ Edward suggested.
โI just divorced himโand I was the one who asked for it. Itโs a matter of pride; I canโt just turn around and get back with him,โ I shot the idea down right away.
Edward raised an eyebrow. โThen just find someone else and stage a fake marriage. That shouldnโt be too hard for you, right?โ