Ryanโs brows knitted tight, and for the first time ever, that young, handsome face of his was weighed down by a seriousness Iโd never seen before.
For a split second, it was like I was staring at someone elseโsomeone older, someone in charge. My heart skipped a beat.
Cold sweat trickled down my back as reason finally kicked in.
If I wanted to break free from Edward, the first thing I had to do was put some real distance between me and Ryan.
But Ryan had already helped me so much. There was no way I could just sever things cleanly between us anymore.
The only thing I could do now was bring someone else into the picture, hoping itโd finally make him realize it was hopeless and back off.
I couldnโt help but wonder if the red string of fate had already tangled us up so tightly somewhere along the way, tying us into an unbreakable knotโmaybe Ryan and I would never be able to break free from each other.
Seeing how determined I was, Ryanโs face grew even more stormy.
Finally, he turned and stepped out onto the balcony, gripping the railing tight. He let out a soft laugh. โWord is, a bunch of investors are eyeing Nathanโs tech team. As long as the Chancellor Family doesnโt block him, getting fresh funding wonโt be a problem. Right now, the biggest mountain in his way is the Chancellor Family.โ
Cold sweat trickled down my back as I stared at his tall silhouette, totally stunned. โRyan, how do you know all this?โ
Ryan didnโt look back, just spoke in a quiet, almost emotionless tone. โIf I move that mountain for him, would you walk away from him?โ
I stared at him, totally stunned. โWhat? Are you serious?โ
Ryan finally turned to face me. โYouโre worried about him, right? Afraid his whole careerโs about to tank? If you throw your money in and the Chancellor Family keeps messing things up, youโll just be burning cash for nothing. Victoria, how much are you actually thinking of putting in?โ
My mind was a mess, but since he asked, I just blurted it out. โ300 million.โ
Ryan let out a sudden laugh. โ300 million for a piece of his company? Youโll basically be his partner now. I heard heโs only short about 600 million anyway.โ
I nearly jumped out of my skin. If things went down like they did in my previous life, that 300 million could multiply dozens of times and end up right back in my pocket.
It was like Iโd been zappedโmy head was spinning with all those zeros, way more than I could ever count.
Ryan was obviously used to big moneyโcash was just numbers to him.
Seeing me standing there, totally spaced out, he smiled and asked, โIf you were financially free, what would you do?โ
I thought for a second, then answered, โIโd probably donate some of it to do good things, maybe earn myself some good karma.โ
โOh?โ Ryan looked at me, clearly entertained. Then he snorted, teasing, โStill way too soft-hearted.โ
I blinked and said, โI believe in previous lives and reincarnation. Maybe thereโs a whole cycle. I just want to rack up some karma points so I can get lucky next timeโbe born with everything, like you.โ
Ryan couldnโt help but laugh out loud. โThen letโs just hope we donโt get reincarnated as brother and sister, alright?โ
I grinned. โSo, is that what happens to lovers in the end? We just end up as siblings?โ
Seeing me joke around, Ryan flicked my forehead in exasperation. โI can take care of the Chancellor Family problem for him, but when it comes to the money, heโs on his own. Andโฆ you have to break up with him.โ
โRyan, have you ever thought about it? Maybe we really canโt be together,โ I said, locking eyes with him, dead serious. โLast time you said Iโd have to give your grandpa a grandson just to win him over. Your familyโs bar is set so high, Iโm afraid Iโll crash and burn before I even get close.โ
โYou really have no faith in me?โ Ryan sounded a little hurt.
โItโs not that I donโt have faith in you, itโs justโฆโ I hesitated, still too scared to even mention Edwardโs name.
He was like this massive mountain hanging over my head. Ryan might be able to get the Chancellor Family out of the way, but could he really get Edward out of the picture?
โRelax. Except for my grandpa, no one else can stand in our way,โ Ryan said quietly.