โSo I was just the sidekick, making your side chick look all dazzling? Youโve got some nerve.โ I slapped him hard. Jaredโs face turned to the side, but he just calmly took off his glasses, set them on the table, and said, โGo ahead, hit me, yell at meโwhatever helps you vent.โ
My palm stung like hellโhurting him hurt me too. It was a lose-lose situation.
I dropped my hand. No more hitting.
Jared braced himself for another slap but just looked at me gently. โVictoria, you remember every stroke of my writing, even at the very end of our previous life. You still loved me, didnโt you?โ
My heart felt like itโd been stabbed. I shot him a look full of hate. โYouโre dreaming. The moment I died, you were nothing to me.โ
โThen why do you remember even the tiniest quirks of my handwriting?โ Jaredโs eyes gleamed with a crazed delight, like heโd just uncovered some dark secret. โYou must have been hopelessly in love with me your whole life.โ
โJust shut up,โ I muttered, too drained to even argue anymore.
Jared actually listened, clamping his mouth shut and just standing there, gazing at me with a dazed, lovesick look.
โWhat do you want?โ I finally asked, forcing myself to accept this crazy reality.
Jared just gave me a helpless look. โWhat else can I do?โ
โWhat do you want with me?โ I shot back, my voice icy.
Jared paused, then said, โI want to make up for the mistakes I made in our previous life. I want to raise our daughter right, so she doesnโt end up being a little debt collector like she was before.โ
I was stunned, staring at him. โYou actually know Yvonne was like a little debt collector in our previous life?โ
โIt was Tracy who messed her up,โ Jared said, his voice heavy with guilt. โShe spoiled Yvonne rotten. Not long after you died, Yvonne was street racing and ended up killing someone. It turned into a huge legal mess.โ
I kept my face blank. โIn our previous life, she didnโt even see me as her mother anymore. I donโt care what she became.โ
โIf weโd just followed the proper procedures, there wouldnโt even have been a lawsuit,โ Jared said, squeezing his eyes shut, his body trembling. โBut the first person Yvonne called was Tracy. Tracy told her to run and said sheโd handle the rest. Yvonne listened, and that was when my business rival pounced. The accident made the news, and things got way worse.โ
I let out a cold laugh. โThis all happened because you spoiled Tracy so much she thought she could call the shots with your daughter.โ
โWhen I found out Yvonne had killed someone in a hit-and-run, it felt like Iโd been struck by lightning. That was the moment I finally realized how Iโd neglected to discipline my kid all these years,โ Jared said, his voice thick with regret.
โTracy came running over, bawling and apologizing, but the sly look in her eyes just made me hate her.โ Jared lowered his gaze, voice barely audible. โI was the one who screwed up, but you and Yvonne paid the price. I really was a piece of shit.โ
โSpare me the guilt trip,โ I cut him off coldly. I didnโt want to hear his apologiesโthey meant nothing to me.
โI know no matter how many times I die, I can never make up for what I did. Yvonne didnโt get the right upbringing in our previous life, and she ended up going down the wrong path. It cost my company a fortune,โ Jared said, a bitter smile tugging at his lips. โI guess I deserved it.โ
I shot him a look. โSo whatโs your plan now? You gonna take care of Yvonne yourself?โ
โYeah, I canโt let what happened last time happen again,โ Jared said, then glanced at me. โBut Yvonne needs her mom too.โ
I pressed my lips together, staying silent.
โVictoria, I let you down for a whole lifetime before. This time, I wonโt try to control you. If you want to be with someone else, Iโll accept it,โ Jared said, stepping closer and held my arm gently. โJust promise me you wonโt put yourself in harmโs way, alright?โ
โAnd what exactly do you know?โ I replied coolly.
โEdward likes you,โ Jared said, dropping a bombshell.